Chapter 11 Don’t be like her

Soleil P.O.V

I told him, how dumb am I? I can feel her, I can feel the shame, the disappointment. "Soleil What is this?" I looked up at my mother, she was mad. I only got 95%. "I promised I did my best" I begged, "Your best?! Why can't you be like your brother, he made honor roll, passed all his midterms with flying colors and you, you only got 95%" She looked so disappointed "Were Foxes Soleil you can't bring shame on this family" She ripped up my test. "Until you stop making me hate you, you are not a part of this family" I feel my tears roll down my cheeks. "Mom" I called her. I still wanted her to love me how she loved him. "Mom please!" I cried. "I'm not your mother" She said so coldly to me. I soon come back to reality, feeling my brother hug me. "Hey, I'm not mom" He held me tight "I won't leave you" I cried into his chest, held onto him. If only I had his support back then I wouldn't be so scared. A few hours after I calmed down I felt better, Elian and I talked about our childhood. They were so different, it was like we had two different moms. "Even though mom has gotten better, I don't think I could tell her" He nodded "You won't need to and don't tell dad either" I nodded. "So, do you like Chole?" I spit out the hot cocoa he made us. "Are you dumb?!" I yelled. "Don't act like that, I think you two would make a good couple" He drinks slowly. "I don't think so, How can I like someone like her?"

"What is she like to you?" I groaned laying back on the couch "I hate her smile, it's too pretty and bothers me, oh and she laughs, it's too cute and the way she acts hurts me. She has hurts me, I don't know if I led her on or if she led me on but I'm jealous how she can like two people, hurt them both but still have one around her finger. She doesn't deserve any of that, doesn't deserve someone in her life. I'm so jealous that she's herself with no repercussion"