Chapter 4- SANA MISSING

Is weekend and I am happy because I don't see Yoonbyul all day.Yesterday Sana didn't come to school and I am starting to worry for her.I want to know that she is safe.She didn't call me or reply to my text.I am worried for sake.

I was thinking to go to shop to buy something for the house.Why?Because my mom sent me to the shop to buy something for her not for me.Everytime I go to shop I start to buy me something.

In the other side of the street I saw Sooyoung with Jinyoung holding their hands smiling widely at each other.I roll my eyes frustrated everytime I saw them.I still cant believe that I accept this plan of her.

I hope that Sooyoung is happy with Jinyoug because Jungkook is not.I can imagine when Jungkook founds about it and he will hate me forever.I deserve to be hate.

"Eunha....",somebody shouts my name with a grave voice

I turn my head to see who is calling me.I smile seeing Namjoon who is running towards me trying to catch me.I chuckle seeing him running towards me trying to catch his breath.

"Hey",I salute him when he arrived on my face

He breath hardly raise up his hand to catch his breath.He looks so funny when he try to speak,but he can't at all.He looks up to me giving me a fake smile.What's happened with him?I raise my eyebrow up.

"What's happened?",I asked him curious

"You talk with Sana?",he spoke out scratch his neck nervous ignoring my question

I shake my head bitting my bottom lip making him to sigh.I know very well that he loves her,but if he wants to Sana to be safe he have to go closer to her.He was to show her that he is beside her.

"I am worried for her",he spoke scratching his neck

"Me too",is all I says to him

Me and Namjoon are alike.We worried about Sana.I want to Sana to be happy.Namjoon too.I want to saw her safe.Namjoon too.

"We have to do something",Namjoon speak looking in my eyes

"I know",I spoke biting my lip

"But what?",he asked me raise his eyebrow

"Let me think about it,okay?",I try to encourage him giving him a big smile

He nod before saying "goodbye" to each other waving together.I walk towards to the shop buying that my mother says.

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I call Sana all day,but she doesn't respond.That makes me to be worried about her much.I want to hear her voice to know that she is safe and okay.Ah,sometimes I want to go to her house and protect the to her father to not hit them.

I decide to go to the amusement park because I want to have some relax time trying to forget about father Sana,bit I know I will not can't but I can try,right?

I put my hands on my black hoodie putting the hoodie over my head walking toward the amusement park.Right now I want to forget about everything and have some fun.

When I arrive there all I see is a lot if people having fun and kids smiling ear to ear having a lot of fun.Sometimes I want to be again a child not having problems or worries.

When I am face to face with the amusement park I saw Jinyoung and Sooyoung have fun laughing and smiling without stopping.I roll my eyes groan at them because I start to hate Sooyoung for what she did and what she makes me to do.

On the other side I saw Jungkook with Jimin and Taehyung playing some games laughing out loud.I bit my bottom lip thinking what to do.I start to bit my own finger started to panick like hell.Jungkook wants to turn around,but I start to running so fast being at his face taking his should with my small hands putting him on our face.

He looks at me shocked but then he gives me a big smile.I smile too to not feel awkward for what I did.Someone is clearing his throat making me to look at the person worried.I look at Jimin and Taehyung and I will say that they are shocked like me because they saw Jinyoung and Sooyoung together kissing in front of the people.

I glared at them with an expression like 'don't say anything' and they nodding smiling at Jungkook panicked of what they saw.

"Uhm,can you let go of my shoulder,please?",Jungkook says making me to snap to my own thoughts

"Oh,sorry",I says taking my own hands off of his shoulder putting on my hoodie

"So,Eunha,what are you doing here?",Jimin ask me beside me with his freaked eyes

"I don't know,I wanted to have some fun",I slap out my words shrugging."Sana doesn't answer all my call,so I came here to get away my worries",I add putting my hands on the hoodie

I look behind Jungkook back and I sigh relieved that they are gone and I will not distract Jungkook for a while.It's so hard to distract Jungkook to not see Jinyoung and Sooyoung that sometimes I just want to slap myself thinking that this is a bad nightmare and everything will be gone.But no,this is reality and I sometimes I hate reality like this.

"And she answered at your call?",Taehyung ask me putting his hands on my shoulder massage them to calm me down

I shook my head bitting my bottom lip looking down in the ground.I ruffle my hair thinking at bad thoughts that her dad make him to them.Even I came here to forget everything about her dad I can't.All I do is to think to bad thoughts that her dad do to her.

