What the hell?

Alexis POV

One of my favorite books has released and it's a good thing to ease my uncomfortable feeling right now since I can't sleep that much. I only have like 4 hours because I'm still thinking what song to compose and I'm having a trouble on sleeping lately or is just me who's not used sleeping this time or other bed. But it's been 1 month since we left USA just because to transfer to another school. I might just read this book "The Nectar of Pain" and I always read this part wherein it made me realize a lot of things on what Najwa Zebian said on the book

"Because you have a good heart"

Here's the thing about people with good hearts. I met a lot of people but only few who made me realize that I have a good heart who makes things easy for them to know what I feel and I'm thankful that I met them when I'm in trouble in school back in middle school which made my life miserable because of those girls who bully me because of body but now I suddenly change.

One thing I like about on what najwa zebian mention is that they give you excuses when you don't explain yourself. They accept apologies you don't give which made me feel despair by my own thoughts that even it's not my fault I always apologies just to make the situation less issue between our friendships which almost knock off the edge.

They see the best in you when you don't need them to. At your worst, they lift you up, even if it means putting their priorities aside. I love this part because one thing made me want to keep our friendships is always stay by their side no matter what happen, if there is a problem never confront them instead understand and listen on what they're going to say before you react. I never had a friends like them but I'm always grateful that I met them.

The word "busy" does not exist in their dictionary. They make time, even when you don't. Precisely, even there are a lot of things to do still I prioritizes my friends than anything else. I'm known as a multi-task person, even I'm busy but if my friends need me then I set aside my work and be there just to talk to them because all they need is someone to talk to even it drains you at least you make them happy even it makes me do crazy things just to make me them laugh when they feel stress and bad day.

And you wonder why they're the most sensitive people. You wonder why they're the most caring people. You wonder why they are willing to give so much of themselves with no expectation is not so essential in return. Why does Najwa Zebian give so much comfort to the reader of this book? Because it always amazed until now no matter how many time I read it still it makes me remember all the moments I had with them.

I still believe on this "People come and go, but only those who understand you will stay by your side no matter what the situation you're in they never let you get hurt by the thought of being but instead thinking of those people who stay until the end you fall down and get up which you already achieve your goals. Friends are always there for me without any return because the only thing they need from you is your presence that makes them smile because you show yourself for whom you really are and not for what you have"

You wonder why their existence is not so essential to your well-being. It's because they don't make you work hard for the attention they give you. They accept the love they think they've earned, and you accept the love you think you're entitled to. If I were you, never let go or lose those friends who care so much about you. You maybe have a lot of friends but to tell you the truth there are only rare true friends who will stay by your side because you might not know they have love you even you act differently.

You have a lot of friends, but do you think all of those friends of yours are true to you? You might know they're taking you for granted already. How I wish Najwa Zebian could publish a book on how to keep your friends until the end because I want to know any advice that will make me want to do it.

This also caught me "Let me tell you something, fear the day when a good heart gives up on you. Our skies don't become gray out of nowhere. Our sunshine does not allow the darkness to take over for no reason. A heart does not turn cold unless it's been treated with coldness for a while" I think this part has a meaning that najwa zebian wants to tell to his readers. Never ever take someone for granted because if you do, you will never be seeing the same person know before. A trust is like a broken vessel, you can fix it again but it doesn't you'll get the same trust before because you'll see how cold that person will turn to.

Someone knock on my door "Come in"

"Are you alright now?" she seems to be worried since yesterday

"Sorry about that, but I'm fine now" I said so that she won't think anything else

"Anyway, what are you doing? I notice you're lights are on. Let me guess, you're having hard time to sleep at night" michelle said which made me feel sleepy now and what time is it?

"Not to barge on your room every night, but I'm just checking all of you before I go to sleep then I noticed you're getting a nightmare because you always keep saying a lot of things. Do you need some tea or talk about something that bothering you?" I don't know what to say, these nightmares keep haunting me down that always keep me awake at 1am

"Later or next time"

"Okay, It's time to eat now and grandma ami is waiting at the dining room for us. I'll just wake up the two girls on the other rooms now" she said and left the room. I just went downstairs so that grandma ami is with someone on the dining room because she is always alone at this time.

