Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Dani -

Her lips were the closest thing to perfection I could imagine.

Soft, warm, and moving perfectly in sync with mine.

She caught me completely by surprise, but it felt so natural.

I stood, holding her face, and she spread her legs so I could stand closer.

Her legs wrapped around me and I felt a little panic.

‘Wait.’

Cameran: ‘Why Dani? Were you lying? Do you not want me?’

‘Of course I want you, I want you so bad it hurts, but that doesn't make it right. You're still in withdrawl...’

Cameran: ‘But I'm stone cold sober.’

‘And I'm scared, baby girl.’

Cameran: ‘Ok, we don't have to rush, but I don't want to pretend like this isn't a thing.’

‘It's definitely a real thing, a very real thing.’

Cameran: ‘That's all I'm asking for, acknowledgement.’

‘I hope you've felt more than acknowledged...’

I kissed her again.

Cameran: ‘So we're going slow?’

‘I think that's best, for both of us. I mean, we get along great so far, but we're still getting to know each other.’

Cameran: ‘Then can we make it a point to get to know each other more?’

‘I mean, that's the goal already, isn't it?’

Cameran: ‘Well yes, but I'm not really a fan of not knowing where I stand with someone.’

‘I'll do the standing, a pretty little girl like you should be held.’

I smiled, but she didn't seem amused.

‘I'm sorry. I don't think it's fair to just put a label on us, when I haven't even had the chance to take you on a proper date. I think I should also spend more quality time with Mimi before I'm considered Mommy.’

Cameran: ‘That's fair.’

‘But like I said, this, as much as I tried to fight it, is a real thing.’

Cameran: ‘And kissing is acceptable?’

I just leaned in for a long, slow kiss.

‘More than acceptable, but you've made a lovely looking breakfast we should eat before it gets cold.’

She nodded and I pecked her lips again.

We started eating and chatting.

‘I think we should set aside some time each day for Mimi, or at least where you can embrace her, if you want to.’

Cameran: ‘Maybe we can watch a movie before bed each night?’

‘Great idea.’

Cameran: ‘I need to know what I'm allowed to call you, since we're waiting on labels, like Mommy.’

‘I think you should pick, it should be something that comes naturally.’

Cameran: ‘That's fair.’

‘What do I need to know with Mimi that I haven't seen?’

Cameran: ‘She's more sensitive, more fragile. I'm sure that sounds obvious, but like even jokes sometimes get to me. Like, personally, I enjoy being spanked, in a sexy way, but she does not, like at all. Sex is ok, but no spanking, like, spanking isn't sexy to Mimi, it's a punishment. So no flirty teasing about spanking.’

Her tone changed.

‘Good to know.’

I continued eating.

Cameran: ‘Also, I really like biting, and hair pulling during sex.’

‘Oh?’

Cameran: ‘Scratching too, but not her. She can, you know, take a little roughness, but she is pretty vanilla.’

‘Anything else?’

Cameran: ‘I really like cuddles, obviously, but after sex she's super clingy. Like if you go pee, you need to talk to her the whole time.’

‘Interesting.’

Cameran: ‘Dirty talk is ok, she likes being a dirty little girl.’

‘Is there anything unrelated to sex?’

Cameran: ‘What's wrong with sex?’

‘Nothing, I just don't see why you couldn't be telling me what kind of movies or candies you like. Things that are you know, more relevant?’

Cameran: ‘You don't think sex is important?’

‘Right now, it really isn't. We just said we were getting to know each other.’

Cameran: ‘I'm, I'm sorry.’

She sounded embarrassed.

I turned to face her and forced her to do the same, rotating her stool.

‘I'm not a prude, and don't mind discussing sex, but I meant what I said about wanting us to get to know each other. One reason I would like to do that, is so I confirm that we are ready for sex.’

I took her hands and guided her to sit in my lap, wrapping my arms around her, kissing her gently.

‘When we are ready, I plan on finding out every little thing you like, and doing them better than they've ever been done to you. I don't need any help with sex baby girl, I promise you, I can provide you with multiple, life changing orgasms, in a night, then I can absolutely cuddle the fuck out of you. So, sex is the easy part, I want to know, what movies you like, your favorite toys, favorite bubble bath scent, and things like that. Ok?’