"No,and I am worried for her",I add looking at the three of them having some tears on my eyes

I wipe them off immediately because I don't want to see one of them.I want to be strong for my best friends and I will do that.For her.

"Hey,don't worry.I think she is fine",Jimin add to me with his cheeky smile make me to feel good

I glared at him with an angry face transmits him an expression 'seriously,man,you think she is fine?'.He gulped taking two steps being far away for me having his eyes big than his normal eyes.I am very good to scared people with my face and I will do that always.This is my gift since I was born.To scare people like Jimin and Hoseok.

"I have to go,boys",I says to them smiling a little

But I can't.Why?Because Taehyung hands are still on my shoulder gripping my shoulder hard like I will not go anywhere.I look at the hands on my shoulder and then Taehyung glared ate them with my angry face.He takes his hands around my shoulders letting me go home.

I start to go to the exit to the amusement park,but someone stops me hold my wrist gentle.I look at my wrist saying a hand man.I look at the person who hold my wrist and a smile across my lips make me to smile.

Jungkook holding my wrist.

I know is not a big deal,but for me is it.He smiles at me showing his bunny smile.He looks at me and then to my wrist that he holding my wrist for one minutes when he saw me that I am staring on my wrist.When he realized this he tooks his hands to my wrist massage his neck scratching his nose making him to look cute.

Cute?What?No,no,no.Don't think about it.

I shooke my head wipe my thoughts about him.I put my hands on the hoodie looking at him questioningly.What he wants?What he wants to ask?And why he stop me?

I mean everytime he saw me he became annoyed by me when I start to annoying him and tease him,but now he stop me and that's it's freaking me out.

"Whats the matter,Jungkook?",I ask him questionable curious why he stop me

"You know... uhm...If you want....uhm....You can stay with....uhm....us",he start to stutter in my face scratching his neck

I giggle at his stutter cuteness making him to look so cute when he stutter.I always know that he is afraid of every girl's,but everytime I saw with a girls he just talking,laughing and giggle without a problem.But when he is around me he stutter and start to blushing looking like a bunny and that's makes me to laugh at his cuteness.

"I don't know,Kookie,I don't want to disturb you and your friends",I spoke bitting my bottom lips pointing to the boys that are standing face in face talking and laughing

He turns his head on the boys questionable and then he turn his head to me smiling ear-to-ear.

"Don't worry,Eunha,they will be happy to have you with us",he speak softly taking my hand on his hands."And I want too to come",then he add whisper softly looking deep at my eyes

I gulp having eyes and mouth to at his last words.I don't know what to do.I can't believe he says that.He wants to come with him?Me?With them?With him?I blink twice processing what he says?

"Pardon?",I ask him blinking again

He looks at me chuckle at my confusion.Why he laugh?I am that funny?Why he have to make my heart to beat that fast when I am around him?Why he have to be him to make me fall in love?

Jungkook takes my hand on his hand dragging me with him softly to his friends.Jimin and Taehyung are looking at me with their big smile.Taehyung come closer to me to pull me into a big hug that takes for some seconds my breath.I look up at Jungkook and I saw that he clenched his jaw and hands when Taehyung hugging me.

Why he is angry?He is jealous?

Nah,I don't think so.Right?I shake my head pulling out to his hug patting his shoulder smiling a little.Jimin come to me putting his arm around my shoulder giving me a cheeky smile.

"I am so glad that you stay with us",Jimin speak popped the words "so" and "us" making Jungkook to growl furious."What's happening,Kookie?",the blond boy ask the younger boy teasing him pinched my cheek

He sighed."Nothing",he mumble looking another way putting his hands on the pocket

What the hell is happening with him?Why he is like this?

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"Ah,this is was so awesome",Taehyung exclaim excited when we finish to ride the roller coaster

"Yeah,it was",I says bitting my bottom lips sounds to me like a lie

Yeah,it was fun,but I can't have fun when Sana is not around.She knows how to make everything to be fun,but now is not.I look at Jungkook who goes to a stand to play some games with Jimin and Taehyung.I looking at them with a big smile remembering the day that I and Sana have some fun.

They are so funny smiling without stopping having a lot of fun.I want to have fun,but I can't.

NEXT DAY

I locked the locker sighing hard.I can't believe that yesterday Sana doesn't call me at all.I turn my head someone catch my attention and I know who is the person.

Kang Sana.

I can't believe my eyes that she is here.I am so happy to see her that I start to run to her hugging her tightly.I broke the hug turning her to me to saw her with sunglasses.What the hell?Why she wear sunglasses on the building?The sun is outside,not here.I start to worry for her.

