S I X T E E N - Tears

"Where do you think you are going?"

Taehyung roared. she screamed painfully when she was pulled back through her hair and slammed back to the bed, her head had hit the headboard. y/n held her head against the palm of her hand, she cried so painfully.

he then pulled her through her legs and hovered above her once more. Scarier than before his eyes looked "You think you can ever escape me y/n? Once you are mine, you are mine."

''I am not yours! I am not yours, never will I ever be! Let me go!" she shouted with anger. With a swift motion, her face tilted unto the side, a loud sound of an impact echoed. Taehyung slapped her. she gasps and slowly looks at him. Pain. She was so full of pain.

"You are mine, only mine y/n!" He roared once again. "Let me show you what being mine means." And with that words that came from his mouth, he devoured her completely.

Taehyung unbuckled his jeans and let his penis sprung out. Upon witnessing his movements, She wailed in protest, wailed to have her way out. But no, she was locked between his legs, so strong that it was impossible for her to escape.

And he entered her. y/n screamed as she closed her eyes and sobbed ever so loudly. "You are going to fucking love me like how I love you y/n. You are mine." His words sounded so obsessive, so psychopathic as he has split personality.

And he rocked his hips, in and out of y/n. she clutched unto the bedsheet ever so wrecked, ever so angered. As she cried, she gave up on fighting. It happened, it already has and nothing more can be done. He took her.

It was painful, blood began to rush out. y/n felt her inside destroyed. Taehyung was rough, not thinking of slowing down

His hips continued to rock, each second passing he would go faster, rougher and deeper. The entire bed moved, the sound of crackling seeped around. He was wild, y/n was making him wild. "You feel so good, doll. So good."

Then, he started to plant kisses on her neck, sucking deep and licking it on the process. His hands had cupped her breasts, squeezing and feeling them. she felt his one hand went down, ever so slowly unto her clit.

Taehyung was unable to stop his desire, it was maddening. Maddening that he fuck her like nothing, ever so rough, ever so fast, ever so deep. It was as if she was not a human. He was pure of pleasure, in heaven of goodness to ever care. Or did he even care?

And she let him. She let him had his way. There was nothing else to fight, nothing more.

As Taehyung moaned and groaned, y/n laid there, alive but felt so lifeless, breathing but felt she was not.

Was this what his love means? Was this how to be his love? A wife in captivity, pained and bruised? If this was it, then, she rather dies than be his love. He brakes her more than her first love Mark.

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pleasure

pain

pleasure

it was the only thing which was occurring on my body, I feel humiliated, disgusted, he took away my virginity without my permission this is the thing I was fear. his eyes were silvery grey it wasn't as usual colour and it made me confused.

Now I'm seating under the warm shower, my body feels numb, disgusted but his warmth was like haven but I can't take it, I'm done with this.

I stand up and wore my bathrobe and stare in front of the mirror, the brush is everywhere from my neck to my thigh, I can't take it anymore, I hurriedly open all the drawers and found scissors I bandit on the other side and the edge part is in front I put the edge part on my palm, the bathroom door started to bang Taehyung must awake ''OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR DOLL, WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG FOR AN SHOWER?'' I remain silent 'I have to do it', I close my eyes and within a second the scissors got thrown on the floor and both of my hands were pinned on the wall ''what do you think you are doing? why are trying to kill yourself ha?'' I look in his eyes it was normal colour means must be I'm safe.

''why....why..love....don't..you...get....enough..of..me?'' he asks me with teary eyes my heart sink when I saw his tears wait no this can't be happening he is my rapiest, he destroyed everything my dreams .....my love for my parents...not ..even give time to recover from my past relationship.

suddenly he hugged me ''Angle...please..don't leave me I love you very much, you are the only person after my mom whom I fall for, just please stay with me...ple....please'' he cried on my shoulder, what he cried means he loves me that much? but how can I love him back after breaking up Mark I started to hate to him a lot because if like him, he would also break my heart?

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2-week pass after that day I stopped going to school, how am I going to school deep hickeys were all over on my neck and I'm not even recovered from that day's incident still my legs were sore. Taehyung and I barely talk to each other, he started to come back home late at midnights and even miss breakfast too, he just makes an excuse that he has important business etc.

I started to feel guilty for my behaviour towards him because Jin, Taeyong Oppa told me about his freaking sickness when I hear about his issue my world stops. Then I understand that I'm his cure and I'm the only one from whom he will take the medicines.

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I type my assignment on the MacBook and peak on the door, the wall clock is screaming 11 and I'm hoping he will come back early because I asked kai Oppa he told today maybe will be early. And yes! he comes back the sound of his car was there after some minutes he opens the door, I pop my eyes on the screen as to show I'm busy, I stole a glare but got caught the whole time he was looking at me like he will eat up my soul apart, I gulp nervously ''Hey....hey...Tae-taehyung...do..you have your dinner?'' I ask as usually, he just nods and walks to the closet, with clothes he walks to the bathroom.

when he come back he jumped on the bad and cover himself with think blanket, I save my half-done assignment and turn it off and walk to the study table to keep it then I walk towards the dresser and comb my hairs and tiptoe myself and walk to the bad, slowly I seat at my side and pull the other side of the cover. when he was supposed to turn off the lamp I speak ''take the medicine which is on your nightstand'' he doesn't even utter a word just seat up and eat the medicine than he lies down on his side by keeping a safe distance, he clear his throat and speaks ''I have something to tell you''

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well you all must be thinking why y/n don't get pregnant after that incident, well taehyung orders the maids to give her pill after that and told them to give her those pills every time. well i don't write it because i don't wanna those things on this ff so sorry if you got confused.