I’m Done With You

My mind packed it's bags and it's leaving,

I packed all my thoughts

And I stopped wasting them on you.

Don't talk down to me because my mind has left

The house of abuse you keep tracing

Because I've outgrown you denying who I am

I've broken so many times

Emotionally, mentally, and physically

With the razor to my wrist.

It's come to a point where I'm unbreakable.

I laugh saying this but your hugs feel like dad

I'm suffocating on an embrace

Warm like a knife dipped in honey,

A sugar cookie with poison as the frosting.

It's like I'm running on the track,

My legs are disintegrating crumbling to dust

The faster I go when people tell me

To keep pushing, to keep fighting for who I am

When my mind tells me no.

When you tell me no.