#7

"You could have just told him Xaé the boy could have multiple personalities and the mean one was out." I looked at my crazy friend how did her mind work? "Lilah that's bullshit okay he's just a moody fucker." I said and sat down. Ryan didn't apologize to me and I figured that he's an arrogant ass which I thought was a nice person. "Hey Xaé can I talk to you?" and his voice was in my ears I tilted my head up and there he was all in his asshole glory. "No." I looked at Lilah and she was giving me a look."Okay let's go." I said with a sigh. Lilah is going to be the death of me trust me.

"What do you want?"

"I'm sorry. Please understand why I can't tell you why I acted how I did last night but I'm sorry Xaé I deeply regret it." I looked at him and he actually looked sincere but the thought nagged me that I wasn't important enough for him to tell me his problem but I just met him maybe he takes years to trust a person. "Okay I forgive you can I go now?" I asked irritated. "Yeah let's go. Can I still come over today?" I looked at him. "Yea yeah whatever see you later I'll text you the address." I said before walking away.

"What did he want?" Lilah asked me immediately after I sat down. "He apologized and he actually looked sincere and he's coming over." I said digging into my pasta. "What the fuck? Are you going to be doing the dirty?" she said wriggling her eyebrows suggestively. "What? Lilah we are going to be playing an exercise Mr Bennett told us to play. Okay how shocked were you when you found out about Mr Bennett's wife and child?" she laughed. "Not shocked actually because he has been rejecting Pat for days now and I thought that if he wasn't married he was gay. I mean who in their right mind will reject Pat? Girl is the epitome of hot X." she ended with a chuckle. "Wow! Anyway he's coming over and I have to talk to mom or else Kyle will have my head for the whole week." I rolled my eyes. Lilah just nodded. We ate lunch babbling about almost everything. I just realised how our duo didn't need Brittany and she also didn't need us.

The bell rang and we went to our respective classes. I was now in P.E and I'm tired and sweating like a madman and we are doing laps. LAPS!! *le panik* do you know how laps are painful for us couch potatoes. "Get on Miss Adams or I'm adding another lap." the bitch that's Mr Robert yelled. I hate him everyone does including the suck ups. He's always telling in our ears his breath isn't bad but his teeth are disgusting it's like he doesn't floss or something. "Want another lap Miss Adams?" Ryan mocked from beside me. "Oh I want it so much Mr Hearly." I said sarcastically of course. "Let's go Xaé." he said and took my hand and the shocks didn't go unnoticed my knees almost gave me in. Wow if touching his hand what about when we kiss? Whoa bold of you Xaé.

The last bell rang and I ran to my car and waited for Kyle. "Whoa you stink." Kyle my dear brother said after he settled in my car. "Wanna walk home?" "You smell of flowers and honey my dearest loveable sister." fucker! And the distance isn't that far like 20 minutes the lazy ass is just lazy. "Lazy ass." I mumbled."No I'm not lazy I don't want the ladies to think I'm not cool or anything I mean my handsome reputation is on the line." he said brushing his hair with his fingers. "Fuck you." he poked out his tongue. I pulled up on my driveway and immediately ran to my room to shower Ryan will be here in 10 minutes. I got in the shower.

"Okay thank you Miss Adams oh Noma. Yes Thank you." I heard his voice when I was getting dressed she allowed him to call her by her first name? Her Zulu name? Wow she must really like him. *Knock Knock* "Wait a minute!" I got dressed in my onesie. Black emoji printed onesie. After two minutes I opened the door and Ryan was in his glory.

"Hey"

"Hello"

It's like I was seeing him for the first time and boy was he handsome he had a strong jawline perfect lips and kissable also and small eyes porcelain skin and high cheekbones and his eyes crinkled when he smiled. Omg He is so hot.

"Uh can I come in?" and that was enough to make me blush and snap out of my thoughts. "Yes yes come in. Welcome to my humble abode. Mi Casa Es Sucasa." he chuckled. "Thank you nice room not girly or pink. Better than I imagined." *le panik le panik* MISSION AVOID YOUR FEELINGS FOR RYAN HAS FAILED. 'He imagined my room?' "Yea I actually did I mean most girls rooms are pink so I just thought yours will be." I said that out loud didn't I? "Yea well I'm not one of your girls." I said with a jealous tone and he heard it.

