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Lovely POV

I feel dizzy with these organizations so I don't know what I'm going to join and I haven't been to anyone yet. Why there are so many organizations to join? How are jamie, michelle and alexis doing right now? I hope they already find something interesting on what organization.

What time is it? I looked at my phone and checked the time, it was almost 3:30 pm. What should I do or where should I go for first? I also don't know where the fashion and theater guild club is, especially since I'm not familiar with the school and I'm still lost.

There are also booths on campus, there are many and I saw other organizations just here on campus waiting for students to join.

Some students approached me and pulled me to their booth. I don't know if I'll be annoyed or pleased with what they did. But I don't want to ruin my day just because of this situation

"Omg, is she lovely chua? The member of Music Queen Band, like I can't believe it"

"She's nice and pretty in personal, I'll include her in the theater guild club but I hope the president will allow us to take her and maybe make her his assistant then at least we did something to help the president of the club"

"At least our president is not that strict, whoever wants to join can do so"

"Lovely, do you want to join our club?" they asked me and I didn't know what to say because I was just surprised that they pulled me here

"Can you sing us a song?" they request at me and I don't know what song I will sing now because I'm a little bit sulking

"Ah yes sure"

Here goes nothing and it's good that they have a guitar here, I borrowed it so that I can sing and play at the same time, maybe I might get bored if there is no sound of an instrument because I'm bored If I don't play a guitar or any kind of instrument and when there's no music

I played it first

"Omg she is also good at playing the guitar. I'm so inlove with her skills "

"She's my bias in the music queen band"

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me 🎶

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy 🎶

I need somebody to heal 🎶

Somebody to know 🎶

Somebody to have 🎶

Somebody to hold 🎶

It's easy to say 🎶

But it's never the same 🎶

I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain 🎶

"I really love her voice, soft and calm"

"The luck of her future boyfriend"

Everyone gathered here, it almost feels like I had an solo concert and I was suddenly embarrassed in front of everyone

Now the day bleeds 🎶

Into nightfall 🎶

And you're not here 🎶

To get me through it all 🎶

I let my guard down 🎶

And then you pulled the rug 🎶

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 🎶

I don't know if I will continue playing the guitar and sing the song but everyone is looking at me and videotaping me which I don't know but I will be even more famous

"Omg girl, she is the ambassador of Gucci and Prada now"

"I really love her fashion"

"Her voice is no joke and visual is something that caught my attention"

"I hope they have concert in our school because I'm waiting to hear them sing together"

"I love you lovely, please marry me"

The audience laughed at him and I just smile

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to 🎶

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you 🎶

Now, I need somebody to know 🎶

Somebody to heal 🎶

Somebody to have 🎶

Just to know how it feels 🎶

It's easy to say but it's never the same 🎶

I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape 🎶

Now the day bleeds 🎶

Into nightfall 🎶

And you're not here 🎶

To get me through it all 🎶

I let my guard down 🎶

And then you pulled the rug 🎶

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 🎶

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to 🎶

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you 🎶

Now, I need somebody to know 🎶

Somebody to heal 🎶

Somebody to have 🎶

Just to know how it feels 🎶

It's easy to say but it's never the same 🎶

I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape 🎶

Now the day bleeds 🎶

Into nightfall 🎶

And you're not here 🎶

To get me through it all 🎶

I let my guard down 🎶

And then you pulled the rug 🎶

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 🎶

My phone kept ringing but I couldn't answer it right now because I was still singing and then I need to look of what organization I am going to join so that michelle wouldn't say that I was just cutting this event. Where is the audition of the fashion and theater guild so that I can join their organization. But I just heard from them that they might include me in the theater guild

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes 🎶

I fall into your arms 🎶

I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around 🎶

For now the day bleeds 🎶

Into nightfall 🎶

And you're not here 🎶

To get me through it all 🎶

I let my guard down 🎶

And then you pulled the rug 🎶

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 🎶

"She really good at playing the guitar and her voice is very soft and I love it"

"I hope everyone can sing and play the guitar like lovely chua. Because I'm just eating all the time so look at me I'm fat"

"Go on a diet sometimes so you won't be told you're fat"

"You're bit harsh Dave"

"I'm just kidding mae, love you" Ah how sweet of them but I find them annoying, how could that guy be harsh to his girlfriend? Shouldn't he at least compliment her once than criticizing her being fat?