"Ah, ah, wait michelle. My body hurts just give me at least 5 minutes to rest" I heard jamie voice on the other side of the room and I think she is still in pain which she told us she had play a lot of sports on the club yesterday and she seems to be happy because she got accepted already which she is part of the sports club then an assistant of the club which she didn't get to meet yet

"Morning dear, how are you?" grandma ami asked

"I'm fine grandma ami, did I make you worry yesterday?" If I did, then I'm sorry about it

"Oh not really, but I just noticed you're having a problem. Would you care to tell me about it? If you don't mind" maybe it's time for me to share it with an elder

"My dad called me for the first time after my mom died then all he talks about is business, take over the company and he wanted me to meet someone and get married already" which annoyed me more about thinking it and I can never forgive him what happened to mom because he was never there when we needed him the most because he only focus on his company instead giving time to us and the day when mom got sick he didn't even bother to answer my call but when mom dies, he just call me when it's already too late for him to make or get the chance to be with mom when time can never go back the way I wanted it to.

My tears suddenly fall and my heart feel pain right now because I can't even forget the day I lost my mom and I didn't get to do all the things for her like the promises I made for her. I'm only 7 back then and abby is only 1 year old. The only thing I could do for my mom is to take care of her even without making the things I want to do

"Come here dear, let me hug you" she said and hugged me which made me miss my mom. I miss her voice, seeing her smile, laugh, and the way she sing for us then I remember that I get my talents because of her.

"Morning grandma ami" I heard the girls now then I wiped my tears so that they won't see my weak side.

I just started to eat it to make myself feel relax at this moment because food is my comfort and stress reliever when everytime I feel like crying. I don't want my eyes to be swollen because students will notice it and I don't want to seek attention in the class too.

People might mock me because of my weak side then I probably won't go to school anymore since it still haunt me down when I get bully back then because every day in my life, I never had a real friends which I thought I would have and those memories are really traumatic for me. Alexis, for now just think about those people who care for you and never let yourself get hurt by those foolish people.

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Charles POV

Why can't I seem to find who that girl is? I didn't even get to know her name when I save her from those bullies back then. It's been 11 years since I met that girl who mock and judge her because of how she looks and her body. But I like her voice which caught my attention and I understand how she feels. One thing I like more about her is she is sincere and honest to herself that is why I fell in love at her. She is my first love and I didn't get to met her yet until now because that's the only time I met her in USA.

I still remember when I went to visit my sister on her middle school because mom takes me with her so that I could see twins school since I'm studying in the Philippines. Then that was time I saw bunch of girls bullying someone and it was a chubby girl who keeps hurting her even she can't fight with the because there like seven of them. I hate it, when they treated her like nothing and call her a pig. At least the time, I save her from being hurt by those annoying brats. Wherever you are right now, I hope you're doing fine

"Hey, what are you thinking?" benjamin asked me

"Ah nothing" I said

"Still looking for that girl who auditioned yesterday?" he said and how did he know about it?

"Actually I went on your organization then you just pass by me and I saw that you're busy conducting a audition which I didn't bother coming in and just waited outside for awhile. After a minute, I heard someone singing while playing guitar and I'm amazed by her voice. But I saw you were surprised and didn't seem to listen. Then when she is done, she pack her things and left, that was the only time you snapped back to your senses. You went out running on the room while looking for her" he explained and I thought he went already on his organization by he just stopped by on the music room

"Did you see her face?" I asked so that I might find her quickly if that happens

"No, I don't because she puts her hoodie on which I missed to see her face clearly" he said then I lose my chance again

"Dude, help me here" james said and I can't even imagine their faces. This time we're going to make them leave the academy so that no one will bother us

"Did you fill the bucket already?" I just nodded with mico since he is the one who plan this and I think the last laugh will be on us. We still have their hilarious video with us

"What time is it?"

"It's already 7:30 am and the class is about to start" mico said and the bell ring. Students will start coming in

We hide at the corner because someone might see us and we might get caught by the vice president. Oh at least it safe because they usually use the front door than the back door.

