So, It's You?

Alexis POV

Three things that made me think how I should go along with this situation, should I just forget everything that happen to me and what's going in my life, when in fact the moment I hear lies more than the truth which let me realize it. People spend too much of talking about you even they don't know what you've been through. I always end up asking myself this question if I should move on and look forward in the future. Or should I just stay in the past that hurt me the most?

They say that "Life Goes On" but how come people regret the things that show their true colors which made their life and world unpredictable. Do you think you can keep moving forward when this world is full of surprise which life can change you then people come and go? Sometimes, the best thing you can do is to be alone and close your eyes if you're too afraid to see what the world does to us and which way to go when it's too much for us to handle

Do you know what's the scariest thing in life? When someone is lying to you, but the truth is already there, and you know what it feels like being tortured at the same time it's not what we think it should be. How could we even believe someone if they lied to us not once but more than we expected? Is it because we're afraid that we might hurt their feelings? It's better to know the painful truth than those sweet yet unprevail lies. That's where I trust issue start, we tend to feel doubt when every time they say something which it's hard to believe

"I hate this day, how can Sir Clark pair me up with that annoying guy? I should just have chosen my partner than to spend the rest of my time to him sharing my life which it's not even worth for him to know" lovely complain the moment Sir Clark left the room

"He has given us the chance to choose our partner, but we didn't even bug to look for one, so the time is wasted, and Sir Clark just pair us even I hate my partner, but I don't have any other choice than to complain" Michelle said and that make sense at all. She's right about it and I had enough to think a lot of things today. I'm tired of the gossip here at school after all we are always the center of attraction to them, so we'll just let them say what they want to because even if we tell the truth, they won't believe it. We know that they are more interested in things that are not true than those who know more

"Now let's go back to where we are. I'm not done talking to you, Alexis" Lovely said and I get why she is so mad about me. I know that I'm wrong and I should apologize to them now

"I'm sorry girls if I always make you worry when I don't usually go home early and I just want to cool down myself when I'm out of control because I don't want to say harsh words to you and I already told you about this" I said and my tears suddenly fall which I feel devastated today that makes me lost my energy and my mood is nowhere to be found. I don't know what to feel nowadays. I just thought what if my dad is lying to me? I'm really going to hate him if I found out about it. I don't know which to believe anymore when in fact my trust issue is having bigger gap on my dad.

"Alexis, oh come here and we're just worried about you. Because you been acting strange lately and we don't even know if you're having a hard time and we just want to know if you're doing fine" Lovely said then hugged me. It's not the time yet for me to tell you the one big secret I've been keeping to myself. Let me tell you one day when I'm ready to do so

"What a showoff"

"She's just playing innocent because she's the topic in the media"

"I know right"

"Where is Alexis!" I heard my name, and I can hear some students outside the room causing some ruckus and commotion

"Where is that wench!"

"I dare she talks to Charles like that!"

"She doesn't have the right to tell that! What a rude woman!"

"Come out Alexis!"

"Come out before I pull out to your room!"

"Get out of there, flirty girl!"

"We won't stop you as long as you're here at school"

"Just kill yourself"

"You don't fit in this school and you're bringing misfortune"

"Start coming here to school, nothing good has happened to Mico, Charles, James, and Benjamin"

"Get out of there, you ugly girl!"

"Get out of there or we'll ruin your life"

Why are they causing so much trouble in school? Since they were looking for me, I stood up to stop what they were doing because they were disturbing other classes. But lovely held my hand but I just removed it and smiled at them. I'm old enough and I can handle this situation because this has happened to me several times. I went out to the room but suddenly someone splashed a paint to me, and my clothes is ruined now. This is my favorite shirt, and it was given to me as a gift

"This is for hurting Charles"

"You deserve it right, you witch"

"We already warned you! Once you come near to Charles, this is not the only you would get from us"

"What did I do so wrong?" I said to them

"You are the problem here, stay away from him!"