Telling the girl to go on a diet and that is very wrong move their dude. The two were still fighting but I just laughed, because I remember jamie who just ate food, I hope I still have the video of her in the eating contest at the music academy because I laughed so much because she finished everything and she is the champion of the contest telling us she is still hungry after eating all those food

But now the day bleeds 🎶

Into nightfall 🎶

And you're not here 🎶

To get me through it all 🎶

I let my guard down 🎶

And then you pulled the rug 🎶

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 🎶

I let my guard down 🎶

And then you pulled the rug 🎶

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 🎶

It also ended and I was just playing the guitar with a perfect ending tone. Everyone applauded me and I smiled but someone suddenly clapped behind me and I almost fell on my seat, I was lucky to be caught by that person.

I looked at that person who had caught me and I saw it was that benjamin, I suddenly stood up and pushed him. I returned the guitar and took my things with me to leave here because I didn't want to see his face but he just pulled me.

Our bodies move closely, I feel his chest and he is too tall that is why I can't even reach him. I feel nervous and the women here are giggling

"Omg, they're so cute and look good together"

"I think we're going to have new love team in our club"

"We still don't know if she is going to join unless we ask her about it"

What are they saying? Me and this annoying guy? No way and I will never going to like him

"What are you doing?"

"Well looking at you" he said then lean closer to my ears "What do you expect me to do?" that is so cringy and can he just let go of hand? We're not even close

"Let go of me" I said and I struggled in his grip on my wrist but he move his face closer to mine. It turns out that he has calm, has an angelic face appearance and which is also smooth face. His lips were pinkish and soft then the length of her eyelashes

"What is your problem? Or do you have a problem with me mister!" I shouted but he even move closer to me and about to kiss me but I just pushed him hard to let go of my hand

"I see that you're very pretty when you're so close with me" is he trying to seduce me or what? Because this won't even work on me, you jerk!

"I said let go of me!"

I backed away then I almost fell but he just hold my waist and move his face closely to me

"What If I don't want to?" he just told me and I pushed him

"Then find someone else you want to flirt with" I said and left but he just blocked me and stood in front of me

"But what if I want you" he really knows how to seduce girls

"Then I don't like you"

"Woo busted" said the students here

"Maybe you should because I like you" what does this man want from me? Don't even dare try to play tricks or pranks on me because you'll regret it and I will make your life embarrassing that you won't forget.

"Try to stop me, I'm really going to slap you" I threatened him and he just did a make face. Calm yourself lovely, just behave and don't make any scene here or else michelle will find out. I left but someone tripped me so I suddenly fell on the ground, I looked at him and he just laughed at me

"Oh sorry, my bad and I thought no one is there" he said, you jerk! You're doing it on purpose! This time he lean a hand to help me and I hold it but but he just removed it suddenly so I sat on the floor again, my butt was still hurting

"Do you have a problem mister!" I can really slap him hard this time because he is really annoying which make me want to beat him! Lovely, don't mind him anymore

"Poor you, do you need some help? Okay let me help you there "he said to me and he help me to stand up ​​but suddenly let me go again. What is the real problem with this man? He has a big problem with me and I have to avoid him because he is a danger zone that anyone wants to avoid right now

"You did that on purpose! If you don't have better thing to do, just leave me alone okay" I said which he makes me more annoy. I just stood up and massage my butt because it hurts

He approached me again and he had been doing it before. What do you really want just to stop bothering me?

