This argument grew from nowhere into an outrage. In my rage, I was blind to her, to the graceful parts of her heart. I assumed I was right when I had no reason to. The words she spoke with such intentioned purity triggered something inside of me that came from fear. The words that calmed her, scared me. The words that calmed me, scared her. We were opponents, suddenly blind to each other's good hearts and building walls instead of bridges.  
She stood up, and ran out. It all felt like a sudden daydream, her eyes looking back at me so glassy, so anxious, and I felt paralyzed. I put the drink on my mouth and finished it again. I heard the barkeeper coming back and ordered another one. I hated it when again, she had to think about if she still loved me.

Melea&Taylor. Two strangers on their way to a horrific crime learn to fall in love again.

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Metanoia - The Age of Innocence

"Pain is not a side-effect of love." - Tyler Oakley 


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He was tying his tie the way he always did it. Cold, emotionless and fast; a simple reflection of his character. 


I was standing in the room, thinking about what I even did here, because every time I was here, I was able to feel the madness, the fear I had and always will for the past seventeen years. Just as I entered the room, I changed all of a sudden. I wasn't a man, I was a little boy; a wrecked son, a homeless soul searching for recognition. 


The fear of having him speak challenged me. I was not used to speak with him. He never spoke much with me. 


The only way to make my brain function was to strengthen my bones, in which there was not much power, giving me the option to show him that I was the heartless man he wanted me to be, rather than a son with a ruined soul. 


So, this is love ? - CH. 25