Chapter 49- Goodbye.

--Alexandria POV--

"Alexa, no. Please, listen to me. There's something I have to tell you," Me not saying anything was the cue for him to continue talking.

"I know you've not had the best experience so far but I promise it will get better. Think about Josephine, Ezekiel or anyone else that makes you happy. I'll make you happy, I'll do anything to make you happy, Alexa. Just be patient with me and hold on fo-"

"-I was holding on," I cut him off, turning my head up to look him in the eyes and he froze, looking into my teary green gaze.

"I was barely holding on. I was on a loose thread! No matter how many people I was surrounded by, no matter how many people were able to make me smile for a bit, I was still hollow inside. My chest was aching and I was always on the verge of tears, I was just holding it back. You not believing me is what caused me to let go and give up,"

We stared at each other for a long while.