"What if I really like you?" he said seriously

"Then don't" I said because I don't want my life to get annoyed everyday by his immature attitude

"What can I do to make you like me?" don't even insist or force if the person doesn't like you. Okay, I'll make a deal with him

"Okay fine, try to win over me and make me fall for me then I'll consider on liking you" I said and do you think I'll fall for you just like that

You don't know that it play hard to get. I rejected my suitors and as if for you I'm going to like you. In your dreams, well goodluck on that jerk

"Lovely?" someone call me, you're lucky enough I didn't slap you today

"Who are you" I said because I didn't know him or he wasn't just familiar to me

"Don't you remember me?" That's why I'm asking who you are, I don't know if you're stupid or what. I won't ask if I remember you

"It's me drake, your partner in the pageant last three years in music academy and we became friends ever since highschool even though we are in different sections but we still talk to each other" he said and I thought.

Drake? Drake? OMG! Drake Lim? Is that really you?

"Omg! What are you doing here?" Is it serious what I see? I squeezed his cheek and it's real

"It's really me" he just laughed at me

"Wait, do I see what I am seeing right now?" I said because I still can't believe that drake and I met again after all these years that's why I don't see him at the music academy anymore

"Yeah, you're seeing it right"

"I can't believe this like oh my gosh" I said

"Now you do"

"It's been three years"

"Yeah I know, I been texting you but there is no reply at all"

"Omg I'm sorry, I just change my phone and number"

"No its fine, where are you friends?"

"Joining on their favorite club"

"How about you lovely, won't you be joining an organization?"

"I'm still deciding until now"

"How is your brother jonathan?" because I just remembered that he is my partner on the prom and he liked me but it also didn't work because I do a lot of things and take care of school projects

"He is still the same, but a cute and cranky guy. Well he has a girlfriend now and told me to tell you because he promised that he will introduce it to you" said drake which I remember that promise he made with me if I didn't allow him to court me because he knew I wouldn't take care of him and I always don't have time for such things as boyfriend or love or courting because I'm more focused on fashion, models and concerts but he still supported me in my decision even though he confessed to me but I didn't reject him instead he just wanted to stay as friend

"Well he can introduce it to me next time, where is he right now?" I asked if he was also studying here

"He's in korea right now with his girlfriend" said drake and is it really necessary that where the woman should study, the man should also go. I just find it weird somehow

"How about you lovely? Do you have a boyfriend? " he asked me and then benjamin just looked at me while waiting for my answer

"No comment. Anyway, since when did you transfer? Because I didn't know you tranfered from another school" I said and hugged him

"Last year I moved here because of my girlfriend since she wants us to graduate at the same time and the school should be the same so I transfered here" he's still handsome until now moreover where is his girlfriend? Because casey and I are very close

"Is your girlfriend here? I want to meet her" I said because I haven't seen her for a long time

"She's actually in the theater right now, holding an audition. Since I'm the vice president of the theater guild and she is the secretary at the same time my assistant" he said

"Oh this is ben ..."

"I know him, the most annoying guy I met here in school, Benjamin Choi" I said and I saw that he was just laughing. I stepped on his foot to keep him quiet because I'm no longer happy seeing him and I can really slap this man. I removed when I stepped on his foot and he just held back the annoyance and pain because I pressed it hard when I stepped on his foot. You can't laugh anymore

"Oh really? So you two already met and you know him. Actually he is the presi ....." benjamin suddenly covered drake's mouth and what was happening here

"He is the what?" I raised an eyebrow at benjamin to remove the cover from drake's mouth but he just whispered something

"Can you let go of drake" I said and pulled drake there he just removed his hand from drake's mouth

"Ah nothing, he is a member of the theater guild" he said

"I see" I said and benjamin was a bit suspicious but I just ignored him

"Honey, let's go eat because I'm hungry" I know that voice then I turn around, it's really her. She wrapped her hand around drake and link arms together

"Oh you're here, honey"

"Drake honey, who is she?" maybe she doesn't recognize me at all like what I did to drake

"Samantha" I called her and she looked at me carefully and then she was surprised

"Omg! Is that you? Lovely? Mygosh, I miss you so much" she said and hugged me then I did the same thing and we jump with excitement

"How have you been?" she said to me

"I'm fine, omg samantha. I miss you so much" I kept crying, she became even more beautiful and she also changed a lot

"You still have the style in you and I like your outfit. You look blooming today" samantha said which make my heart happy with her compliment

"The three of you have met already?" he asked and don't you see it which you don't belong here hello? See it for yourself that we're talking

