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Chapter 11 : Bestfriend

Rizz

I woke up on this day energetically. This is the first part of their photoshoot but I must not get bothered by it and let my thoughts drained me. I have a task to do today. I needed to prioritize it before anything else. Ritz, will be starting her move today too. I should not get distracted as i should be.

Minutes passes, I already prepared myself and had my breakfast too. I will going to meet Kara today as she part of the plan. And today also, she will going to learned the truth, all of it and I do really hope she's able to understand it and won't judge me in any way that i already imagined.

Kara will be a big help for sure if she's agreed with us on our plan and if not, I will not going to force her. We already had a back up plan if this one fails. Wish me luck!

Fast forward.

" RIZZZY! I MISS YOU! I MISS MY BESTFRIEND! " She hugged me right away when I get near to her. By the way, we were in our private beach. This is just the perfect place to confess everything to her.

" I MISSED YOU TOO, MY KARAA! " I hugged her back. I hope everything will still be fine between us after this.

" So, What's up with your call yesterday? Why do you want to meet us now? And... Is this really yours? I mean this beach? " She's facing now the shore, waiting for me to answer her.

Even if I can't see her face right now. I knew that she's already curious. I can sense it even from behind.

" I will going to answer all of your questions later, Kara! Let me tour you first. Is that okay? " I still tried my best to still act normally.

" Sure! I want an honest answer later, okay?" i just nod and smiled at her genuinely. I don't want her to doubt me so even if she didn't said it, I will going to give her my honest answer on all those questions she had now in her mind.

" Let's go there first! " I instantly hold Kara's hand and grab her inside the main house here on my private beach.

Actually there's so many mini hut here plus the main house. I'm prepared it to be like this so, it can accommodate everyone during their stay here. When I say everyone, I'm not talking literally. What I mean is everyone who is allowed to be here, with my permission of course. Riri and Gab was already stayed here a couple of times but if when they're really free only.

After an hour.

" It's really good in here, Rizz! I honestly want to stay longer here for good, with you but it will only happens if you allowed me to do so... " She's pouting now like she is the only cutest puppy that I've ever seen. Well, I guess, she really is.

" Stop! Don't do that! You're not that cute, Kara " I tease her instead.

" Yahh! " She's glaring at me now and I can't help but to laugh. " Don't you want me here that much? " Kara added while pouting again.

" It's not that I don't but... I have to tell you something before I answer that " I just said then my face became serious. " Want me to bake something for you first? " I asked when she didn't say anything.

She just nod at me and smile halfway. I simply get her reaction. I knew that by this time 'she's eager to know everything now but we must eat something first before I confess.

Kara followed me silently until we get to the main kitchen. Honestly, I'm starting to feel nervous now but I need to brave at once so I could tell her the truth and the whole purpose of this. I do really hope that all of this will works in the end. This fella is aiming for the good outcome only. I must not get scared. I'll be braver.

“ You want me to help you? ” She asked suddenly while I am still preparing my things for baking.

“ Yes of course, If you insisted. Why not? ” I replied smiling but still focused on what I am doing. “ Come here, hold this one... ” I added.

And then after two hours of baking. We were finally finished. “ Let's now eat this... ” I said after I put our newly baked cookies in the table.

We eat silently. The only thing we can hear now is the sound of the waves outside. It was calming and refreshing to our ears. I think we need it first before we can start talking. It was really helpful to our minds ' hearing those waves is so peaceful.

“ Want to hear my story now? " I asked while looking at her.

“ I'm all ears, Rizzy. I'm listening... ” She said then smile

When I heard her response. I automatically start talking. I told everything to her in detailed so she won't missed a thing about me. I'm already expecting that she will be angry at me because it took so long until I finally get the change to confess to her 'everything about me.

“ Seriously Rizzy! I'm your bestfriend! You should tell me the truth in the first place! Why now huh? Why now?!” Kara shouted frustratedly. “Tell me why now, so I can understand you better... ” She added then hold my hand tightly.

“ I'm sorry... ” I uttered while crying. She's now crying too. I know I've hurt her. I don't deserve her.

“ You don't need to say that. You've been through a lot. I understand if you don't trust me enough back then. But don't take away from me the right to feel this, I'm hurt, Rizzy. You hurt me... ” She's sobbing.

“ I know... ” I gently wipe her tears and squeeze her hand lightly.

“ So, you need my help? ” She said afterwards, wiping her remaining tears on her eyes.

“ I won't force you if you don't want too ” I look away because my tears is flowing down again. “ I understand because I hurt you enough ”

“ No, I insist. ” She seriously said.

“ No, don't be like this... ” I shake my head repeatedly. “ As I've said, I do really understand ”

“ Yes, I'm hurt and still hurting because you hurt me but what is done, is done. I'm not that bad to leave you behind just like that, Rizzy. I'm still your bestfriend right?” She looked at my eyes while waiting for my answer.

I just nod at her. “ So let me to do this, okay? Let me help you, Rizzy! ” Kara squeeze my hand smile at me with so much care. “ After I did to her, still.... I don't really deserve her ” voices back in my mind.

I have no energy to speak now. I am totally drain, for real. So, I just hugged her tightly and she also hugged me back.

“ My bestfriend... Thank youu!”

to be continued.