"Alright let's open the email." I took my laptop and opened Mr Bennett's email that he sent. "It's a quiz that will help us start knowing each other. Wanna go first?" he nodded I handed him the laptop and faced him. "First question: What are your full names age birth country and race."

"Xaé Shaquanda Adams 18 years old South Africa and I'm black." I replied honestly.

"What are your thoughts on presidential elections?"

"Wow. Mr Bennett went hard. Well I think presidential election are a good thing because without a leader the country will be in shambles." I didn't know what else to say.

"Okay. And your thoughts on same sex relationships?"

"Wow incase you haven't noticed but my friend Lilah is gay..." Ryan cut me off. "She is?" I nodded. "Yes the gayest you'll ever meet so I absolutely support and adore same sex relationships."

"What are your thoughts on... uhh... ahem... mental health?" Whoa where the fuck did Mr Bennett get this quiz?

"Well I believe that people that have mental illness shouldn't be treated differently and just because they are challenged doesn't mean they aren't human or anything instead they should be given all the love and support. In case you haven't noticed I'm all for support Ryannie." I looked at him and he was staring at me with awe. "Hey Ryan are you done?" I asked waving my hand infront of his face he didn't move I poked his cheek. "Hey asswipe..." he finally moved. "ahem yeah I'm done your turn." he shoved the laptop back at me. "Okay then first question name and all that."

"Ryan McBlack Hearl 18 years old Mexico."

"Wooo you were born in Mexico can you speak Spanish?" he nodded. "Please say "I love you" in Spanish. Please please I need to know." he looked super uncomfortable too bad Ryan you ain't getting out of here with me know it. "Okay say "My name is Xaé I love you Kyle." he relaxed. "Me illamo Xaé te quiero Kyle." I squealed and he jumped. He was super hot with the accent omg omg! I have to tell Lilah. I cleared my throat "Okay let's get on with work." I said and I asked him questions and he got stuck on the one about mental health. "Are you okay? Do you need water? Ryan?" I was panicking and he was having another panick attack. I locked the door. "Again listen to my voice and name anything within your sight Ryan please you could do this." he didn't answer I got close to him I tried hugging and he backhanded me I fell next to the floor. "Xaé are you okay?" my mom asked concerned. "Yes Ma I just tripped." I replied I got closer to Ryan and this time succeeded in hugging him "Okay do it Ryan name them please." I said with a soft voice.

"Shoes. Curtains....Dresser.... Pink bra ... Xaé I can't... I'm about to p-" and he passed out. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! I dragged him to the bed and the fucker is heavy. I dropped him softly on the bed. He was hot like temperature hot. I ran to the bathroom and got a soaking towel and put it on his head. "You're not going home buddy." I took his phone and his iPhone was locked with a password okay. "Uhh let me try "Ryan." nope not it. "Hearly.". I looked at he passed out boy on my bed. "Wow!" I texted his mom and dad and they didn't reply and their last chat was about 7 months ago huh odd. Didn't hey drop him off the last time at the cafe? Maybe it was his friends. I decided to snoop because this opportunity was not going to come again. I went in his gallery and found his selfies videos and GIP's my pics that I sent him and some girls the girl was pretty. Maybe it's his girlfriend I felt a pang of jealousy at that but hey I'm his friend right? I scrolled till I decided to stop.

I went downstairs. "Mom Ryan's passed out and he'll be spending the night he can't drive." I said to mom and was about to escape to my room but she stopped me. "Why? What's going on?" I looked down should I tell her? "Nothing wrong exactly he had a panic attack and passed out." I said and she gasped see where I got my dramatic gasp from? "Is he okay?" "He's passed out Ma" I deadpanned. "Ohh. look Shaq I'm sorry about last night I was just in a bad mood please forgive me." I looked at her seems all I do is forgive because I had already forgiven her. "It's okay mom." I hugged her and went upstairs. He is still passed out where will I sleep? The floor? Nope I'll wake up with a painful like a bitch spine. the guest room? never that room is so creepy the only place my mind has been dreaming about for a long time. Bed with Ryan. My heart is doing the Dougie right now. I got in my bed and scooted far away from Ryan. His body warmth immediately latched onto me. I slept with one wish. I hope he isn't a cuddler because I'll never be able to be rid of my blush tomorrow.