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I was taking a shower and thinking about what I had just done.

My mother banged the door and yelled "HURRY UP! YOUR USEING UP TO MUCH WATER!"

"When is she not yelling or angry?" I thought as I let the soap rinse down my body.

As I got out the shower I asked myself "The real question is why am I always in trouble?"

I received a message and it said "Goodnight."

I smiled as I saw his message but it faded as I didn't let him go back to Korea. My heart speaked for me and not my mind. Now Suga would stay because of me.

I texted back "Goodnight."

I frowned my eyebrows as I thought "What does he do when he get's home?

He never did his homework but got all straight A's. Suga was a genius but slept to much.

Went to school the next day and heard Jennie screaming in the hallway.

I covered my ears when I heard her scream and said "What's wrong with you?"

Jennie said "Got asked out for Senior prom."

She was pretty much the last one on the list. Everyone had a date but her and I said "Finally, now the dress."

Jennie looked at me and smirked. "I already have one." She said.

I looked at her confused as I asked "How?"

Jennie said "I was going to go either way. You don't have a date so I thought I wouldn't be alone."

I looked away as I said "Well you thought wrong because this girl ain't aloud to go to prom."

They all gasped and shouted "What?!"

I looked at them and nodded.

Nancy pouted and said "Screw your parents and go. It's a one time thing! Unless you fail?"

I squinted my eyes at her dumb and heard the girls arguing how I wasn't going.

I got a text message from Suga "Meet me in the Tennis court."

I quickly said "I got to go. I'll see you-"

Jennie said "No! We need to figure something-"

I walked out through the bus doors because I knew there would be cops the easy way. We weren't aloud to go back there since it was so dark outside. Daylight saving time had it looking darker than usual.

It took me like 5 minutes to even make it back there. I went to the tennis court and I opened my eyes wider as I didn't see him. I started to get nervous as I didn't see him. I quickly gasped as someone from behind gave me a back tight hug.

I looked down at the pale hands and looked beside me as he put his chin on my shoulder.

He let go and grabbed my hand. "Come sit." He said softly.

I went with him and sat next to him really close.

My heart pounded so bad against my chest as I asked "Is everything alright?"

Suga pat on his lap and I sat on it. He buried his face in my neck and cried. I gave him a tight hug and he put his arms around me. I ran my fingers down his soft hair and waited for him to answer.

I started to see the sun after awhile and Suga let go but still had an arm around me.

He then said "Remember when I didn't come to school for like a week?"

I looked at him and said "Which time?"

He looked down at his feet and said "The first time. My grandma is very ill and I don't think she will make it out of the hospital anymore. She means so much to me. I don't want to lose her."

I put my hands on Suga's cheeks and said "You need to learn to let go and be happy. She's still here and that's all that matters! I don't think she would like to see you all broken apart. She needs to leave happy knowing that you all will be fine. Yes cry but afterwards. Give her hope and strength!"

I cleaned his tears and let go of his face. He gave me a smile and I said "Yes! Those are the faces that are needed in this world! Beautiful and positive vibes only."

Suga chuckled and looked down at my lips.

I got up and said "We should go before the cops come back here."

Suga looked away and said "I'm staying here."

I got in between his legs and lifted up his chin to look at me. "No! Your coming with me, now come on!" I said as I let go of his chin and grabbed his hand.

Suga pouted and asked in whining way "Why?"

I pulled him up from the bench and said "I don't want to see you all depressed or I'll get depressed."

He gave me a shy smile and I pulled him with me. I gave him a shy smile too.

We made it to the parking lot and I felt so much better. Suga chuckled and said "You seemed pretty scared back there but when it comes to fighting you don't seem to care."

I kept walking as I said in my head "Only if you knew if my parents found out I was with you I would be grounded for life. If they found out I was getting involved in drama again I would be sent to that bully school."

I looked at him and said "I seem to block out when it comes to fighting but it's rare. I need to graduate so from now on we need to be good."

Suga chuckled and pulled my hand back. I looked back at him confused and saw him look away with a smile.

I looked at the direction he was looking at and it was a bunch of Juniors.

They came towards us and Suga said "Meet some of my friends. Mark, Sebes, Felix and Chris."

I smiled and said "Hi, I'm Moni."

They all said "Hello."

Mark said "You coming to our homecoming?"

Suga said "When's Juniors homecoming?"

Sebes said "Saturday night!"

Suga said "I'm not a Junior though."

Chris smirked as he said "We got like eight free passes."

Felix said "You look like a Junior anyways Suga!"

Chris handed him two passes and said "For you and Moni!"

I widen my heart as he spoke and heard the bell ring.

Suga chuckled and said "Were-"

Mark said "See you there Suga! You owe me so you better be there! Bye Moni it was nice meeting you." They left right after that.

I looked away as Suga turned to look back at me and said "Let's go to class."

I nodded as we left and I didn't say anything after that.

Suga stopped me by the buses and asked "Is something wrong?"

"Hey Suga! You heard about our homecoming?!" A female asked.

I looked at her beautiful glowing skin and then at Suga.

Suga chuckled and said "Mark just told me about it and gave me tickets."

Her smile turned into a sad one and said "Wait you have a date?"

I said "Well I'm going to class-"

Suga said "No wait I'm going with you."

Then he looked back at her and said "Bye, Dillon."

He turned around and came with me.

Before we went to class I said "She wants to go with you, you should go with her-"

Suga quickly stopped me and said "I want to go with you but you don't want too."

I gasped and said "What?!"

Suga said "What? Are you going to deny it?"

I looked at him and thought I want to but I can't. Then I said "Yeah I'm going out of town."

Suga nodded his head sideways and said "Don't lie to me! Just say no."

"I can't say no because I want to go with you." I said as I walked in class.

I thought in class how could I get away with going to homecoming with Suga. My parents didn't even let me go to my friends house that was next door. I wanted to go so bad just to know how it felt to hang out with a guy you like dancing and just having a good time. It doesn't hurt to try right?

*At home*

I got so nervous as I got close to my mother but I maned up.

"I need to tell you something." I said.

She stopped cooking and looked at me angry. "What did you do now?!" She yelled as she asked.

I looked away and said "Homecoming is this Saturday night and I was just wondering if I could go?"

She looked away and said "You can't dance."

I nodded as I put plates on the table.

She continued "You don't have a fancy dress."

I felt my heart sink as she continued.

"Your father won't let you go anyways." She said.

I squinted my eyes as she didn't say no but my dad would say no. They never really agreed on nothing.

He came home and said "I have to tell you guys something."

I raised an eyebrow and my mother yelled "What did you do now?!"

My father took his work boots off and said "I'm getting sent out of town to work on a special project. I'm leaving Thursday and coming back Sunday."

I looked at my mother as I knew a fight would begin and I was happy.

"Don't lie to me! You just want to go out with your ex! Don't ever speak to me again!" She yelled from the sink and my dad went to go take a shower.

She turned to look back at me and said "You can go to the homecoming but you will leave earlier. Now don't tell him. I'm just doing this for revenge."

I nodded as I didn't understand her at all but every time she got mad she would do things behind his back.

I went to my room and screamed in my pillow. I said "Oh my gosh! I get to-"

My mother went in my room and said "I won't buy you a dress though I don't have money for that."

I smiled and said "Don't worry I already have one that you got me years ago."

She frowned her eyebrows but I didn't care.

The dress was very beautiful and I knew no one had it because I had got it from the thrift store.

I texted Suga and said "You going with Dillon?"

Suga surprisingly texted back fast and said "Are you available?"

I smirked and said "Yes."

Suga texted back and said "A homecoming night it is then!"