Then all of them throw an egg and trash to me. I saw someone block it and it's Jamie. I told them to stay put because I don't want them to get hurt because of me and I think it's true I bring misfortune to every people who are close to me. Is this the reason why Alesha died because of me? I'm feeling it again and my heart feels heavy now. Please not at this moment and I'm having a hard time to breathe then I can hear a lot of voices inside my head

"Alexis, don't blame yourself if something happened to me"

"Just always hold my hand if you feel lost and afraid"

I can hear Alesha voice telling me this, but my fear is hunting me, and I can't seem to move my body nor my feet because of what I feel now. My anxiety is hitting my emotion and my mind is feel attacked on these negative thoughts. I feel something hit me hard on my head then it's a rock which someone throw it to me

"What's your problem! Are you girls insane?!"

"How could you girls do that!"

"You better stay away from here!"

"This is a major violation!" Noreline said and my head hurts which I feel the blood on the left of my cheek

"I'm going to report you to the principal, right this instant!"

"Are you alright Alexis? Let me look at it"

"Gosh, Alexis. Your head is bleeding, we should go to the clinic now"

I'm out of thoughts now and I can't seem to think right now. These days is really hard for me to cope up on the situation and I don't know if I should continue living with my life or end it

"You girls just go back where you came from"

"You bring misfortune here in the academy"

"Leave the academy now!"

"Get out of this school, you sluts"

"Your group is already on the edge and your career will be over!"

"You girls are murderer"

They didn't stop what they are doing and keep throwing garbage to us especially to me. Alexis, hold your temper and just relax for a bit. You don't need to do something stupid that would make the situation worst. I believe, it will never stop unless the principal will see this. Then the boys just passed by, and Charles just look at me with those cold eyes

"Yah! Why don't you boys even stop your fans here!" Lovely shouted at them but they just smirk and leave the corridor without helping us but it's fine because it will be a bothersome then these crazy freaks will attack us again and again

"What was that for?"

"You girls should leave now, and we'll handle this one" Noreline friends said to us and Michelle just pull to go to the clinic but I told her I don't want and just go to a quiet place instead because we still have class today before lunch time

"If you girls do this again, I'll never slide this situation and report you to the president immediately! Don't you know that all of you bring disgrace to the school" Were a bit far now in the room and went to our favorite spot which I want to think peacefully for a while that no one is attacking us, and I guess staying here is really dangerous because these students are insane than I expected. This is the first time it happens to me which there are still bullies

"Those jerks are annoying, how could they just let this happen? When they just witness it right in front of them!" Lovely is upset and I'm not good at all

"Don't mind them anymore lovely because they wouldn't even care at all and remember we're not close with them" Michelle states the fact of what she said, and I don't want to get involved to their life

"Do they think this is funny? Gosh, we should decide either we stay or leave this academy because 1 month passed by but the torture we went through it feels like they already killed us" Jamie said it too and the truth is no one cares about us even if we get hurt but only those who truly supports and believe us

"If you let them trample or belittle you, then you lose the game. We're in the battlefield where war lay then our life is fight for the life and death situation either we fight or surrender. Life is full of surprise which two things happen, either having a good day or bad day then let it come to you and just be positive because we'll get through this" I said it out of nowhere which this is making my mind blow

"Girls, do you have band aid that I can use and wipes to clean this blood on my head?" I asked and the three of them look immediately on their bag then Lovely handed me one, but she told me not to move because she is going to clean my wound and put the band aid afterwards

"Is it done now?" I asked

"Stay put or I'll make this wound bigger" she sounded serious, but this won't scare me at all because I know Lovely, and she can't even say anything to me if I provoke or say something straight to the point when in fact this would make sense on her mind

"Next time Alexis don't tell us what to do because we won't let you go alone fighting those crazy fans and defending yourself. What are friends for anyway? Isn't it, we protect and help each other if something happens and don't say that again, okay? We won't stay put in the place" Lovely said and Jamie just laughing then Michelle is a bit stunned. We never thought that she can say things like this

"Okay, we heard you Lovely and no need to be boss around here. Sorry for making you worry" I said

"Anyway, Alexis, I hugged you right now but didn't realize that they throw a trash on you and paint. You really smell and I think we should take a shower at least in their gym since we use it" she said and that made us laugh

"I thought you're going to freak out because you hate that your clothes get ruined"

"I'll make it an exception today since I need to protect you girls"

This is more like it, and I guess I might have a good day even I feel dizzy because of that rock hit on my forehead. At least, we can have time for ourselves if only no one do horrible things to us then our last year of being college would be worth of fun which we only hope it will happen soon. Four students suddenly approach us, and Michelle block her, but she just put her hands up which she shows that as a sign of surrender

