Third kissed, pounding heart

Before we totally got out the restaurant. We stopped to approached Ezrile who is now in front of us looking intently at me.

"hi! Eman is there waiting for you. He said you have a meeting tonight, right now with a client here at the restaurant".

I said then turned to Fernand where in my side.

"why are you two here?"

He asked looking at me intently that giving me a uncomfortable feeling. Why is he bieng like this?.

"ahm well.. We just came here from the Elvaste shop. You didn't came there we waited for you to come but your secretary said you're still at the meeting".

I told him then Ezriel stepped closer to me and said.

"I'm not busy now so just come with me. This meeting we have with clients is just a quick discussion. So let's go come with me"

After saying that Ezriel grabbed my wrist and then walk after his cousin but turned to him before we leave and went to where is Eman.

"Bye Fernand take care of yourself while driving"

I looked at Fernand who just nodded and turned his back from us and proceeded to went out of the restaurant.

No felt like I wanted to just disappear my heart are abnormally founding.

"come on seat Khiella"

I looked at him and Eman then sat down beside Ezriel and after for a second the client they were talking about has already arrived and then we stood up to greet an two gorgeous woman that I think they are in a late 30's.

"good evening Ms. Gray and Ms. Smith"

I was just staring at them and there is something in the woman who is in the white skinny dress.

"this is my business partner Eman and this is my Secretary Khiella and I'm Ezriel"

The woman wearing an spaghetti dress formal attire smiled at us and then signed us to seat down and proceeded to what they are going to talk about.

"shall we start?. We still have something important to do"

The Woman Ezriel called Ms. Gray and then they started talking about the business they are dealing with.

"so what we've talked about before. It's an very interesting materials that we are going to deal with you for the strong and most build buildings and houses."

I don't know what they are talking about because I didn't study a business Management. They are talking about the Merchandising business that purchases a products, labor and etc.

It's making me really bored. Like I even asked myself why did I let him to make me stay here with him. He said it is very quick but it's not.

"here it is ma'am. The products of our materials that are great for building and factories, building, house etc. Also here is our examples of a house and buildings."

Ezriel said and show them an example from his laptop. He sometimes took a glance to me then continue talking.

" if you also wanted we could be your official architect and engineer. We can do also an manufacturing process that will help you build your business and grow."

Eman said then explained what he knows to convinced them have a partnership with them and a stockholders. They have lots of offers that I'm sure they will never resist.

" if you'll gonna accept our offer us one of our stockholders or have an partnership with us. Let's be forward your business will grow really grow. We have lots of offers and opportunities for all of those businessmen and businesswomen. Even it just starting a small business when they accepted us immediately the small business they started turned into a big business and be part of one of those top rising businesses. "

As I hear everything they said. Even me will immediately say yes to their offer. It's really big and worth it I must say.

As in wow they are really good at business. No wonder why Ezriel's Company and business is the most popular and always at the top one of the business list spot ambassadors and super business Icon.

That is really amazing. I can't stop myself from adoring and Idolizing him from bieng like this. He is very clever.

How can I cannot be surprised and amazed to this man?. Seriously it was really good.

I was just listening to them until they finished the discussion and as I said the will gonna say yes.

"really?. Owh thank you Ms. Gray and Ms. Smith we are so glad that you accepted our offer and you've just signed a contract. Thank you so much"

Ezriel said and then smiled because of another victory he got. After they shake hands Ms. Gray and Ms. Smith left and then the both of them manly appeared.

That was so great. I'm happy for them I smiled and to my surprise Ezriel smiling when he turned and hugged me.

It feels like hugging him is a cloudy dream. My heart suddenly beats faster and I'm afraid that he might hear or feel it that's why I immediately pushed him away slightly.

I heard Eman fake a cough so I turned to him and then turned to where my small off shoulder bag to grabbed it and put it to my shoulder then stepped away from the two of them and then walk after Eman and Ezriel.

"wait I haven't eaten yet so we're goin' to stay here to eat".

That made me stop from walking away from them. I turned to him and said my excuse.

"ahm. I'm full we just ate here before you came."

My heart is still pounding and I felt so embarrassed about what I have feeling right now.

"Eman will go home and I'm really starving right now, it can't wait to eat"

He said and looked to Eman. I also looked at him looking at Ezriel and turned to me then said.

"ah ahm yeah. I'm going my sister is waiting for me. We have a family dinner tonight so you too enjoy. Bye"

He said and then prepare to leave. I want him to stay here but it seems like I can't do anything to make him stay with us and also it will look obvious that I'm avoiding him.

"come on seat now Khiella"

Ezriel told me then so I sat down. I was hesitant to sat beside him but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me down to the chair beside him.