"Sana-ah,why are you wearing sunglasses?",I ask her curious about why she wear sunglasses

"Because....because is sun here",she stutter scratching her neck

"What?Where?",I yell at her rolling my body in a circle looking for the 'sun' she says

I took her sunglasses on her eyes seeing one of her eyes hit.Her eyes is look like the colour purple like she was hit by her father.I make my eyes and mouth to be open wider.

"What the hell,Sana?",I yell at her putting my hands on my mouth shocked."Did your father do this to you?",I ask her taking my hands on my mouth looking at her serious

Sana is looking another way having some tears on her red cheeks.I make my eyes big when she doesn't answer at my question.I can't believe he did that to Sana.Some day I will hurt him so much that he will beg me to stop.Some day he will be not free anymore.I will do everything to make him to be pay for this and to take him to the jail.

"Sana!",someone yell her name making both of us to startle

I look at my back seeing Namjoon running towards us with his all power.He stop beside me looking shocked at Sana having his mouth big mouth wider.Oh God,this is end bad for her.

"What the hell?",Namjoon yell when he saw her having her head down on the ground

He is looking at me shocked waiting for his answer.I smile innocently at him waving at him.

"Look the time.I have to go to...toilet?",I says hearing like a question making them to look at me confused."Yes,toilet.Bye!",I says fastly waving to two of them running so fast to the class

Oh God,this was so good.I am so proud of me,I think.I hope they will end together and he will take care of her .I need his help right now.

Namjoon,love her with all your heart.I beg you.

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I will make Sana father to feel the pain that Sana and her mother fell everytime hurt them.Right now I am outside sitting down on the bench looking down on the ground sighing to five un five minutes thinking about Sana.

I hate a lot to see her hurt that I am too hurt.Since I was born I promise myself to protect my best friends rather than me.Right now I am not important,but Sana she is.I will protect her with all my power even I am a girl and I an weak.

"What's with that face?",someone ask me chuckle at my down face

I look up to saw Jungkook having his hands on the pockets smirking when he saw me sad.His face become soft when he saw me sad.I roll my eyes looking another way.Right now I am not in the mood to talk with him or someone.I want to be alone.Because since I was born I was always alone nobody talk with me because I was a nerd.

"Go away!",I whisper softly sounds like a murmur

"Whoa~,what happened with the person that annoying me everyday,Eunha?",Jungkook tease me clapping his hands together

"She is dead",I whisper under my face letting him shocked when I speak

He looks at me shocked when I spoke that words.I tell the truth.That person is dead since Sana came at school with bruise on her face.Jungkook puts his hands on my shoulders turning my body to his looking straight on my eyes.I look on his eyes without any expression on my face.

"What the hell,Eunha?",he yells at my face angry shaking all my body

"She is dead",I repeat again the words that he asking me early without any expression

He take his hands on my shoulders looking much more shocked and confused at my eyes or face looking for an answer,but he will not find it.I am very good to hide my feelings or expression.A lot of people try to find my feelings,but they didn't get it.I am to good to hide my feelings.

"What happened with you?",Jungkook ask me starting to worry for me

I blink twice to him processing his question over and over in my head.I don't know what to answer to his question.I can't find an answer to his question.Is too much pressure on me and my heart.

Why he ask that?He is worried for me?

Hell no.He doesn't care about me.But why he is here?Why he tease me even he hate me?Why he is here even he wants to leave him?Why,Jungkook,why?Go away,Jungkook because I will hurt you.

"Everything",I answer at his question unexpressed

He bodies up his one of his eyebrow not knowing what to say.He is looking at me confused about my answer.I look at him giving him an smirk,looks like a devilish smirk,not a tease smirk making him to look scared at me.

"Everything is happening with me",I continue to speak smiling devilish."Everything is going down and what I make or do is wrong making everyone to be hurt.I am a bad person who knows perfectly to make people to be hurt and be in pain.I am very good to hurt people being alone without no one.I deserve to be hurt and hate by everyone.I don't deserve no one.",I finish my sentence letting Jungkook with big eyes and mouth processing my words before I go letting him alone in the bench not saying any word

I put my backpack on my shoulder putting my hands on the pockets on the hoodie walking with my head down in the ground thinking what I say to Jungkook.Right now this are my feelings that I feel right now.I tell to Jungkook the truth about my feelings and I feel bad.I yell at him even he didn't to anything to me.Tomorrow I apologize to him.