"Eonnie, I'm not one of them and I'm only a sophomore here. Someone asks me to give this to you" she said and hand me the paper bag wrapped like a gift, and we don't know who gave it

"This is for you, eonnie jamie" the girl with dimples

"While this one is for eonnie lovely" the girl who wears headband

"Lastly, eonnie michelle. This is for you, and he said that if you're fine or not then he asks me to give it to you personally" the girl wearing denim jacket and fit pants

"Do you know who gave it?" we asked but they just they didn't talk for a minute like they're still thinking what to reply to our question and look at each other

"About that…"

"Those persons don't want to tell their names and they just said that we should hand this paper bag to you eonnies" she said and smile at us

"Just hang in there eonnie"

"We are biggest fan of yours and we just hate those people who attack you. If I only have the hands to ki…"

"Nomi, relax"

"How can you relax if this always happen to our eonnies?" she just said our eonnies and it makes my heart happy even despite what we been through but they're still students who appreciate and support us

"Don't mind them eonnie because we love and support you even what they post on the website or other media. We believe in you and hang in there eonnie"

They're about to hugged us but we told them that we smell bad which they just hand us some things like perfume, powder, and make-up even I don't use all of these because my skin is too sensitive, but perfume is okay which I'm only going to use it on my clothes to smell good at all

"We should at least change now girls before we get late in the class" Michelle said, and we went to the gym to take a shower and change clothes since we all stink and not the good.

We immediately rush and it's a good thing there's no student here. We put our clothes on the table then Jamie and Lovely go first while I'm waiting here talking to Michelle about the good old days since I don't want to think much about what happen today. I feel so much relieved now, since lovely help me with my wound and those girls hand us new clothes even though we don't have any idea who gave it because if these new clothes came from him, I'll going to throw it.

"Alexis, hand my clothes please. Thank you" Lovely said and I hand it over to her which she is already done which also same with Jamie. I can finally take a shower after this. I put the bracelet and necklace on my bag because I might lose it which these two are important to me and no one dare touch it

"Alexis, it's your turn" Jamie said, and I hurried to take a shower because ma'am daisy might look for us

After 30 minutes…... I'm all fresh now and I change the band aid on my forehead. This guy has a taste when it comes on choosing brand-new clothes which I think of him as a rich guy. Whoever you are, I'm thankful for your help

"We're all done now, and we can go to the class which is our favorite subject of all time" I said, and I hope ma'am daisy teach us new notes and how to produce music because I badly need it for our concert this month by then and it's almost near, yet I don't have an anything on my mind. We fix our things and put it in one plastic all our dirty clothes

"Isn't it funny? I remember when we took a shower then the four us fit in one bathroom"

"I see that, and I laugh so hard because that's the first time we see each other body then you and alexis are shy to show it while Jamie didn't care if we see it because she is busy taking a shower" Michelle said and that made us laugh so hard when in fact we couldn't forget that day which make our friendship more connected than we expected

"You know me girls, I never talk when I take a shower that is why I use my 30 minutes wisely" Jamie said and that is a punctual time when doing that which never thought that some may use it and that's her because I never time my shower and I just wash whatever needed in my body. Noreline just texted me saying we should head to the music room because we'll get absent if ma'am daisy arrives before us

"Why would time yourself while taking a shower?" Lovely asked and why do she always ask this kind of question when we already told her many times the reason why Jamie time her shower and just to tell you that she is one of the most organized persons between us four and I really love it.

"How many times did you ask that lovely? You even asked that even we already told you the reason why Jamie does that? Then think how busy she is back then, and it will answer your question" I said, and she is still thinking about it and she feel a bit left behind again

Isn't it obvious? Because Jamie has a lot of things to do. Watch drama series and movie film the do dance choreography, held 10 seminars in 2 weeks, propose a project, create business proposal and close 5 deals in a day because his dad wants her to learn business and enter this field but I can see that Jamie have no objection at all since she is not yet sure if she will continue her career or follow the path of his dad.

