Who's the grey eyed hunk?

I arrived at the mall, looking around for a parking spot till I found one. I look into the rearview mirror re-applying lip gloss on my lips and making sure I look like a normal human being. Today, it been a Saturday, the mall is thronged by a crowd. After threading my way through the crowd, I finally make it to Edgars.

As I'm wondering where yazz might be, a scream brings me out of my reverie and it's yazz screaming her guts out while running towards me causing me to roll my eyes.

"Hey Shay" she says loudly with so much enthusiasm. She can be so loud even when it is not necessary.

" Hey babe" I respond giving her a tight needed hug.

A few minutes later, I hear guys whistling and muttering incoherent words while looking at my derriere but I don't pay attention to them because I don't feel confident about myself.

People say I'm beautiful , heck I do think so myself but when I look into the mirror, I see the broken Shay. Each and every time, his words keep coming back . " You are broken, useless and a little whore" are embedded in the back of my mind.

My not so good thoughts are interrupted by Yazz who is complaining while waving her hand in front of my face.

"I've been talking to you for about three minutes now but you haven't heard any word I said. What's the problem?" She asks in a concerned manner and her face filled with worry. I sigh. I can't make our time together awful just because of my insecurities and crazy thoughts.

Smiling sweetly at her showing off my pearly whites as I respond " I'm more than fine, you don't need to worry about anything."

"I hope so, anyway let's do what we came here for" she says as she smiles widely at me. My best friend is the nicest between the two of us.

We go to Jets, upon entry, I see a beautiful yet cute blue sundress with pink flowers on one of the rails. I make my way to the changing room, trying it on and it fits perfectly well. We try on several clothes, shoes, necklaces and hats in different stores.

Once we are satisfied with everything we purchased, which took us four hours of torture because of Yazz , we settle on lunch. I stand in line so that I can order food for ourselves at hungry lion while the person who made me walk for hours is sitting peacefully. Urgh, the nerve of Yazz but I love her to the moon and back.

When it's my turn, I look at the counter attendant as he greets me and I greet him back even though I don't feel like talking. I order us two packs of fries and a bucket of chicken with coke for Yazz while I order a strawberry milkshake for myself. The attendant hands me a receipt and I take my seat while waiting for my number to be called.

Yazmine Is talking to someone on the phone so I just sit there staring into space. Later on I hear number "309" been called, well that's our food so I go grab it before returning to our table.

I'm so famished that immediately when I open my food , I dig in and mmmmm it's finger licken good. We finish our food and order chocolate ice cream for myself while Yazz picks the vanilla ice cream. We talk about random things before going to the restrooms.

We carry our bags and get into our cars and head to Yazmine's place. We have the same cars, only that hers is in black. I am the first one to arrive and I wait for her while going through my WhatsApp messages. Five minutes later, she also pulls up and we get into her house.

Sitting on her bed while scrolling through her phone, she suddenly has a goofy smile on her face like someone who just solved a mystery.

" What do you want us to do tonight?" She asks" I don't know, I'm tired and you know how work can be tiresome at times. Yesterday was so busy."

"Exactly the reason why I have a good plan and it's definitely what you need" she smiles . Ah ah I don't like Yazz's ideas mostly and I don't feel too good about it.

""Let's hit the club" with a smile showing off her nice if not so perfect white teeth.

"Yazz you know I don't go to clubs and it will make me more tired than I already am" I'm not comfortable with her idea at all.

" Shay you have to let go of the past and live your life for once, maybe you can find your prince charming right at the club. You have buried yourself in self pity for so long and I think it's time to move on and be happy for once ." She yells as a lone tear rolls down her cheek.

"It's not easy " with that she hugs me

" But babe you can not let the past determine or destroy your future and make you miserable all the time. I hate to see you do that and when you sad I get sad."

" Okay I'm doing this, only because you are my best friend and I love you."

She starts jumping up and down while clapping like a child by who's seen a present.

" Go take a shower and I'll find you the perfect outfit for you now shooo" she says as she pushes me into the bathroom.

I go into her guest room and do everything that's necessary that every person going to the club does . I hope today doesn't result into anything bad.

Opening the door, I find Yazz waiting for me with a beautiful dress in the bed. I smile to myself and start applying lotion to my skin while making small talk. I wear sexy black lingerie that's on the bed. Well I always have on lingerie even when I don't have anyone to see it. I wear the beautiful black bodycon dress with a sweetheart neckline and spaghetti straps with matching black blocked heels. I top off my look with a simple diamond necklace that has a heart.

Yazz is also wearing a black tight fitted dress which leaves her belly out and she she looks sexy.

"Mamacita" she screams causing me to cover my ears " damn, someone is getting laid tonight" causing me to roll my eyes.

" In your dreams" I reply looking at her face in the mirror. This time it's her turn to roll her eyes.

" Do you even see the body the body you have? Those hips and killer booty is one to die for. Learn to appreciate your body and love the way you are."

"Yes ma'am"

We had on minimal makeup because I love been natural . It's how I was created and I feel comfortable that way. We get in my car because we all know Yazz will be wasted.

"Which club are we going to?"

"Richie's elite club"

I type it into my GPS and put music on. Well Yazz and I love listening to music and singing along . I play "Good Life by Kehlani" and boy oh boy I feel so amazing.

When we arrive at the club, there's a long queue and I feel like going home. Yazz gestures for me to follow her and we head straight to the bouncer. She whispers something in his ear to which he lets us in.

I look around because I've never been to a club before. Seeing a lot of people on the dance floor, bodies grinding against each other, sweat and alcohol is the only scent you can pick up. We take our seats by the the bar and do not know what Yazz orders for herself and I order red cube vodka. Don't get me wrong, I don't drink , this is my first time but I hope all goes well.

One shot turned into two and maybe five or more. Yazz stands up and hits the dance floor while I remain glued to my seat. I spot a Greek god coming my way but I don't pay attention because I only know Yazmine in this room.

He takes a seat next to me and I take my time to admire this masterpiece. He looks so sexy as hell in his black suit with three of his shirt buttons undone. You can see his biceps and it seems like he works out often . God must have taken His time when creating him because this is what we call perfection. Is it the alcohol or I'm I hallucinating , he can't be real it must be one of my fantasies.

"Hi beautiful " damn that deep hoarse voice . Wait did he just call me beautiful when I'm ugly it's just the ass I have.

"H-hi?" I stutter and it comes out more of a question.

"What's your name?"

"Shayna but you can call me Shay how about you?"

"Luca"

His voice is deep and demands attention but sexy at the same time. His grey eyes pierce into your soul, seeing through you. I order more and more vodka shots and I start getting hot, luca keeps talking but my attention is solely on the movement of his lips. Those lips on mine and everywhere working their magic, I feel like getting dirty tonight.

Luca grabs my small hand and it fits perfectly well in his big one. I don't know where he's taking me to but I'm too wasted to care. He opens a door to a room and locks it behind us.

After our session, I see Luca's facial expression turn into something cold and distant. A totally different person from one who was sleeping with me a minute ago.

"Leave whore" my mouth hangs open and I want to cry so bad. I wear my dress quickly , by now I'm no longer drunk. I walk out of the room and head downstairs where I see Yazz kissing with a certain man but I've got no time for this. I pull Yazz and we get into my car and I drive off.