"Do you want to join the theater guild lovely? You can audition now, maybe come with us. We will head there and you'll be the last person who's going to do an audition since benja...."he also stopped in the middle of what she is going to say and I looked at benjamin as if someone was telling them

"Do you want to say something?" I just look at him and rolled my eyes

"Continue what you're saying and don't mind him" I said because drake words before didn't get to be finish because this annoying jerk keep interrupting us and same goes with casey since this benjamin interrupt it again

"I was saying that our president is looking for an assistant in the theater guild and fashion club" is this time for me to shine and assist someone? I'm excited and feel so happy

"Ah yes, let's go now" I said and we left but benjamin came with us. What does the president look like? Is he handsome and tall? Because I might not think twice about it, I won't hesitate to take the assistant position and I can also promote my drawings in the fashion club because I need to think about whether to include them in my collection or not.

"Where are you friends lovely? Or are you alone?"

"Oh not really, they are actually in different organizations right now" I said and we just talk

The two of them are still sweet and drake's girlfriend is really nice, it's a good thing I helped drake fix their relationship because they almost broke up because of that wrench woman who spread malicious scandal which it is not true because drake has never met the woman, that's it and drake has never been to a bar. That is why I made things clear for samantha because she will believe me more since I am always with drake as well.

I still have time to talk to the two and they will call me like jamie said when we will going home so I'll just take this time to spend with drake and casey while on the audition. It's been 3 years since the last time I saw these two lovely couple and so I might ask them a lot of things. Gosh I really miss them both at all.

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Michelle POV

I've been waiting for a long time for me to see you but regret seems to come to me since the day I lost you. The past has haunt me down which hurt me the most because all the memories we had was full of good moments that we created but now what happen to the day we were so happy and in love. We fall in love easily at the same time we fall out of love which fear us the most. Do you remember me now? The girl you use to love before is now strong women who don't want to play by someone. She thought she would be loved but it was one sided love.

I always read book about women who wanted to be loved but I never knew it will give a big impact on me because this might let me know who give the most loved. Why do I seem like feel broken hearted even I never been in relationship?

I still remember what darcy told me when I'm not interested into relationship or love

"Where do we learn the most from?"

"Experiences" I said to her which she make a question out of it and made me curious on what she is going to say back

"Experiences that are...?" she didn't continue unless I explain my answer why did I say experiences out most of her one simple question

"Maybe the emotion that will fill in and make everything difficult to handle" I said but she seems not to be convinced at all

"Why did you say so?"

"I don't know, maybe we're afraid to get hurt or feel that we are not love by someone who we thought that love us" but she just look at me and why are you trying to say now?

"Isn't it that is the part of loving someone means of getting hurt until you experience what real love is" that made out of me and I don't know if it will convince me at all because I never been in love to anyone so I can't give you any specific answer on your question

"Why do couples break up?" she asked that made me think for a second

"Because of mistakes, cheating and lies"

"Can you explain it to me? Why do you think it that way?" come on darcy, can we ask question that I can answer not about love please

"See you can't answer because you didn't experience it" well it's true but I don't have time to be in relationship with anyone

"Then how about you? Explain it to me"

"We all don't know why we need to be hurt before we can be truly loved honestly and truly. Sometimes we are afraid to know if it is true because we know we will be hurt by something we cannot forget even if someone builds us up again by the broken heart we had. You love someone because you are sure that he/she is the right one for you but you don't know if he/she really feels the same way."

"One of the reasons why couples break because of lies that can change someone and turn them blind because truth is hard to find when you only believe on what you see but not what you know it is true. Couples break up because mistakes they have made up and never wanted to admit whether is right or wrong. We are blind by the sweet lies of someone who convince us from the very beginning that we cannot prevail on how to change on what they believe"

"How do you know all of these things?" I asked her without any hesitation because it made me curious

"Because of experience, you face a lot of challenges that might change your relationship with that person. You're afraid to fall in love because you might think he might not feel the same way and you hate that your feelings are been play. They say you can force someone to love even it takes time for you to let him realize what you truly feel. Sometimes lies can ruin someone trust and love that may destroy your relationship with someone"