Either way of that, his dad won't also go against on whatever Jamie decision is because her parents support her with everything on how I wish I could have parents like that. That's how busy Jamie can get and sometimes she couldn't even rest for good then focus on something important that wouldn't disappoint herself. The only thing that would hurt her is when someone call her idiot or stupid

We put our dirty clothes on the locker, and we'll get it back once our class is done. We hurried and run as fast as we could in the music room because it's far from here and I hope we're not late in the class because if that happens, I'm going to think all over again of my absence because I never been late in any class ever since when I was in middle school until now

"Why are you running Alexis?" Lovely complain

"We're going to be late in the class" I said and we're almost there

"You better keep going lovely or will leave you, if you didn't catch up with us" Michelle said

"You're an athlete but how come you can complain? You're a champion sprinter and 4x4 yet you had to say this" Jamie said, and it makes sense to her

At least I had an athletic skill, and I can run as many I want but this almost killed me back then because I exhaust myself which it got me into coma for 3 months, but I cope with the lessons in school and easily finish everything even they told me to leave for a year and just back then I thought about it because it would be a waste of time. We're here and I look immediately for ma'am daisy, then it's a good thing she is not here yet.

Noreline approach us and she told us about what happened awhile ago which I just listened because I run out of my breath while headed here and I just take a rest for a bit while waiting for our professor to arrive. What a long day it is and I want to go home to sleep without thinking anything else for the rest of the day

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Charles POV

I feel so sad, worry and unhappy at the same time satisfy on what I see awhile ago. I don't know what kind of emotion I'm feeling right now but deep inside I feel mad because of what happened, but I don't want to butt in which it is not my business at all, and she already told me not to help her wherein she feels anxious and don't want to be with anyone at that time. She has lost control which I noticed then I find it strange like she's called me a different name and it's a girl name. Why can't I even stop worrying about her? I should at least be myself and don't care anything at all. The usual me I guess, but the time I met her in the café then I suddenly felt like we already met before that happen

"Alexis, are you sure you're alright now?"

"Gosh they're crazy and I can't believe they did that to you"

"I don't know even understand why they hate you girls so much?"

"Insecurities is the most reason why they do horrible things and as if they can get what they wanted"

"Surprisingly, everything went chaos, and they always keep saying that you girls bring misfortune in this school. Not to offend you girls but I just want to say this to you and let know what's these students been talking"

"Lorry, just stop and it's not good to know it"

"But Jacque, students are insane, and you know that"

"Lorry, you might hurt one of them if that happens"

"No, it's fine, we want to hear it and whatever that is"

"This is mostly what I hear around the campus, ever since you girls got here, bad things happen, and they feel like you're hurting their boys"

"Is that serious? We don't even care about them and the only thing we want here is to finish our last year of college, that's it. What do they think of us? Evil spirit or Ghost?"

"I thought of you girls are like in a Wattpad and I can't wait that a prince charming is going to protect you with all of those witches. My knight in armor would save the day"

"Students are going crazy when every time they see handsome guys around the campus and that goes along"

"You know students nowadays, it's like in Wattpad if the boy they like is having a trouble with another person which it is a girl, then they start to bully them because they taught those girls will snatch their so-called hubbies or babies which their fans want to kick those transferee girls"

"It's look like, you're reading a lot of Wattpad books, lorry. This is what we call addiction and she's been reading Wattpad for like 4 years I think"

"Well, almost like 2000+ books and it's really interesting to know every story I'm reading which it is exciting for my part. Wherein the leading man going to save the girl she likes with those bullies"

"Girl, there just fictional character and it's impossible to happen. You know boys, they're like a bee which they can never be contented in just one flower, but they usually go to different type of flower"

"Just like in reality, we call them Casanova or playboy"

"Are you serious with that Jacque?"

"That is so true"

"Anyway, we don't hate you girls and Noreline told us a of things about you four"

"I love these girls and I'm glad to be friends with them"

"I'm also happy with that"

"Aww, the two of you are so sweet. I love you tina and noreline"

"We love you girls and don't let anyone trample you. Just tell us and we're going to kick their ass out anytime"

"Don't they even dare come near you girls, because I'm really going to slap their faces one by one"

"I love that fight spirit Jacque"

"You girls deserve a protection here in school because they better keep their self away from me and they don't that they're messing with the wrong person"

"Girl, you deserve a reward for this and how I wish you could be my sister"

"Well girl, you got the right person, and I can be your sister"

All of them laugh and why am I even listening to their conversation. This is weird of me, and I don't like it either. She changed her clothes, and I can see the band aid on her forehead which make me feel good now at least it's fine

"I'm so sorry class for being late because our meeting got extended and I can't even excuse myself for it since it's very important for me to attend" ma'am daisy said, and she apologize sincerely which she shouldn't have done it because it's not her fault at all and meetings are important to every teacher that they need to attend it either it's for the project or business trip. We've known Ms. Quinn for almost 6 years, and she is our mentor who help me produce music.

