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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

"Baby"I hear my mum calling from downstairs.

"Yeah", I say as I run down the stairs to where she is standing.

"There's someone here to see you",she says and a smile spreads across my face knowing it's Enzo.

"Come on in",says my mum as she leaves us and heads up the stairs.

"Naaahhh am good,how are you holding up?"he asks.

"Am good ,how about you ?"I ask concerned.

"Am doing just fine",he says and seems like he got better at hiding his emotions because I can't read him.

"Are you sure,did you solve that issue ",I ask him.

"Kynda you know you can never really just leave them like that",he says as he sighs.

"Yeah I figured,so what are you gonna do you can't do everything they tell you",I say.

"I have no choice Bella ",he says.

59|Rage