He has already ordered food for us. I didn't order anymore because he did it because he knew I wouldn't do that. Actually, I'm hungry because I ate less than before. I didn't finish my food because I focused so much on my question to Fernand that he didn't answer. I don't know if something is hiding from me. I suddenly felt ashamed because I knew I had no right there and especially because if I count those who have a big secret even to myself because I do not want to go back. I want to start a new life again.

Sometimes I can't even understand myself because it's so chaotic. I don't want to feel it but here I am now again and I'm falling in love again. Love that is always wrong with me and carries is a disaster to the people I love.

As if it were a curse on me since I became one of them. The things I hate and hate forever. I will never forgive them.

They are the reason why I became what I don't want to be. But they triggered me embrace what they made me to be.

"so how was your day?"

He asked and my heart beat faster again. But I feel like it was a happy thing That happened to me right now.

"fine"

I answered and manage myself to look cool and don't look really obvious that he affects me so much. And I need to think about something to divert this.

"so well ahm. By the way Ezriel how was the investigation about the guy, Kries Mae get obsessed with? And about the crimes scenes in your company and others?"

Great that was great. It was good and I quickly thought of a way. And it was good that I thought of this so that we could talk about it a few months ago since that happened. and we were lucky and I was able to buy pills so as not to collide with what happened to the two of us that night because it was just an accident. We didn't mean it all. That's because we drank mixed drugs.

"Right now everyone is still in the process. We are doing everything to resolve this case."

He said. I wondered about the man's possible reasons or what his real purpose was and so on. That man may belong to a syndicate that sells women and sends them to another place or country. it could also be that the man is a drug addict or is really looking for victims because he is a scammer. But we are not sure so we need to know the background of that person.

"what do you think about the guy?"

He asked and then stop for a while to looked at me and waited my answer.

"I don't think so. But I guess we should know his real identity or background before anything else".

I said and he nodded then continue eating his foods. I chew my food on my mouth slowly while thinking about the case and to Ezriel's friend case. I heard that he said he's friend are still alive. So he did mean that it was possible that his friend is just somewhere else. Maybe he doesn't know what really happened to him.

Ezriel is a kind person and a very kind friend to his friends.

Who wouldn't fall for him right? He is everything that you wanted to have or asked for to be yours. But Ezriel is not a thing or an object to be an wish for granted. He is a human that deserves to be loved and everything he have now, he really do deserve it.

"yeah right. That's why we have an investigation. But okay by the way Khiella"

"what Ezriel?"

He stared at me for a second and finished his food before saying anything.

"owh nothing I forgot. Let's go it's already ten thirty and we have to go home. It's already late, come on"

He said and then we prepared to leave the restaurant and go home. While driving home I could not help but be stunned outside the car window and watch the people outside the cars and motorbikes passing and stopping due to the traffic light. I can't help but think deeply especially about the things that always bother me. it does not forgive and left me even then.

I was very quiet inside the car as he focused on the road we were taking to go home. I was always worried that one morning when I woke up it would all be over. As if everything will suddenly disappear. I do not know but I am always afraid that I will return to the former dark that I really want to avoid and do not want to go back even then. I want to feel peace. I thought when I lost them that I was not in their power I would be free and happy. there is no fear to be felt and no burden to carry and always to bear. But I was wrong. And it can be even heavier when something bad happens.

Until we got home I was still quiet but. It also broke my being too deep thought because of what Ezriel said.

"Khiella about the wedding"

He said and that made me turned to him. Maybe he decided to agree with me to get devorce after the wedding.

"what is it Ezriel?. Are now agreeing to my offer to get divorced after our wedding?"

I said but he just stepped closer to me and then said.

" no. I also want the marriage"

That surprise me and make confused. And my frustration are starting running into my nerves and whole.

"what? Why?."

I asked but he did not answer me instead he move closer to me and I stepped backward even if there's no space to keep our distance.

" you don't have to know. I want the marriage Khiella, I just want to tell you this. That very thing about our wedding are already done so by Monday we're going to marry each other".

And that made me stunned. Like what? Seriously?. Our wedding will be held on monday?. It's saturday and tomorrow is sunday and the next day is monday heck that was so frustrating.

"what seriously Ezriel?. You don't what's the consequences that could be possible happen to you and to your whole family"

I said but he just stared at me and then move more closer and kiss me to my cheeks then said.

"goodnight Khiella I'm tired, I'll rest now and you too"

He said after the warm kiss he gave me on my cheeks that made my heart pound faster again and felt something in my stomach, he left me alone there staring at the close door still not getting over what he just did.