pandemic / quarantine

shit happens. or more human shit happens. and now we had a pandemic. great! everything was canceled. we worked so hard for nothing. we were frustrated, but also happy, cause... after all, it was a needed break!

we decided for our own good, to spent some weeks in our individual apartments. after a month, we would come back to the dorm again. i wanted to drive to my parents, but.... so i did my shopping for groceries and all i needed for all weeks, but i noticed on the first 2 days that it sucked to be alone! i missed my bros. i texted with almost all, yoongi of course never responded, or kook... so what now?

yoongi lived near me, in the neighborhood to be precise! i put on a mask, gloves and a hat, put some snacks into my backpack, got my dog and off we were.

he wasnt happy.....

but i didnt care much. i softly pushed him from the door and walked in.

"what u doing here?" "i am bored" "annoy the others" "they dont have time. they doing stuff" "me too" "no! u just sleep all day" "thats so not true!" "it is! look at u! you have bedhair and...." i fastly walked to his bedroom and ...yeah! i pointed at his bed "u just woke up!" he grunted and yawned. "looks like i am busted. still....go home!" i shook my head and made his couch my new place to stay. "can i have coffee?"

yoongi tilted his head and looked super pissed at me, but he took a deep breath, calmed down and made us coffee. "u really do it?" he looked at me and huffed. "if u shut up and let me sleep afterwards?" i shook my head again. "dont think so! lets play something" he grumbled again loudly and came with the cups. he plopped down next to me.

after a sip, he layed his feet onto the coffee table and sighed. "so?" "as i said, i was bored. i cant be on my own for so long" "thats why u are at my place?" "yeah... we could work on our teamwork? we are not the closest" he looked again pissed. "tae....i could murder u in....a week, do u understand that?" i grinned at him. "maybe i am gonna murder u first"

he laughed! he laughed!!!!

we watched movies, we cooked together, we watched our dogs play, we talked, we walked the dogs, we laughed, we argued, but in all we had fun. and i slept in his bed. i was adamant to sleep next to him. he gave up eventually.

i noticed that he was soft for me for some time now. he wasn't harsh anymore. thats why i thought this would be good for us, for our friendship.

it was week 2.

i noticed that.... he had some interesting porn. i snooped around to be fair and found it. i learned a bit more about him every day.

he was tidy, organized, very cheesy with his dog, he cooked good. i knew this before, but it was something else, when u saw all in his own world. for a fact i knew, that joon was stinky and filthy in our dorm, but very tidy in his own house.

"why u always behave like a grandpa?" i asked him, as we had dinner. he looked up and scoffed. "why are u dressing like one?" "i...what?!" "these...horrible pants, the funny old fashioned shirts, my grandpa used to dress like this"

what the actual fuck?! how dare he said that?!!!! "its called fashion!" "i dont talk about the gucci stuff, i talk about the rest, like when we were in america" "and what had u on?!" "thats the stylist fault" "see" "no, u insisted on those .... outfits" i was really hurt. i am the fashion king in our group and he just...asshole!

suddenly he took my hand and held it tight. intertwined our fingers. i looked at him. he smirked. "remember?" "oh...hawaii..." he nodded and ate his food. i was still pissed. "i dont dress like a grandpa" i mumbled and he chuckled. again asshole.

"then what u have in your closet?!" he furrowed his brows and grinned. "u are welcome to use my clothes, if u want" "oh really? they will be anyway only all in black, black, black. u know u look like a corpse in black?! or in any colour for that matter" he tilted his head. "and that should make me pissed, cause????" "get some sun, man. i bet i can see every veine in your body" "i am pale, not translucent." cocky asshole....

"u should go with the newest trend. u didnt change since our trainees days." he shrugged and cleaned his plate. "i am serious yoongi" "me too. i dont wanna change my outfits, just cause they arent "in". i am wearing enough funny and hideous stuff on stage or in our vids" he looked annoyed. i stretched my hand out to him. he laughed and we held hands, until we went to bed.

"i wont apologize" "i know, u never do" "i do....sometimes" i turned on my side, to him. "since when did u go soft on me?" "do i?" i nodded. "i mean, kook always could pester u with everything. jin has the joker of beeing the oldest, but with the rest of us...." he scoffed. "and then u wrote me that text with "i love u", u let me annoy u, u are telling me, that u love me, u are soft on me" "u wanna change it? should i just started to cuss u out again?" i shook my head.