"The four boys still have a community service, so we might not see them today again"

"I miss my baby charles" I'm not even your boyfriend, how come you call me your baby? I hate these kind of girls

"James is seems to be tired on doing the community service especially mico who is not used to it"

"Benji, my loves. Please take a rest if you're tired"

"Why do we have so much fans here in the academy ever since elementary a lot of girls approaching us?" benjamin said while looking at his phone

"Is it because were handsome?" james said out of nowhere. Well there's no doubt of it which I guess on it

"Will you two lower your voice they might hear us here?" mico requested to the two to speak in a low voice

"Cheer up alexis, everything is going to be alright. Someday, you'll be able to forgive him"

"No comment" then she just laugh but her eyes say it all that she is not okay. Wait, what did I just think right now? Why do I always worry about her?

"Ready to take the video benjamin" mico gave him a signal then benjamin is filming it already

"Come on, jamie you're still eating until now"

"I said to bother me when I'm eating okay" when her mouth is still full, no wonder mico don't like a girl like her who always eat but I don't know his ideal type either

There it goes almost walking on the back door then open the door and about to enter and the bucket fill of water splash at alexis head which make her gone mad

"What the hell! Who did this?!!!!!" That's not it, because there's more which mico prepare something else for that jamie, then a big surprise for lovely and james who prepare something that michelle won't like

We walk slowly and pass by the room which they didn't notice at all

"Alexis relax"

"How can I relax, if all my clothes are wet then I didn't bring any extra clothes at all!" That's for stepping on my foot yesterday and slapping me on my face. You'll find out soon, once I held a meeting

That jamie walk towards her seat then a pie splash on her face which the class laughed at them. Benjamin can't even stop laughing while filming them then mico is holding on his stomach because he is really laughing hard and his plan went well. Two more to go

"What is this?! Slummy pie that is cover on my face!! Come out, you coward!"

"As if, you deserve it" mico whispered

Then benjamin place a box on the chair of lovely and she saw it "Omg, someone left a present for me and I'm so happy. Whoever you are, thank you so much" open it and a clown puppet suddenly pop out which made her fell down on the ground and cried. Then she saw a note on the floor "Are you happy with my gift?" she ripped the note into pieces which made her mad and gone crazy "It's alright lovely, it's not going to harm you. I'm here for you"

"Is she scared of clown?"

"This is not even funny"

"Is this how they really treat the transfer student here?"

"I pity them"

"Whoever did this, I feel ashamed for what they did" one of our classmate said while looking at them. Well dude, you don't know anything at all that is why just shut up okay!

"Is michelle swift in the class?"

"What plan do you have for her?" I asked

"You'll see it" james said while pointing to the delivery guy and handed a gift "From whom?"

"Sorry miss, the sender didn't tell me anything but just hand this to you" then the delivery guy left the room and that michelle opened the gift "AAAAAHHHHHH! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! AAHHHHHHH!" she shouted then cried. "What did you give to her?"

"Just a little bit surprise to make her cry and now I'm satisfy with that" just laughed by himself

Lastly, the finale that we been waiting for and we pull the string. Then a powder pour on them with slim on it. "WHAT THE HELL? WHO DID THIS! SHOW YOURSELF! YOU COWARD"

"WHAT THE FUDGE! MY CLOTHES ARE ALL RUINED NOW!"

"We don't have much time to go and change clothes since the class will start now"

"I hate it! I'm going to kill this person who did this to us!"

Some of the classes are laughing at them while some are worried. Benjamin stop filming and we left because they might see us here since we still have places to clean in the school. Benjamin on the studio, while me on the library, then mico at the laboratory and james at the garden and bench on the field which the principal ask us to clean too.

We went on our way and I'm already in the mood right now because my plan went well and I can't imagine her face and reaction. She is like a dragon who wants to burn everyone especially the person who did it which is me but I don't care since I just took a revenge because that's not it since we have another plan for them to totally kick them out this school.

Everyone is really staring at them and whispering. I just head straight to the library because it will take me more than 7 hours to put the books on their usual shelf and it consists of 90,000 books but I hope the students didn't borrow a lot books to return today because it's hard to identify them all. Why does it have to be me in the library? Anyway, I'll just organize them while reading and maybe Mr. Cy will help with it.