"Then tell me, have you ever loved someone?" I said

"Yes I did, that is why experience is the best thing you can have and feel when you're in relationship"

"Now let me tell you this, experiences that are difficult. We don't learn much from the positive experiences but it's the difficult experiences that teach us the most" well that hit me the most and everything she say is true

That is the time I realized that loved can be dangerous, loving someone can be hard and break up with the one you loved is the most painful thing you can experience in love. No matter how long you have loved that person, if it changes then that people will eventually changed most of it the feelings she/he have for you will never be the same again even you wanted it to be back

"wohoo, what is this?" I heard someone at my back and I turn around which made me fall on my chair but he just catch me and pulled me back on my seat

"You startled me!" I shouted at him and what does he want from me?

"Oh sorry about that babe" he said which made me feel annoyed. Can he just at least stop calling me babe! We're not even close to have relationship!

"Do you have a problem?" I said because I don't want to talk to him at this moment. I noticed what he is doing here as if he wants to join in this club because it doesn't even fit on him

"I don't, but do you?" Yes, I do because you keep bothering me and I don't know that you have the guts to talk back like that

"What are you doing here? If you don't have anything to say then leave me alone because I don't want to talk to you" I told him so that he can leave in front of me and not to disturb me anymore because I had to focus on what I was doing "Wow, that is a nice art, did you draw it? I like how you paint it because the color you mix as caught my eyes and I know every meaning of the color you use" should I believe him? Because it doesn't even convince me at all

"What do you know about art?" I said sarcastic so that he knows what I mean

"Well I know everything without you knowing it" what does he mean by that? He just made me confused at the same time curious

"Then what are you?"

"Uhm, how can I say it? Maybe you'll find it out soon" he said and smile at me like he wants to seduce. That won't work on me and that will make you stop bothering me

"Tsk, I don't care" I said and rolled my eyes but he just stare at me like a crazy jerk. What a pervert!

"Oh the president told me to hold the audition while you tell us what you paint. Since he wants to look for an assistant today then we will sent you an email if you pass or not" the vice president of the club said it. What a lazy president

"The girl at the back, would you like to share your painting?" she said while pertaining at me

"Goodluck babe" he whispered to me which make me pissed off and I shuddered as if a ghost had passed through my ear.

I just stand and show them my painting then all of them are surprised by my drawing which I find it somehow convincing

"Can you please explain it to us?"

"I draw a women who should be embrace not to be taken for granted" I said

"Go ahead"

"Don't take a woman for granted. To all the boys out there listen to this and especially the guy at the back" pointing at the annoying jerk who keep messing up with me

"I'm listening, explain it to me" just calm down michelle, if you don't want to get annoyed by his appearance

"If she is giving you too much attention, just consider yourself lucky because maybe she loves you so much that she doesn't want anyone else to take her place in your life. If she cries for you don't think she is weak but consider yourself lucky that she thinks you are worth her precious tears. If she is jealous of the other women around you, don't think she is insecure but she doesn't want to see anyone else to be in your arms. If a woman says sorry to you even though it was not her fault, don't think she fears losing but she considers her relationship worth another chance and doesn't want anyone else to have your heart. God bless real women"

"What do you know about it?" he asked and that made me stop at the moment

"Then what about you? What do you know about women when you can't even love someone truly because the only thing you know is to play with their feelings despite they have loved you but you take them for granted" I said to him straight to the point then he suddenly look annoyed and want to hurt me

"Wow" the students said then he stood up on his chair and walk towards me. He stops in front of me

"What do you know about love? Let me rephrase that for you Michelle Swift. Have you ever loved someone?" he said serious and look cold to me. That made me think for awhile and I find it kind of offending to ask me a question like that

"Tell me, as if you really know about love to say things like that to me" the students inside the room are staring at us

"I am done right?" I asked the girl beside me which I think she is the vice president in this club

"Ah yes, you can go now and we will just email you after the audition. We will just keep your painting and add it to the collection of our club for the exhibition" she said then I immediately get my things and leave this room. How dare he? He doesn't even know about love neither have loved someone truly

Someone hold a grip on me then I turn around and glared at him "We're not close, so let go of me"

He just let go of me "How can you just leave like that without giving me an answer?"

