Suicide

"Are you serious? You're going to work at this hour?" Jessie questioned.

"Yes Jessie I am. That's what happens when you decide to work for the police force." Explained Adam.

"Well, I understand you are doing this for the sake of the people but that doesn't mean you should damage your health while at it."

"I guess that's just the price I have to pay then, Jessie."

"I still find it outrageous." Jessie stated as she crossed her arms over her chest.

"Of course you do" Adam sarcastically said as he rolled his eyes.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"I'm just saying of course you will think that when all you do is sit on your ass in a fancy little office doing nothing while I stay up all night and day trying to help you, Emma, and everyone in this goddamn city!"

"Just because I'm not suicidal like you to go fucking kill myself for others does not mean I don't work at all!"

Adam gasped in shock at what Jessie has said to him. For a split second you could see the hurt and shock in his face before he hides it. Of course after the words came out of her mouth she almost immediately realized what she had done.

" A-adam I-I didn't mean-" she tried to explain before Adam interrupted her.

" I know what you meant Jessie you don't have to explain. It's whatever." Adam said as he turned away to walk out the door.

Jessie instantly grabbed his arm stopping him in his tracks. "Adam you know I didn't mean it like that. I-i didn't know what I was thinking I-"

"I need to go to the office. I'll be back soon."

Adam coldly said as he yanked his arm away from her grasp and walked out slamming the door leaving Jessie to stand there in shock.

Once Adam walked out the apartment building and sat down in his black Mercedes-AMG GT he let out a deep sigh as he laid his head on the steering wheel. He took a few deep breaths before lifting his head up. He whispered to himself as he buckled up and started the engine. Once he put his hands on the wheel he paused and just stared out in the distance as he started to remember things from the past.

"Oh god no no no why now!?" Adam yelled as he held his head in pain. Multiple flashbacks were revolving around his mind as he kept whispering no to himself multiple times. he began to bang his head with his fists as he screamed, "Stop it! Stop it! Stop!!!"

Suddenly all the visions and voices in his head stopped immediately. Adam was breathing heavily, his hands clutching his hair tightly. His heart was racing and sweat was dripping off his forehead. He slowly opened his eyes and raised his head up. He slowly took his hands away from his hair and leaned back on the seat closing his eyes again. After calming himself down he cleared his throat and ran his fingers through his hair. He took a few deep breaths before pulling out of the parking lot and heading towards the police department.