"no!.... i just... wanna know why?" "i am soft to hobi and jimin too" "yeah, 50 % mostly, but u were never with me" he sighed loudly. "just enjoy it and be happy. now let me sleep" "night, hyung. love u" he mumbled something. "what?" "i said: love u too" i grinned and pressed a small kiss onto his forhead. "ewww..."

yoongi took a shower, when i went through his hidden porn stash. i mean he never made his sexuality a secret, he helped me to figure out, what i was, but still. interesting stuff, mister! i grinned and shook my head. jimin and joon are the two really perverts in our group, but...whistle, whistle... yoongi hyung! (insert my pervert grinn)

as i was still bored, i thought.... why not. it took me days, okay?! it wasnt an easy decision for me. we were friends, brothers, group members. it could potentially ruin everything, but.... i had needs. he had needs, obviously. no girls allowed by our company. and the cuddeling with him the last nights, weren't doing anything good. i needed skinship, i needed hands on me, i needed lips and tongues and nails on my flesh, teeth on my skin and why not, a dick to touch, other than my own. i needed it! i wanted it! i know, selfish as hell, but..... whatever.

he sat on his couch, watched a movie, i was in his kitchen, waited for the popcorn to be done. i grabbed the bowl and stood there. put the bowl onto the table, pulled my shirt off, got on my hands and knees and crawled to him.

he sat there, in his boxershorts, legs wide open (we are man, balls need space), oblivious what i was going to do. he was to busy with his phone. i was soundless. like a ninja.

i started with his feet. kissed them, sucked on his toes, bit into his calfs, licked over his shins. for a long time, he just sat there, looked frozen to me.

"what the fuck...."

i was at his knees, sucked on them, on the tender flesch right on the knees sides, he flinshed. "just a bit....i need this" i almost pleaded. he groaned. "need this?"

i nodded and licked and sucked on the delicate skin of the inside of his thighs. he groaned again and flinshed more. his hands tried to stop me. "tae....thats enough"

oh? was he feeling it?

"please, hyung....just a bit" "u said that before" i chuckled on his skin and earned a small moan from him. nice! he tried again to get me off him, but i held onto his thighs, like my life depented on it. and i was too close to his jewels to stop now.

"taehyung!"

i didnt care! i wanted him under me, squirming, cursing, moaning, begging for more, more from me! in that second i knew i could suck his "friend", or do more, than i ever thought or dreamed of. i knew that i wanted it really bad. he was mine tonight! he could kill me tomorrow, i wouldnt care, but tonight..... he was mine!

i softly bit his dick over the fabric, heard his groans again, still his hands were trying to fight me. but he had no chance. i knew, he was also deprived of sex with somebody else than himself. i knew he also longed for some other body on him, touching him, doing things to him. he only had his porn, like the rest of us.

tho i knew by fact, that kook and jimin were doing stuff, when they thought nobody would see or hear (everybody knew!!!), or joon and jin!

jin was sometimes so loud and joon couldnt held his low moans down. and hope had something with one of the background dancers. he thought he was clever, leaving at night, comming back in the morning, or making stunts, to get him into his hotelroom, on tour.

we all knew, but never talked about it. only made sure, that the "couples" won't accidentally outed themselfs on camera or in one of our run eps.

so why not yoongi and me?! i yanked his boxers down, spread his legs brutally wide, cause he tried to close them shut. not on my watch! he was already halfhard, so why the fight?! i wanted him, he wanted it too!

i came up to his face. "dont fight me, hyung" his face looked pained, aroused and shocked. "i know....just let it happen, we can talk about it tomorrow, or u can kick my ass" he stared into my eyes, sighed, leaned his head back on the couch and i felt him relaxing. he gave up!

i didn't waste any second and focused on his dick. i licked it..him..., made him hard, started to suck him softly. wasn't good enough for him, cause he bucked his hips up, pushed my head down on him.

i knew he was angry with me. so i bobbed my head faster and got him deeper into my mouth. it was interesting.

first, i did that for the first time, second, i had no problem with it, third, i thought his dick felt nice and fourth, i could do that anytime again....maybe even the whole day, if he let me, or wanted me!

i felt the muscle twitching, moving, contracting in my mouth, it swelled on, the tip got more sensitive, his underbelly muscles were stonehard, yoongi moaned and panted harder. my hand felt his balls gotten thicker and hard, i knew he was comming any moment now. still i was surprised, when he did. he growled out and panted for more air. it was quite a lot, what he spilled out.

