HURT AND GUILT

Elenore Pov:

That day I went to my room which was unexpectedly was across the room of the alpha.

When I entered the the room, Emily who had one leg on the pillow and was cuddling with it... Goshhh!!! I love her...

In the middle of the night, I heard a scream and my wolf kept repeating "to go mate! Go to mate!"

Once I entered his room, he was whimpering and that broke my heart

I shoot him trying to wake him up. He was whispering" stop stop stop" that all I heard before I shook him hard and he woke up panting, sweating

Looking around the room, frightened...

When he looked at her, he some how felt calm and he hugged her

When he hugged me... It was the best hug I ever had...but before I could say anything to him or ask him what happened

But suddenly he pushed and slapped me

THAT took me by surprise!!! I fell to the ground whimpering and slide against a wall.. I was scared of him. My own MATE!!!

MY wolf was restless... I looked him in the eye and saw guilt .. But it was too soon to say that as as quick it came it went away. He took a pen and paper and wrote

"Don't enter my room ever again without my permission "

I ran out of the room and into my room where I cried all night.

Nest day came and I saw my reflection and saw how red my eyes were and I had a bruise forming on my cheek from the slap

I woke my sister and got her ready, she went to other children and I went to kitchen and started cooking for breakfast with Jenna

I suddenly got a whiff of a scent I knew all too well

I turned around and found him already looking at me with an emotion in the eye I could differentiate.

He was looking in my eye like looking in to my soul and trying to find some thing, I was the first one to look away as I remembered what happened yesterday.

I am sure he must have been the bruise

just as turned away from him.. His scent got distant which told me that he has gone without even having the breakfast

The day went by and dinner came... The alpha ( whose name I still don't know).

I served him his plate and he just watched my every move which made me nervous.

Just as I was about to leave, I saw Chloe approaching the alpha, who suddenly looked annoyed, the beta stepped forward and told her to leave, but she didn't so the alpha than in anger banged his hand on the table, breaking he glass which cut his hand

I immediately went to his aid and took a napkin and applied pressure to it I looked him in the eye as he was watching me surprised and said "apply pressure to it until it heals"

When I turned I saw every one looking at me, some surprised, Chloe looked jealous and angry and Jenna smiled like shit knew some thing I didn't know

However after all this drama I took my munchkin in my room as she blabbered about how she made new friends and how she spent my day

"Swster is this our new home?"

"yes sweetheart now go to sleep"

we both lay down and fell asleep. But I woke up in the middle of the night as some one entered the room and I smelled and I knew who it was so I pretended I was asleep as some touched my cheeks which brought tingles and he slid his finger across my cheeks to my jaw and suddenly I felt some thing cold on my cheeks, someone was putting something on it, on the bruise, it hurt but i couldn't let him know I was awake, afraid of his reaction.

I didn't open my eyes though.

After that he went away, leaving me to think why he was here?