Upset

I was so upset that I couldn't even concentrate on work today I still can't believe he still doesn't believe me after all these years.

All because of one mistake maybe this is all my fault if only I had told him about my illness soon then maybe just maybe we could be a family right now.

I really need to stop thinking about stuffs like this he had moved on and yet still I'm somehow still stuck in the past wishing on stars that he would come around to the idea of us having kids and being together maybe I'm just delusional or something.

I was so deep in thought that I didn't even hear my office door opening until I saw his parents

"We got a call from our son telling us that you had called" his mother stated before taking a seat

"Yes I did" I said trying hard not to remember his exact words

"Oh that's lovely dear what did he say?" She asked excitedly oh so he didn't tell her I thought to myself

I repeated his exact words that he had told me to his mom

"He said what!!" You could tell that she was getting really upset by the minute

"I'm passed that he clearly doesn't want to be in their lives at all and I won't be forcing him to be there" I stated