"How can I even give you an answer if in you, don't even know what love is and I can see that you never loved someone seriously" I said straight to him so that he would what I mean by that

"Then how about you? I see that no one likes you because the way you talk and you're rude. You just leave when someone is asking you. Is that how your parents taught you?" I slapped him hard and you don't know anything about my family. That is why you don't have the right to talk to them like that

He just touches his right cheek where I slap him and just smirked "If you don't have anything else to say, and then just leave" he just pulled me and pushed on the wall

"No one had ever slap me like that but only you" I'm about to slap him again but he just hold my wrist tightly

"Do you have a problem? If yes, find someone else to bother and you're not even worth of my time just for your foolish tricks. If you're planning to kick me out this school then it won't work on me" I said

"You talk too much"

"Well you mister, you flirt too much" I said then he punch the wall which make me blink and shock because he almost punch face if that happen, I won't forgive him. He lean closely to me and our face is 1 inch apart and he is almost going to kiss me

"You'll regret this day, I tell you. I will make you fall for me" As if you can, no one will ever like you because you're womanizer who can never be serious in any relationship

"Then dare me but I'm warning you because you won't like it" I said serious then he just laugh on what I said, what a dimwit!

"Actually you don't know what I can do, yet you also don't know me and you don't know the feeling of losing someone" he said coldly which I can see in his eyes the pain, sadness, lonely and miserable. As if I care about it and we don't know each other. Then he just left

What an asshole, making a ruckus that made students feels furious

"Are you alright?" a student approach me then I try to relax myself and smile

"Yes, I'm fine"

"Don't mess with him, or he might hurt you even you're a girl" I don't know if this is a piece of advice or warning to me, but why should I be afraid of him? I've learned martial arts excuse me which I can beat him at one time

I'll just look for jamie, lovely and alexis. I hope they're done by now because I just want to go home since that jerk ruin my day. What's his problem? As if he own this school and he is not the president

"Michelle" someone called me and I look which direction it came from

"Michelle" oh it's jamie, sitting on the grass while massaging her legs. What happened to her? I walk towards to her

"You look tired, did you play sports?"

"Ah yes, guess what? They already choose me and also I'm the assistant of the president" she said with exciting voice even she look exhausted

"But did you get to see the president of the club?" I asked

"Not really, but it's fine at least I'm part of the organization now. How about you? Did it work?" she asked

"Well it did, but that jerk ruin it so I just left the organization and I'll just find the result once the audition is done" I said and I don't want to think about it anymore because it only make me feel irritated at all

"Same here, that mico is joining the sports club and we compete one on one. But it doesn't matter as long I'm already accepted"

"Do you know where lovely is?" don't tell me she di...

"I'm here" then both of us turn around and we see she is with someone

"Do you remember him?" lovely said while pointing at the guy beside her

"Not rea.."

"Omg, Drake Lim? Is that you?" Jamie said surprisingly which made me confused

"Yes it's me, at least you remember" he said but the only one person I remember is jonathan lim and the suitor of lovely

"Michelle, you're pretty than ever" why can't I remember him?

"I'm the only person who calls you michy" wait, now I remember

"Sorry about that drake, you really change a lot" because seriously it's been years since we didn't get to see him, so it means he transferred to another school and he choose this one

"I need to go now, just say hi to alexis for me" then he left

Wow, what a small world it is and I know he has a girlfriend hoping to meet her next time we get to see each other again. At least we're on the same school now

"I'm here now, since jamie already texted me that were going home" alexis seem to be not in the mood again and we can't seem to be able to talk to her right now

Since the stan hunt is done and I think we can go home now since we already join different organization then something is bothering me on what that james said to me that I don't know how it feels to lose someone. Not to be rude awhile ago, but he doesn't even know me either that is why he shouldn't talk like that and let see who's going to lose. You can never make me fall for you and if that happens, I will definitely regret it for my entire life for falling in love with a playboy. Actually, I already like someone and hoping to see him again after all these years.