Written on: June 2021
Revised on: January 2024
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To You Who's Trying Your Best...
It's been quite a journey, hasn't it? Four years ago, the ink of my pen dried up, and the words that once flowed freely became a distant memory. But here I am, standing at the threshold of a new chapter, and I want to share a few words with you — you who's been trying your best.
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In the silence of those unwritten years, I've discovered that the absence of words doesn't equate to the absence of a voice. You, my resilient friend, have been crafting a narrative with each step, each triumph, and each stumble. Life, it seems, is a story we tell not only with our written words but also with the choices we make, the battles we face, and the love we extend.
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You've been on a journey of self-discovery, wrestling with the shadows of the person you once were. It's okay to mourn that version of yourself, the one that felt pure and unblemished. But remember, within this transformation, you've unearthed strength and resilience you never knew you possessed. Embrace this evolution; it's a testament to your courage.
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You stopped writing because you needed to redefine your narrative, to grapple with the complexities of your existence. In this time, you've faced fears, danced with doubts, and navigated the treacherous terrain of self-exploration. You've questioned and challenged, not just the world around you, but the very core of who you are.
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I want you to know that it's okay to be scared, to be uncertain. Writing is not just about words on paper; it's about baring your soul, confronting your truths, and embracing vulnerability. The anxiety you felt was the echo of your authenticity, a signal that you were tapping into the raw, unfiltered depths of your being.
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In losing the person you once were, you gained a new perspective — a third-person view that allows you to see the world through empathetic eyes. Your empathy is your superpower, a force that can bridge the gaps between hearts and bring solace to the wounded.
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Life has thrown its fair share of cruelties your way, and it's okay if you can't remember every detail. Scars have formed, wounds have healed, and here you are, standing tall despite it all. Your ability to endure, to heal, and to remember even the fragments of your pain is a testament to your strength.
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You hit rock bottom, denied your struggle, and yet, you persisted. That bundled-up solace you sought in solitude was a cocoon, and from it, you've emerged transformed. You're not the cold-hearted person you feared becoming; you are, in fact, a beautifully resilient soul, capable of warmth and compassion.
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So, my dear friend, as you embark on this new beginning, know that you are not starting from scratch. You carry with you the wisdom of those silent years, the strength forged in the crucible of self-discovery, and the compassion born from your battles. This is not just the start; this is a continuation of a story that has been uniquely, authentically yours. Keep writing, keep exploring, and above all, keep being the courageous soul that you are.