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Jamie POV

Months have passed but why does it so difficult for us to have a peaceful day without being bothered by those four boys who always like to set up things which to kick us out in this school? As if they owned this school and they call themselves as gentleman and heartthrob? Is that even real? They should call themselves as troublemaker and bullies. Actually I have nickname for all of them

Mico Sklar a.k.a. The Pervert Stalker

Charles Smith a.k.a Fool Dimwit

Benjamin Choi a.k.a Cutie Good for Nothing

James Lee a.k.a Womanizer

"I can't believe what happened to us which make me wants to haunt that person!"

"How can you haunt that person if you don't know who it was"

"I have hunch that charles and his annoying friends did this"

"Hey, we don't have evidence to proof that they're the one who did this to us"

"Come on michelle. Can you see it? They're the only persons who hold a grudge on us then who else would do it?"

"Maybe some girls who hates it coming here"

"I don't see it that way" lovely said which she agree to alexis for the first time "See, at least lovely agree with me

"Wait I'm not done yet, but we need to know or need a evidence that they really did it or else will get embarrassed if we point on them doing this kind of trick or prank on us" which is true

"This is not funny at all. Still, we need to find who did this to us and why does that person hold a huge grudge on us four when we didn't do anything at all"

"I'm really going to kill that person whoever did this! Because messing with the wrong person will be the biggest regret in that person life"

"What the fudge is happening to us! Why do they keep doing this to us when we don't even do anything wrong? All of my clothes are ruined and I can't even keep this smelly denim and blouse in my closet. This is actually a limited edition given by my dad now it's ruined!" lovely complain which she cares about her outfit than anything else

Michelle is been quiet all along when the class starts

"Are you alright?" I asked her and she just seem to zoned out

"What did you saw back there?"

"It's a dog lying on a ground with blood and knife on the chest" she said while shivering because she told us back then that her precious dog named bella who died because of the incident which a car ran over her. That is why she doesn't want to have another dog to hold and it just makes her remember that day

"Come here, let me give you a hug" alexis said and she just hug her while I looked at lovely who seems to be scared awhile ago when he open the gift then a clown with cake pop out and she throw it out and she cried like it's going to make her faint

"Lovely, are you hiding something for us that we didn't know?" I asked her because their might be something she wants to tell us about it and we're ready to listen to it

"Nothing, why?" she avoid eye contact and that made me even suspicious on her

"Then, why did you cry when a clown pop out on that box?" I ask aggressively so that she would tell me the story without making any hesitation

"About that" her hands are shaking and she can't even let a word out of her mouth right now

"We don't know that you're scared of clowns"

"Okay class dismissed since we don't have anything to do right now. Next meeting, I'll be discussing about how to be confident? and I hope you can look for an information or write something about yourself on how you achieve your confidence even people judge you because of your mistakes" Ms. Cortez said to the class and left the room

"You four girls, I don't know what happened but I need you need to change clothes since I dismissed you early today then just report whoever done that to the four of you" she said and we just smile

It took more than 3 hours for the class to be done and we're thankful for Ms. Cortez for giving an early dismissal since she saw us that we are in sloppy situation because of what happened awhile ago. We still smell like flour with disgusting trash on us which makes lovely keep quiet and wants to change quickly when we get home now

"Now tell us lovely"

"Maybe later, I just want to go home now since I want to take shower" lovely said and we went out the room then students are staring at us right now because of how we look. We all look dirty at the same time smelly which I don't know if lovely could go on with this with the other class. But looks of it, she really wants to take a shower now

"Omg, look at them"

"What happened to them? I think I know who did this to them"

"Poor of them, I pity whoever done this"

"Well they deserve it, poor my baby benjamin. Whoever done this, I'm thankful for them"

"They didn't even know who they are dealing with"

"I think they don't know what happening in this school"

"I think the four boys did this"

What are they talking about? You mean, that jerk mico did this? But we didn't yet get to see them awhile ago. I don't want to blame someone else set up to them and we still need to find out who did this because I'm really going to do the same thing they did to us or else alexis going to kill that person. We just hurried walking so that we won't seek too much attention to these students because lovely really feel irritated, alexis feels mad and michelle feels scared. I should call Mr. Brown to fetch us now

Calling Mr. Brown.....

"Hello, Mr. Brown? Can you please fetch us?"

