Here lies everything I have worked for.

Here lies everything I have worked for.

On the grave of a better man,

Not a tear drops where I stand.

There was a time; The grass of this place was green and fresh,

Until my hurt was no longer left.

Now I standstill, so stiff,

So I notice:

Written on the stone is

"Here lies all of my belongings"

The stone I once carved with my blood.

Scars on my fingers.

When I see them, I feel my blood rush.

When rain falls; drop by drop it takes the proof of the scars.

The bloodshed before the endless dark.

Forever I am in a graveyard full of dead men, with all these dead plants.

I want to leave but the fog has blinded me,

So I would rather be with the ghost of my dreams.

The man that I buried down

He speaks to me when I fall, my knees when the drop,

Soil my skin adopts and I finally hear that sound.

It makes me feel like I might drown.

Then I see,

blood all over me.

I see a bloody floor instead of soil covered with water that tastes sore,

So I pray for my wounds to show.

For them to reappear and all my blood to flow away

And just like that I would lay waiting to decay,

Just like my faith.