Power of the Nebula

Danny grabbed his things and poured himself a glass of water and drank it, he was going to take a pregnancy test at the insistence of a concerned Henry who had seen Danny lose his dinner just as soon as he ate it and had the strangest cravings that Danny didn't have since he had Sean and it was clear from the fact that Danny wasn't taking good care of his health, that he was very depressed and hurt and struggling to recover from what the rapist had done to him. Danny was slightly suicidal as well and often recklessly crossed the street before the crosswalk sign flashed "Walk" as if in hopes there would be a truck or a car only paying attention to the green light, only to run him over unintentionally. He wondered if it was possible for a catastrophic asteroid to strike and kill him. He certainly hoped that it would be possible at any moment now to end his pain. He sighed and decided to unbox the pregnancy test and pee on it, as he put the timer on and he was doing the rest of his paperwork and heard the timer buzz as he saw the pink plus sign in the window and he sobbed loudly. He snapped the pregnancy test in half and threw it in the rubbish bin and covered his face while tears streaked down his exhausted face. He was still recovering from the rape, and now, William Lewis left behind a baby for him to raise. 

Danny threw up in shock and horror all over again as he sobbed and screamed, melting down over the fact that he was having a baby, he didn't know what to do at this point and he was so going to have to put his career aside to raise this child that he didn't even want at all. He bitterly sighed and went to One Hogan place, carrying the paperwork he needed to complete for his job as a cop, he had so much to do nowadays, he didn't care to take care of himself, it was after all, the perfect excuse for self-neglect, to be so busy with his job and his duties as a Captain. Danny was then questioned by Barba about his police statement and he was being prepped for trial and his police statement was verified as true, accurate and complete and the only truth that was to be written and entered into court. He sighed as he was being asked over and over and over until he felt like melting down, Danny then added 

"I'm starting to remember bits and pieces of my rape, I remember his face...his eyes, the scar, everything about him, I can remember it all."

Barba knew that meant that Danny needed to enter another updated version of his police statement so that they would be able to hand it over to the Defense so that they too could begin trial discovery as well and do their own preparations. Danny was then briefed on what the trial would consist of and at that moment, Barba's phone rang and it was from the FBI, they had him under arrest, but Eames was mortally wounded and would not make it through the night, making it a possible federal murder one case and that meant this would no longer be held in New York, this would be held in a Federal Court in Terra Haute where the killer of Don Kent and Maggie Kent also was imprisoned. Danny knew this case was definitely going to become high profile now, if it wasn't before. And he suddenly had flashbacks to the O.J Simpson trial back in the late 90's and he could remember how all of the cameras were on that man 24/7, and the Aaron Hernandez case in recent memory, still freshly scarring the reputation of the Patriots Organization as well as the fans who loved the Patriots and rooted for them as well.