"Ah yes jamie, Did something happen?" Should I tell him? He might tell grandma ami about it and I don't want her to worry about this small matter happened to us and it makes so much argument

"Ah, we just play some games on our subject and we didn't bring any extra clothes"

"Oh I see, I'll be there right away. Give me 15 to 20 minutes" – Mr. Brown

"Thank you Mr. Brown" I said and end the call even though I lied to him which make me feel guilty now to analyze the whole situation but at the same time I don't want grandma ami feel worry about us especially to me since this might give her a lot of stress if she find out about it

"Jamie, walk a little faster. I don't want these students keep staring at us" alexis said and I just walk to catch up at them

"Did you see their faces and looks?" wait, that voice is really familiar

"I can't stop laughing at them" I try to look who these students talking and sneak peek a bit

"Jamie, let's go home now because I just want to....."

"Shh. Come over here" I said to them and they just move here closely

"That alexis is really something. Did you see the look on her face? She looks like a dragon"

"What the hell? Are they talking about me right now?" alexis said and stand up but I pulled her which I cover her mouth because her voice is too loud they might hear us

"What the hell? It's them!!!!!!!!!!!!" lovely said and got mad

I knew it's him! And they're all here?

"Especially that jamie, who always eat" So now they're talking about me

I should record this one, so that we could show it to the principal or vice president on what they did

"I can't really imagine their faces"

"Well at least our plan and set-up work. Those girls messed with the wrong persons"

"Did you see how our last plan even works? The flour the spoil on their head and there is egg, blueberry and trash on it. It fills to their clothes and now our classmates laugh at them"

"I really satisfy at my plan"

These jerks really need a good beating at this time but we should at least make a plan to take revenge on them before we attack and bring back everything they did to us

"James, what did you give on that michelle?"

"Well it's just a small gift that would make her cry"

"So he's the one who send that to me" michelle said and clinch her fist like she wants to slap that james face hard that he would never forget on his entire life

"How about you benjamin, is that your plan?"

"Of course, because that cake perfectly fits on her face. Did you see it on how it pops out once she opened the box" then he laugh and hold his stomach

"What the hell! I'm going to ki....." I stop her and don't make any scene here because they might see us here if she gets expose right away

"Mico, you're revenge is a bit funny. How did you even think about that pie full of blueberry, honey, strawberry rot to fit it all inside?"

"Well, learn from the expert like me"

Expert you're face! You coward and pervert stalker!

"Charles, how about you? Why did you choose only putting an ice and water on the bucket?"

"Well, at least I didn't put anything on the water that her skin might get irritated because won't even recognize her anymore"

"That dutchbag! I'm really going to kill him!" here she goes again with her short tempered "Alexis, just stop there, don't even make any stupid plan out there"

"Will you just let them go like that without doing anything?" alexis said

"Ah really but think before you do anything stupid"

"Well at least we got what we wanted"

"By the way, are you done cleaning?"

"Not really, we just need a break. But I'm going back now the principal might caught us loitering here" then they went to their separate ways

"Wah! Wah!"

"THAT JERK! I'M REALLY GOING TO KILL HIM FOR WHAT HE DID!"

My phone suddenly vibrate and I just answered it

"I'm here at the front gate jamie, I'll just wait for the four of you" then the call ended

"Mr. Brown is already waiting for us" I said to them and alexis is not in the mood same with lovely and michelle. They clinch their fist and wants to smack those boys faces

They are very too much which is literally mean to us and we will really going to take revenge for what they did which is not funny. Lovely and michelle are about to faint just because of their nonsense and childish prank that they might kill people. It's a good thing the two of them don't have heart disease if they do lovely and michelle are dead now.

The smell of the four of us, especially the trash that they put in, made us almost resent the smell because it was as if the trash had really filled us up. Then almost of our classmate were laughing at us awhile ago which make us want to leave the room and then at least the others helped us even though we smelled so bad. My body is sticky, especially my hair, which really smells like someone vomited on me because it smells like vinegar mixed with soy sauce.

I need to take a good bath to get rid of the smell. Lovely and alexis are such a clean freaks and michelle just doesn't want this smell. Just wait and see what will happen to those four boys later. Let see who'll get the last laugh. I really hate this day