Chapter 20

Perspective Max

Ever since Yuki broke up with me, I've been walking around the world, I want to find myself, everything I did to Yuki was intentional, I didn't want to hurt him, but that was better, I know that if we stayed together he was going to be hurt, by those who don't want us together, the day I told Yu to do drugs so I could cheat on Yuki with him, otherwise I couldn't love him too much to I do something like that, I received a message from an unknown number and he said he would kill all my loved ones if I didn't break up with Yuki, and because I was stupid I listened to him, but a few months ago I found out who was it, the first time I thought I was wrong but it turned out to be true, I will never forgive my father, I know he loved me but he didn't have to do that, he thought my relationship with Yuki would destroy me and not I will be as cold as I was before and I will give up what I was doing before, now I regret so much that he did not believe in my relationship or in my strength, so now it is not u don't believe in him anymore, he said he was sorry but i don't believe him.

A year after Yuki broke up with me I got really sick, I started taking drugs and beating people, and a lot of horrible things, but today I saw Yuki, I would have wanted to go to him and I tell him that I love him but I was afraid that those who were following me would hurt him, so I stayed now, now I would like to go to him, but I am afraid that he will reject me and laugh at me , I heard that he has become very strong and that he does not let anyone approach him.

In the first year I kept in touch with Erik, he tells me everything Yuki does but I couldn't keep up because those who were following me said they would hurt him if I talked to him again, so I didn't talked about since then. Now I'm waiting to see what I can do next.

For a few weeks now, I've been thinking about whether to go to Yuki and apologize or stay away from him. Now that no one is following me, I don't even know what to do, if I had someone to give me advice, but I don't. My mother died in an accident and my father hates me, and he's in jail, now I wish I was Yuki next to me but he's not.

In two days I have a match in Yuki's town I wouldn't really want to go but I don't have an ace, if I win this fight I'll be the best, since Derek showed up, everyone tells me I'm an ant next to him , I trained a lot for this fight, but since I found out it's in that city I wouldn't really want to go, but if I don't go everyone will think of me as a coward.

I think I'll go, anyway Yuki won't find out I was there, he doesn't love fights so he'll never know.

Perspective Yuki (Derek)

For a few days in the oven I feel very strange, I have a feeling that someone is following me but every time there is no one there, as if I went crazy.

In a few days I will have a fight with a boy who thinks he is better than me, he didn't want to say his name so I'm just waiting to see who this boy is. I heard that before he was very strong but as a real soft since he broke up with his girlfriend or was a boyfriend I don't remember, but what I know for sure is that I will beat him so that he will never doubt me again.

Two days ago Erik came to me to tell me that Max was dead, but when I heard his name I beat him so hard he couldn't get up from the ground, I didn't want to be so bad but if I didn't do that no one would be afraid of me anymore, I know he's my friend but I really can't stand to hear that name, when I think of him I feel so low that I let him go like that, I had to ask him explain, to ask him why he did this, but I was too cowardly and I was afraid. Now I will regret it all my life, now that I know he is dead, I feel very bad, I loved him too much.

I miss the days when we were happy, the days when he told me he loved me, the days when all four of me, him, Erik, and Yu were there, but now I've changed the thread a lot for Erik. he avoids me, even Yu said that he hates me and that if Max had been here he would have been very disappointed in me, but I can't change now, that's me now I'm a heartless man who lost his family and loved one.

Some time ago a boy came to me who said he liked me, I tried to be with him, but he just wanted popularity, so I broke up with him immediately, now I'm wondering if I was this boy then when I first met Max, he would have stayed with me or ignored me ....