I've been there when the school ask me to represent Stanford High Academy and sometimes the four of us are exempted to the class because we busy doing a lot of competition along with the student council who organize everything while us, we prepare for the event itself. The professors in charge of the competition would be the one to guide the judge and be the host

"Charles, who are you looking at?" James asked and I didn't I stare that long which make me feel a bit pathetic on that. I just nodded to him because he'll never stop going to ask me again and again.

"Okay class, I want you to look for a partner and we're going to have a duet either one of you sing and the other one plays the instrument. Maybe you can sing together which either of the two. I want to see how you work with your partner. Go now, chop chop and make it fast because we don't have enough time anymore and apologies for that" she said and explain the activity today which I don't who am I going to choose for my partner.

"I almost forgot and I want to see you guys partner up with opposite sex. I want to hear how your voice blend which how you will sing the song and the music rhythm itself. Then next time, I'm going to teach you something unique that will help you produce music" ma'am daisy and I've been waiting for this kind of lesson because I've been producing song which somehow are not unique from myself and when I try to produce it, seems to be lifeless and no rhythm

Then somehow approach and cling to my arm which got me irritated then it was Lizelle. Can she just take off her hands on my shoulder?

"Baby, we should partner up" she said and I'm avoiding an eye contact with her because she will get what she wanted, and I've known Lizelle for almost 4 years until she's a clingy person which I hate the most and I'm too allergic with those girls who are clingy, seductive, and flirty. Then use too much make-up and revealing clothes

Alexis is still looking for a partner when our eyes met, and I removed Lizelle hands on my arm then I approached someone else which it is Alexis. I put my hands on her shoulder which make her shock and same goes with her friends who look stunned

"Sorry Lizelle, but I already have a partner and it's her. It's better to find someone else" I said and point out my finger to Alexis then I stick beside her so that no one will approach me if I'm with her. Then Lizelle look for another person and I look at Alexis which she suddenly elbow my stomach without letting me explain why

"What do you think you're doing? What was that for?" she asked, and I don't know what to say because I can't find anyone else than her

"I want you to be my partner and you don't have one yet" I just said

"Why do you think so?"

"Because you're still looking for one and so I insist to be your partner"

"I'll be calling out a pair any minute now" ma'am daisy said, and Alexis just ignored me like a total stranger which it's fine with me but at least she should treat me as her classmate

"Well, yes but I don't want you…."

"Where is Charles and Alexis?" she asked, and Alexis is still looking for a partner, but I just hold her hand which she is trying to remove it but I don't care if she hit me as long as she is my partner today

"We're here ma'am" I said

"So, I don't need to introduce myself to you Mr. Smith because I already know you and your friends" ma'am daisy said and it's glad she still remembers us even we give her a pain in the head which she scolded when we didn't produce the music, she is looking for especially the beat, melody, rhythm, notes and the music itself

"You can start now" she said, and we didn't get to pick a song yet

"Just sing this song" Alexis said and show me the lyrics which I already know what that song is

"I would be playing the stereo mixer and my phone. You're the one who will be singing this song and don't worry I'm also going to sing then I'll give you a signal if it's my turn. Would that be good?" she said, and I just nodded because I don't want to argue with her today

"What is the song you picked?" I asked and she is still thinking then look at her phone which she show it to me if she would think If I know this song which I nodded at her and she smile at me

Wait, did I see what I'm seeing right now? She just smiles at me and it's my first time to see it which right in front of me and I remember the girl who I saved back then because of those bullies and she has the same smile as her

"Wings by Donny Pangilinan" we said

"What is the song all about?"

