IkuSaari

A young healer woman sets sail to kill her enemies and steal the heart of the prince her rival desires. She encounters deadrousers, cannibals and lunatics as she hunts for epic treasures and love. She finds out she can be everything she wants to be: a doctor and a healer of thieves, a lover and an impressively rich spirit aunt, but the price she has to pay will be paid in blood. 

Serenica Ingram is a brave witch in her twenties. She would do anything to be even better at healing. Mariana Kinley, a witch-hating witch and a ruthless businesswoman, doesn't like competition and drives Serenica out of her home. She joins the pirate crew of the necromancer, Captain Spade. 

The city of Neul that Serenica calls home is a hostile and degenerate place, ripe with rich merchants and homeless witches, but the mythical island of outlaws, Aja Vana, is even stranger. The western islands are populated by outcasts and Serenica would do anything to avoid them. 

Becoming a rich and respected pirate healer isn't easy, especially with both other witches and royals wanting Serenica dead. She has to sail to the ends of the known world just to get her stolen property back, and even harder will be to catch the eye of the Dreamer, the fair prince whom Kinley also desires, while fulfilling the promise to kill a king.

WARNING: s*icide mentions, very mild cursing, violence, blood so please use caution when reading.

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Water Belongs to the Dead: Heart of the Witch

Serenica was properly weirded out by this outburst. It was very much unlike her friend to voice things like this. He always appeared to have iron confidence in everything he did.

He sighed. "I wanted to die because of people who do not matter. No one but the boys, her and you and maybe Ed – well, no one else matters. And I was foolish for so long, now I do not know if I even have that many years left."

"Don't speak like that," Serenica said quietly, even though she was drunk and she wanted to scream. "You are only human. Those things leave scars. What happened to your family -"

"Was tragic, but not my fault, and still I took it as my mission to avenge the deaths – on myself. When I had a lovely wife and a wonderful crew, and every last man would have died for me. Some people have died for me, you know. And I still didn't see my own value. Don't ever be like me. Never forget your innate worth."

So Safe