Here lies everything I have worked for.
On the grave of a better man,
Not a tear drops where I stand.
There was a time; The grass of this place was green and fresh,
Until my hurt was no longer left.
Now I standstill, so stiff,
So I notice:
Written on the stone is
"Here lies all of my belongings"
The stone I once carved with my blood.
Scars on my fingers.
When I see them, I feel my blood rush.
When rain falls; drop by drop it takes the proof of the scars.
The bloodshed before the endless dark.
Forever I am in a graveyard full of dead men, with all these dead plants.
I want to leave but the fog has blinded me,
So I would rather be with the ghost of my dreams.
The man that I buried down
He speaks to me when I fall, my knees when the drop,
Soil my skin adopts and I finally hear that sound.
It makes me feel like I might drown.
Then I see,
blood all over me.
I see a bloody floor instead of soil covered with water that tastes sore,
So I pray for my wounds to show.
For them to reappear and all my blood to flow away
And just like that I would lay waiting to decay,
Just like my faith.