"It's about a guy who want to help the girl he likes or loves to achieve the things together, push her even there is limitation but when it comes on aiming for the dream she been wanting to pursue and stay by her side until days get better"

"That's an interesting song. Go ahead"

She starts playing the instrument and beat pattern which I amazed with her skills lately then I want to teach her something, but I don't know if she wants to and here goes nothing

(Me)

2 AM, felt it before the phone ring

Talk to me, tell me how you feel then

'Cause yeah I wanna know, yeah I wanna know

It's been a while and I don't know what happened

But whatever it is, I can tell you're crushin'

And I won't let you go, I won't let you go

I check on Alexis and she's good playing any instrument which I like it and one of the best. I want to see her to play the piano because this is the only thing, I find the girl which I thought she's the one I've been looking for but she doesn't have the bracelet so I can't say about it. There is the signal and she start to sing

(Alexis)

I know sometimes life is a rough game

But every day is a new day

And no matter what happens, it's okay

It's okay

(Me and Alexis)

I wanna fix your wings

I wanna lift you up

I wanna see you live for the dreams that you wanna dream

I want the whole world to see what I see

Girl, I'm here

Right here for you

I wanna see you fly from the dark to the bright side

Life will get better, better

Things will get better, better

Life will get better, better

Our voice is blending, and the melody is good. Ma'am daisy is just looking at Alexis which I can see that she wants to ask or tell her something important

(Me)

8 AM, it's been goin' badly

All I want is to see you happy

And I hope you know, yeah, I hope you know

Got your back, you will always have me

Through thick and thin, nothin' that we can't beat

And I won't let you go, I won't let you go

(Alexis)

I know sometimes life is a rough game

But every day is a new day

And no matter what happens, it's okay

It's okay

She gives another signal which I should be the only one who's going to sing the next chorus then I just put a thumbs up. She is serious and happy while playing instrument and singing. Her hands are fast on coping how to play the next beat and she's great overall which I'm impress at the same time speechless she made a DJ style and working on it. Is she a DJ? Because these kinds of people only know how to play it and she is amazing with everything. What a multitalented girl

(Me)

I wanna fix your wings

I wanna lift you up

I wanna see you live for the dreams that you wanna dream

I want the whole world to see what I see

Girl, I'm here

Right here for you

I wanna see you fly from the dark to the bright side

Life will get better, better

Things will get better, better

Life will get better, better

(Alexis)

Walk right here, close to me

Keep the faith, gon' take that leap

We'll get this soon

I promise you we will…

(Me and Alexis)

I wanna fix your wings

I wanna lift you up

I wanna see you live for the dreams that you wanna dream

I want the whole world to see what I see

Yeah, I'm here

Right here for you

I wanna see you fly from the dark to the bright side

Life will get better, better

Things will get better, better

Life will get better, better

(I just can't wait to see you fly)

She ended it with something amazing and this is the beat I mostly like when I also play as a DJ on a concert or club. I want to do a collab with her but I don't know how to tell it because we're not the close to talk to each other at all

"Wow, bravo" ma'am daisy said, and she clapped which everyone did

"This is the best duet I've ever heard and by the way, have you joined the music club?" she asked Alexis but this girl is not even listening which I tap her shoulder

"What do you want now?" she asked annoyingly

"Ma'am daisy just ask you a question" I said and why is she mad at me? Okay I won't bother talking to you anyway. I went back to my seats while she is still standing at her spot

"Yes ma'am, what is it?"

"Have you joined the Music Club? I'll give an exception for the audition because I want you to be part of it"

"Yes, I already did the audition, but I didn't pass my resume for it since I just walk-in to try it out" What? She auditioned on the music club and so it means she is the girl who left the audition early that day? I'm a bit confused now because I can't still figure it out until I hear it once more if she is really the one who audition

"You can audition to me now since Charles and Mico are here. I want to hear once more again, and I was at that day, but I didn't know you did an audition. Just go ahead and I already know now" she said

"Okay, I'll be playing a guitar this time, and do I need to say the song I did on the audition ma'am?"

"Yes please, because I like your voice, the way you play the guitar, and the tone of the music is good even its blindfolded but still I can recognize the talents of the students" she said, and I saw Alexis's smile again which made me realize she really has the same smile with the girl I met long time ago and think that maybe it's her all along?

