THE CONFUSION!

As I entered into the room of Alpha, his beta was following behind him. we entered his room, obviously the alpha was fuming!

"what is it Alpha?" I asked the alpha

he slammed his hand on the desk obviously not very happy, and mind linked his beta, who then said to me "how dare you enter into the training ground and challenge on of my pack members!, especially wearing that!"

"I thought since I am part of this pack I could train" I said.

The Beta then proceeded to say " you were suppose to ask me and go to training, how did you even know how to fight specially as an omega?"

honestly his questioning was irritating me, I mean for god's sake this man didn't even acknowledge me as his mate. though his scent was enticing but he was getting on my nerves I couldn't let anything slip away, not again

" my father used to train me in his free time"

The alpha looked skeptical at me like he knew something, however he didn't say anything and told the beta to let me go and clean the kitchen which was confusing because he was so angry a moment and now he is just quite.

Well, he doesn't say at all but his expressions though, anyways..

I saw Emlay playing with the kids happily, I was happy that she was happy and living a normal life again, life has been tough for the both of us, I hope living here is what's best for us despite that mate of mine

after cleaning the kitchen, I prepared the alphas food and handed it to another maid to deliver it, I could feel some one's eyes on me the entire time and as soon as I looked back there was no one

Once, I retired to bed, the fight took a lot of my energy today, Emlay came bursting into the room telling me about her day. Soon she fell asleep, I however remain awake thinking about a certain mate of mine which has occupied my mind most of the time.

I again heard the sound of rustling outside of the window, as I got up to look outside there was no one there. Maybe it is just my thoughts.

But I was still scared about my past and the people who attacked my pack, maybe they have found us and followed us. I decided to tell the Alpha as soon as I wake up

Suddenly, I heard the voice of some on screaming, I felt fear through the mate bond

"mate", that's what my wolf screamed

I ran out of the room to his and found him thrashing and in pain, tears running down his face. I immediately moved forward to console him, he calmed down but held me tightly

"it's okay" I said to him, "it's just me..."

once he opened, I looked into his ocean blue eyes glistening in tears and I just hugged him with out saying anything. Then I thought maybe like last time he wouldn't like it and would slap me so as I started to remove myself from him...

He wrapped his arm around me slowly, and hugged me, I tried to move away but he tightened his hold on me, when I looked into his eyes , I understood what he said , it was telling me to stay and not leave him. He must have seen the fear in my eyes because he understood what I was thinking, he then suddenly kissed the side of the cheek he slapped me and hugged me back.

my cheeks were as red as a tomato, I knew he could see it, he just put his head on the crook of my neck and stayed that way for a while. Me sitting in his lap, it was peaceful.

And I started to get comfortable in his arms, lying in his arms, in his room I fell asleep peacefully, after a long time. He just held me like that in my sleep, my hands wrapped around his torso, his arms were covering me completely.

He often confuses me with his behavior, whether he wants me or not but right now I'll take whatever he gives me because after all he is my mate

Just as I was about to fall asleep, he kissed my forehead lightly and said "nu mă lăsa dragoste"

sorry everyone, I took so long to write all of this but trust me, I had a lot on my mind and a lot of things were going in my life during the pandemic months

I will try to upload as soon as possible now

Thank you

Ayesha Shaikh

xoxo