"Mommy! Good morning" my five years old daughter said. and I smiled at her.
"good morning baby" she looks like her father, with her natural blonde hair and her icy blue eyes.
"Mommy, I saw daddy on tv, he's so handsome...but he have a woman besides him,Mommy." she's a fan of her daddy,and its hurting me seeing her sad.
"it's just part of his job,baby."
"I wish Im invisible,so that I can hug him,secretly" she said while her tear's falling.
"hushhh,Mommy and Dada is here to love you" I said to her.
"Daddy and Dada is different, Mommy. Daddy is my real father while Dada is my second father,but I love them both,Mommy" she said.
I have a boyfriend right now, His name is Shawn,We've been together for three years.
His my shoulder when I needed someone besides me.
I stopped studying, because that time...I'm pregnant,at the young age of being a mother is hard,but It's the happiest day in my life, she's a gift from God and a reminder of our love story.
"Good morning babies!" Shawn said
"Dada!" She said and hug his Dada.
"Am I late?" He asked us.
"Nope,your just right in time."
I'm going to find a job,after we go to school.
Abby is a kindergarten student,Well she's smart like her father,So we enrolled her early.
We just ate our breakfast and ready on the go.While we're in car Abby is always amaze with her father, well he's everywhere because of the gigantic billboards in the road.
He's to far to reach.
"Bye baby! be good okay?" Shawn said and Abby just nod at him and kissed him on cheek.
"Where's my kiss baby?" I said and pout to her,They just both laughed to annoyed me. But of course at the end they both kissed me on cheek.
We're happy and I hope that this happiness won't fade.
Shawn is driving while going his head bang while he's singing,He looked at me and hold me hand and smile.
"I love you" he said and kissed the back of my hand.
I smiled and said "I love you too."
We're happy and I love him,He accept me with no doubts,He accept us with all of his heart,and we're lucky to have him.
kringggg....kringggg
I answered the call.
"hello?"
"hello,Tamarah? this is Alice,and I have a job to offer you" she said and I looked to Shawn
"Really?! Oh My! What job is that?" I said excitedly
"Someone is looking a Personal Assistant"
"oh great! where are you? do I need interview?"
"I'm here at the office, I'll wait you here and Yes you need a interview before you get the position."
"okay, thank you Alice!" I hang up the call at look to Shawn, who's smiling right now.
"Love, Please pray for me" I said and he laughed.
"of course love, I know you can do it." he said and smile,he drove me off in Alice office,I kissed him before leaving the car and wave goodbye.
and as I entered the office,I'm not shock because it's to many people wanting to have that position.
I wonder if we all have a similar reason to have that position,I need money for Abby,she's growing up and I want her to be happy.
Well I still have allowance from my parents,but still I want to earn some money. Mom and Dad is supporting us with all cost,and I want to exchange that cost they give to us.
My parents accept me,when I'm pregnant,of course they've got mad but they're never hate us, they accept Abby and love her,I'm lucky to have them.
Even tho someone forgot about my existence,His parents never accept Abby because they've never bilieve at me, they've thought that I'm a slut,and I f*CK so many guys.
but the truth is? His the only one.
I've never beg to them, because if they're really have trust,they will accept Abby with all of their hearts.
I was seating and waiting me to call when I saw Alice waving at me and whispered "Fighting" I just laughed at her.
I'm nervous because it's my first time to have a permanent job,if I'll pass.
but I'm still confident because I know better,I need this job for Abby and I need to improve myself as a mother to her.
three hours had passed and finally it's my turn.
I fixed myself and retouch my make up before going in,and I saw the back of the man standing, and a people besides him.
'he looks familiar' I said on my mind but I just ignore and an focus to the people who'll ask me.
"Introduce yourself please" they said,I breathe before talking.
"Good day to everyone,I'm Aira Tamarah Madrigal,24 years old.."
"why do you want this position?"
"because I have a daughter to feed on, I have a daughter and I to earn money for her expenses."
"You're a mother already?" they asked and I nod.
"So how can I hire you,if you have a Child to care on?"
"Well she have my parents and I know they can look on,on her."
"where is her father?"
"Her father is Engineer and his always busy."
"So you can cook?" I nod.
"You can Clean house?" I nod.
"Your not a paparazzi?" I nod.
"Are you sure?" I nod again ang again.
"hmmm,if that's so you will meet him,so we can prove that you're not a paparazzi" they said and I just shrug,after a second the guy who's standing earlier near the window, actually his in the dark side of the room so I can't see his face.
I heard footsteps and I know his walking towards me and suddenly I felt that I'm nervous and my heartbeat is beating abnormally.
Then I saw him, infront of me...I clearly recognize him.....and it's been a years since I saw him in personal.
and my whole body is shacking.