She starts playing the guitar and this is the song I heard on the audition. So, she is the girl I've been looking for and finally I found her. I just stare at her when she looks at me in the eye, I feel like we're all alone and it's just the two of us her, singing and listening to a music together

I'm imprisoned, I'm living a lie

Another night of putting on a disguise

I wanna tear it off and step in the light

Don't you, don't you?

So now I'm knocking at your front door

And I'm looking for the right cure

I'm still a little bit unsure

'Cause I know,

Yeah I know

"Girl, she's the one who sing that song when we passed at the music club"

"You mean the one I told you?"

"Yes, I've been looking for her and I want to know if she can play other songs"

"Omg, it's Alexis and I really like to hear her singing"

"Charles, make her part of our club which I want to produce music together with her and her friends" ma'am daisy said and I just nodded

"It seems to me that Alexis will be your assistance Charles" James said and try to tease me with her which I don't care because it still doesn't prove anything at all even, she has the same voice with the girl I fell in love. The lyrics is something from a ordinary girl who wish to be with the guy she likes and looking for perfect time to confess the things she want to say and which attract something interesting in her

That most people see me as ordinary

But if you look close, you'll find I'm very

Interesting and hard to know

You can never tell where this might go

'Cause I'm not your average, average person

I don't know much, but I know for certain

That I'm just a little bit extra, extra

I'm just a little bit extra ordinary

I can see it from the spark in your eyes

You believe in all the things you deny

You wanna fly and leave your worries behind

Don't you, don't you?

"So, it's you?" I said then Benjamin suddenly looks at me

"Are you talking to me dude?" he asked, and I just nodded of saying no. I'm sure of it, because that's the song I heard, and I'm not mistaken by it. That is why there are a lot of clues for me to find

"I just thought you were"

"No, something got into my mind"

"You're thinking about a girl, aren't you?" james start to tease me which I just hit him in the head then he bang his annoyance to me which I didn't care and ignore him

"Dude, isn't it you're looking for that girl who audition on your club?" Benjamin asked

"Yes" I said and it's her all along which I'm right at the beginning because the time I hear her singing when I was cleaning at the campus then I'll never forget that voice at all.

"Have you found her?"

"I just did today and can't believe it's her" I said, and Benjamin just seem to be not convinced on what I said

"I found her and it's a bit shocking that it's her all this time" I said

"You mean Alexis?"

"I'm not sure about it but I'm still going to found out because there are a lot of students who walk in that day which I only thought it will be 10 students" but I'm sure of it, that Alexis is the one who auditioned without passing a resume

"I was there on your audition at the back of the room even you don't notice me because I might disturb you" Benjamin said

"Did you get to see her by any chance?" I asked and maybe he could tell me

"Actually, I saw alexis that day passing by and I'm not sure if she auditions because she looks hesitant to join then leave. But I'm pretty sure this is the song that the girl who you been looking for and the voice is same as her" he explained, and Benjamin is not even sure too, but I know it's her. I might be able to get to meet my first love but it's impossible for me to find her easily, but the bracelet is the only thing that I could be able to know her. Why didn't I even get to hear her name?

"I should those students who auditioned that day, they might help me to look for her too and you can relax once I able to find her" Benjamin is helpful than james who is pain in the head all the time which I hate his suggestion when it comes on dating. It's not advisable at all, I tell you that. But I think it's my job to look for her and not his

"No, don't that Benjamin and it's fine. I just need some time then maybe I'll give up if I wouldn't be able to find her anymore" I said even it sound dramatic and sad but there's nothing I can do about it. I don't want anyone mind my business but only me

"Are you sure about it?" Benjamin asked and I smile

"Don't worry, I can do it on my own" I said

"I would like to talk to you next time Alexis and I'm amazed with your talent. Please do also care to say it to your friends about it. Okay class, that would be it and next time the next pair will sing for us, and I hope anyone of you will volunteer. Bye everyone and see you all on the next meeting" ma'am daisy said and approach me immediately to tell me that I should convince Alexis to join the club and be part of the family because she wants her to teach on how to produce music and she could trust her.

I just nodded at ma'am daisy and smile then tap me on my shoulder saying that Alexis is looking at me the entire time. I don't know if I should be happy or what but then again, I look for her but she already left the room without talking to me about the club and I should just go to the library and sleep since I'm a bit sleepy now.