"u okay?" i asked and also was panting. he glanced at me, unable to say a word. so i pulled him down on the couch, continued to kiss, bite and suck his body. started with his nice black hairline to his nable, circled the nable, tasted his abs, up to his nipples. oh those nipples! i could play with them all my life! i didnt really gave him any time to recover. my bad, but hey... i was horny. and i finally got my fix.

i pressed my nose into his armpit. he smelled so nice! so good.... it made me wild, that smell. i dryhumped him, wasn't gentle either with my hands, nor my mouth or teeth. his neck was my playground, his chin, finally his mouth. i grabbed his hair hard, i probably ripped some out. he gave me back. he wasnt gentle either! his teeth pulled my underlip hard, it hurt, but ....

he was halfhard again. good! my own cock was hurting, so i pulled my sweats away, layed back onto him and smeared our precome all over us. i was addicted to his mouth, lips, tongue. more than anything. he tasted so deliciously. his nails dugged deep into my backskin, his nails scratched me, i probably was bleeding, but i didnt care, or really felt pain. i took a break from devouring his mouth. we panted, stared into each other.

"what do i need to do?" i whispered. "like with a girl?" he lowly whispered back. i must looked like an idiot, cause he huffed. "tae, u had your first sex with 13, u should know by now, what to do" i glared at him, bit on my underlip, so i wont say a thing back. but in all he was right.

"do i really need to prepare u?" i asked with a crooked brow. he tilted his head. "u have an anaconda down there, what u think?! i dont wanna have my ass ripped open, cause of your monster" i chuckled and gave him two fingers to suck on. the whole time he did, he locked eyes with me. i knew what i had to do, so i fingered him quickly. i needed to come so bad.

again, i wasn't gentle and we didnt wanted it, i think. i knew he would chew me out anyway, so why not.

his hole got slick soon, my cock was full of our precome and i was ready. i pressed my mouth onto his and shoved myself in until i couldnt get further. he arched his chest up, but i made myself heavy and started to move. i really wanted to go slow, but i couldn't hold it anymore. he would definatly gonna kill me tomorrow!

what a feeling...no what feelingS! i think i lost my mind. nothing was clear anymore. i was in a kind of bubble. outside didn't exist anymore, only us. the room, apartment, the world didn't matter anymore. only him and me. his body, his reactions, his sounds, our doing. only he was on my focus and mind. and what we felt in that moment.

i went on a pace, what will gave me great pain in my hips tomorrow, but i didn't care. my thigh muscles started to cramp, but i didn't care. my toes cramped, my skin, what was rubbing against yoongis, felt sore, but i didn't care. yoongis tongue almost suffocated me, but i didn't care. his nails, scratching hard on my back, my butt, i didn't care.

if we looked like we had a fist fight tomorrow, i wouldn't care.

my arms gribbed his thighs, heaved them more up and i felt my high comming. also yoongis, cause it got harder and harder to thrust into him. i pushed in with more and more force, heard his strangled screams, my moans, which became louder and louder, until yoongis body bucked up forcefully, he whined out and i felt more fluids on our bodies than before. his insides sqeezed me dry, i think i lost all my juice from the last 8 years in one go.

i crashed down on him, half fainted and struggled to get enough intake of air. our bodies were glued together from sweat and other fluids, they felt so hot and heavy.

still, yoongi had still the power and energy to push me off him, down from the couch, onto the floor. so i layed there, panting.

after an eternity, yoongi cought and looked down to me.

"i will kick your ass....in the next few days" i got a laugh out. "owww....everything hurts, but i still feel amazing" yoongi scoffed and moved on the couch for a better position. i heard him sighing. "u regret it? cause i dont"

he sighed again and took his time to answer me.

"i don't. ....i don't know....get your ass up and me to bed" he mumbled. with expressions of pain, i got up from the floor, heaved him into my arms and brought him to his bed. he stretched his body as soon as he was layed down. "get something to clean me"

"demanding arent we?!" he arched a brow and glared at me. "u fucked me, hard. i can't move a muscle. now clean me" i shook my head with a grinn.

i think i started to see a positive side of this pandemic!