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I walked back to my room to see her lifeless body with the mask that was helping her breath over her nose. What I saw in her journal and Levi’s words hit me so hard. I wanted to get close to her but I was scared she would wake up and see me. 
I didn’t deserve to be close to her after all I’ve done yet I couldn’t stay away from her. 
I went to the bed and feel on my knees, the tears in my eyes had made my vision blur so I blinked to let them flow freely. 
“I’m sorry Elisa,” I mumbled, my eyes on her burnt hand….the same hand I burnt. Looking at it brought all the memories back and I fucking hated myself. I hated myself for everything I had put her through and I just wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
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Marrying your seventh grade crush and first love was a dream come true for Elisa Davis. She had been in love with Nikolai Smith since she bumped into him in seventh grade. Who wouldn’t fall in love with him? Nikolai had the looks, popularity and money. 
So when she found out that her father had sold her off to pay the debt he was owing Nikolai’s father, instead of being mad, she was rather ecstatic because her dreams have finally comes true. But Nikolai feels the same way she feels? Will he ever feel the same way he feels? Will he ever reciprocate his feelings? 
Why are there too many secrets? Can the couple handle what life throws their way?

In HOLY Matrimony

I yawned as I sat as I entered the kitchen. I couldn't get some sleep last night because my previous make out sesh with Nikolai played in my head all night and every time I closed my eyes, Nikolai's face appeared making it difficult for me and I promised the twins I'd make breakfast for them after taking too much time in Nikolai's office so here I am at six in the morning getting ready to make pancakes for the kids.

I took all the needed ingredients from the cabinet and fridge and started mixing up the batter while I yawned continuously. I can't wait to jump back into bed when I am done with it.

"Good morning" I almost spilt the batter as Nikolai's voice startled me from behind. I turned to find him leaning against the door in nothing but sweatpants and he looked sweaty like he just finished working out and damn mama he looked hotter than Zayn Malik in the sauna.

IHM-XXIII