Chapter 12: Our Moment...

''Jessa...are you okay? Was that shirt fit with you?''

''Yeah, I'm okay. I will come out later.'' I had to use his t-shirt first because I didn't even bring any clothes with me. Ugh! I can't believe this happen to me. Even he is my boyfriend, I still shy to use his things. After a few minutes, I come out.

''I'm done.''

''Oh, it looks bigger at you. But, it still looks fine.'' He secretly stunned by her look.

''Umm...yeah.'' I didn't dare to look at his face.

''Emm, tomorrow we went to buy some of your clothes okay?''

''Oh, okay.''

''Are you hungry? I already order some food and just waiting for a while.

''Err...okay. Did you order...''

''Dont worry, I didn't order the food that has seafood.''

''Oh, thanks. You did remember I didn't eat seafood?''

''Of course, I already save it in my memory.'' He said that while giving a wink at me.

I just smiled shyly and try to look away. He really knows how to tease me. I slowly take a seat beside him and take the remote control to watch the tv. Then, his phone was ringing. He just answered it beside me while I'm still busy finding the channel to watch the movie.

I actually secretly want to hear about his conversation with that person on phone but he only replied to that someone with yes and sometimes he just silent to listen. I'm curious too about who was that.

After he ended the call, I ask him. ''Who was that? Did anything happen?''

''Oh, nope! That was Ariel. He just talks to me about our team thesis.''

''Oh...I see. Umm...can I ask you something?''

''What is that?''

''Did you really have your permission from your professor to come back here?''

''Yeah, I did. He just fine with that. He just gave me one week to leave.''

''Oh...that's good.''

''Dont worry, I did not sneak away from there. They give me time to spending my time with my girlfriend here.''

I just smile to hear when he said that. I don't know why...but I feel a little worried about his sudden return here. I just feel that this time was only a dream and this will be our last time together. But, for whatever reason he comeback here...I will treasure this time preciously.

''Jessa...Jessa...''

''Huh?''

''What are you thinking?''

''Oh, nothing! I just thinking about what would activities we do for tomorrow. I need to arrange it properly because we don't have too much time.''

''I just follow you whatever you want to do. I only just want to be with you.''

''Okay...don't worry, I will make this one week to be your forever memories that you can't ever forget.''

He just smiles and rubbing my hair gently. Then, suddenly he moves his face closer to me. I was surprised and feel nervous.

''Jessa...I feel that I want to kiss you right now.''

''What?'' I feel shocked to hear that and my face feels a little hot. I didn't think that he would say that out. He slowly moves closer and his mouth was almost near my mouth...but suddenly...our bell door was ringing. I quickly move and go to open the door.

''It's okay, I go open it.''

''Huh? Oh, okay.'' I feel relief but at the same time, I was disappointed. The food really comes with the wrong timing.

''Comes, let us go eating.''

After an hour, we both hung out outside the corridor overlooking the beach. We start our conversation like usual and share our stories together. Until at the time, we talk about what our future was like.

''Karson...if...I just said if one day you want to leave away from me...you don't have to think twice about that. I will respect whatever your choice but...I hope you can let me waiting for you no matter how long was that.'' I said to him while directly look into his eyes. He looks at me too but then he looks away. He silent for a second.

''Why you say that? Did I look want to go away from you?''

''Umm...I just said if only...'' I give him a smile.

''Can I pretend to not hear about this?''

''Hahaha, okay. just forget it. I'm just being too emotional.''

Simon was only staring at her and he didn't know what should he replied to her about that things. He knows that Jordyn must try to hold her feelings in front of him. He admits that he actually has something to talk to her but he didn't know how to say it. He did not want to hurt her heart by saying what he wants to say.

''Jessa, come...we go inside. It was too cold and it late already.''

''Let go.''

''So, aren't you sleepy yet? You can go to sleep first.''

''Why don't we go sleep together?''

''Together?'' He gives his wicked smile.

''I mean...you sleep in that room and I sleep at this room.''

''Oh...I see. You must make your word to be more clear.''

''Whatever. Good night!''

''Jessa, wait!''

''What?''

''Did you want us to continue what we left before?''

I suddenly remember our unfinished kiss before. I was feeling nervous to think about that and just give him a glare and quickly go into my room.

''I...I'm sleepy! Bye!''

Simon just laughed to see my action about that.

I was lying down on my bed while smiling by myself. Then, suddenly all the lights in the house were turned off. I was screaming aloud as I was afraid of the dark. I actually have a trauma about the darkness because when I'm little, I was trapped alone in the elevator.

Simon quickly goes to my room and checking my condition. I hug him tightly as soon I see him in front of me.

''Are you okay?''

I didn't even have the energy to answer him and just hug him tightly. My body was trembling as I am very scared of it.

''Jessa...don't scared. I'm here.'' He hugs me too and rubbing my hair. After a minute, I finally feel at ease. After that, we lie down together in my room. He tries to comfort me.

''Are you feel okay now?''

I nod my head slowly.

''I don't know why this light off suddenly. Tomorrow I will ask the owner.''

''Karson...''

''Mmm...''

''I have trauma when the light off. I have this when I'm a little I was trapped alone in the elevator. Since then, I was afraid of darkness. When I'm sleeping...I will have a little light with me.''

''Why didn't you tell me about that?''

''I thought that it not that important things to share.''

''Whatever things that happened to you even that those little things...you must tell to me. I need to know all about that. Can you promise me that you will tell me about all that things I don't know even you think that was not too important.''

''Mmm...okay, I promise.''

''So, right now just sleep...I will be with you here.'' He gives a kiss to my head softly and hugs me tightly.

Anyway, I felt safe to have him with me there. I don't know when I was fell asleep beside him. I wish I have a good night at that time. Our little time will be a precious time in my life...