Irrational

They always ask me:

'Why are you soo sad

Out of the blue

You weren't like this at noon'.

I want to tell them to go on, try

To decipher my mind

'Cause it's been ages since I've tried

But failed, shamelessly 

To comply.

But instead, my voice is weak,

I do say nothing, I just blink

And pass them by

'Cause they don't know

What secrets lie inside my soul.

I've built a fortress around myself 

To make sure they won't reach

The deepest lengths of my mind,

They cannot cross that bridge.

I've put a spell all over me

So they cannot see me

It worked out perfectly

It seems

Cause now they just ignore me.