Chapter Ninety Eight

"I'm gonna take it slow, okay? Tell me if it's too much."

"Okay." I say quietly.

I dig my nails into the back of his shoulders as he slowly slides into me.

Fuck, that hurts.

I look up at the ceiling and arch my back as tears pool in my eyes.

"Hey! Look at me. Look at me, baby." He urges and I look into his eyes. His face softens as he notices the tears, and he instantly pulls out.

"I'm so sorry. We don't have to do this-" but I cut him off, shaking my head.

"No, I'm okay. God...that hurt...but felt so good..." I smile wide.

"Don't lie to me. I'm not doing that again." He says seriously.

"No! Please?" I whine and he looks impressed but shakes his head.

"That's enough for tonight." He says and almost rolls over to his side of the bed, but I stop him by kissing him on the lips.

He takes a second before he's kissing me back, his lips moving in sync with mine. It only lasts like two seconds before he pulls away.