I am a bad man

A new beginning (don't mind the picture I was bored)

When I wake up in the morning love

And the sunlight hurts my eyes

Something without warning love

There's heavy on my mind

Just one look at me

Then I'll know

Today's going to be a lovely day

*~*

January......

Even though I was still unstable and couldn't handle my personal life my father saw it fit to make me go to school and it was my second year so nothing was gonna be good with the way I was gently escorted out of school last year

.....someone please call the police ambulance something someone I don't know becca don't do it a teacher shouts as I continue to strangle her colleague wow that was a good time I smirk at the memory as it flushes through my mind. Wow I was the best at whatever that moment was.....

First week  school has began , my second year in this hell hole which I am exiled to. "Why is my parent so cruel????" I wonder  doesn't he recall last year or he just needs a reminder perhaps

A message enters my and my father's phone(yes I said father although all the time I call him tom I don't know why but its the way I am....."Classes are to begin as always parents and no late coming will not be accepted!!!!".Wow such a spoiler alert. But its obvious he would be stricter with me then the rest I think he doesn't like me but he can always suck on my dick cause that don't mean nothing then two flying fucks to me.

I reach school obviously earlier then the rest of the school body because Tom's a freak when it comes to time, he doesn't want me to leand into the bad books again or he just thought it be better to be punctual but I know I will find someone to hang with just for a bit even if I don't know them people being afraid of you but nice just seemed to work in my advantage. Once I reached school it was empty, a dessert ,you could scream and no one would hear you wow great . Great way to start the year huh tom I say to myself as I kick a raising ant hillin my way. Firstly I don't like the fact that im here secondly we still wear uniform can you believe that in this day and age uniform.

"Where is everyone!" I mumble a shout lost and alone. "This is the first day of school yet no initiation had taken place wow the one time  tom takes me to school this happens wow I wish that ass wipe of a brother dropped me here ,although we would have fought on the way as usual resulting in me walking my way to school but hey it wasn't his car all he could do was through a tantrum or threaten to tell . "I smirk good times

This can't be right, turning around and walking foward to what seemed to be a new class that popped out of the blue funny enough it was painted blue.I wonder what that is

"Becca !"a distant voice calls out but I just ignore ." The way my school has so many people running around makes me sceptical sarcasm even though I can't use it properly at least I know what it means how many of you can say that aloud.

IF only they were hopeful. I wonder if there is a difference between me and them " I mumble to myself not hearing that I am as loud as I can be.

Suddenly a unknown figure grabs me from the back and turns me around "what the fuck, there is such a thing like greeting you know"weighing the obvious

"Look who's talking . You were busy talking alone like a mad man your brother was right you do need to go to the Looney bin"my ownly friend Given responds.

"I am a mad man....I mean a mad women afterall don't forgot my brother is the enemy here" I say and we both burst into laughter

Wow we always were unknown and made life easy and uncomplicated

Can we pretended that airplane

In the night sky

Is a shouting star cause I could really use a wish right now

I could use a fairy or a Ginnie right now

To go back to a place more similar then this (when she was here and still existed )

Cause after all the parting and tears

And all the glitz and glamour fades

And the time you fade to the blackness and you staring at the phone in your hands

Remembering how no one calls you back

But thats how the story unfolds

You get another hand once you close your own

And when your plans unravelein the sand

What would you wish for if you had one chance

*~*

Flashing back into and a memory.....

Wednesday 11 January 2018

Approximately 06:40

"Tom ,do I really have to dress up as captin marvel like can't I just dress up as a murderer I'd look good in that "I whine gently

"Becca you know its compulsory and its not like you have a choice, do you?"looks at me as if I was asking a trick question

"Okay okay you don't have to act like a smartass please"I respond with a grin on my face

Honestly it was quite rare to find an African child answer thier parent back in such a manner but I was at that point were he didn't care anymore he never raised his hand to me no matter how I provoked him  luckily or else I would've been chided brutally since early childhood and plus he could never see my cry

...Wonders off...

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-"I won't let anything happen to you"-he says to the baby in his hands a tear escapes and falls on the baby's forehead

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Back to reality lies still the flashback or is it_

A few minutes pass approximately 15/20 minutes and we arrived at school. Although it was past the border it was just a couple of minutes away and who wouldn't mind passing a captivating view of the pond.

"Initiation week oh what fun we'll probably have fun "I say sarcastically lifting my fingers .

As I Chuck myself outta the car (chuck like chuck Norris you get it)

I evaluate my surroundings to find that this was a actual war zone filled with screams and "us" little people fleeing in terror .

Left, right, left, right, I can almost hear the perfects say it as if they were drill sergeants . "Tom is it necessary for me to be here can't I just come when shool is in progress and not this baloney is over"I say pulling out my puppy eyes but it was to no avail.

"Young lady you are going to enter this school whether you like it or not"he announces remembering his words "I see good things coming your way"he says in his mind.

"Fine whatever its not like you love me or anything"i mumble as I enter the school gate and look behind me to see tom staring at me as if he was  broken into a million parts but happy as if he gave  away his burden .Good riddance I can almost hear him say in my mind.

I look forward to see the school sign "Articon High where your adventure begins more like were your dreams die "I mutter unaware that someone overheard me "Wow ,don't like the school too?"the stranger says with a smirk on her face.

The stranger was gorgeous she had big brown eyes (those ones that PUPPIES use against us), dimples deeper then my pockets , was of the fairest complexion and was as cute as a new born baby. It was like looking at a life size Barbie doll.

"Hi im Given and you are?" She says with a wide smile. "Becca and by the looks of it you are the only person I know" I say enthusiastically . She smiles and leads the way to the massacre, three full days of torture and the weekend also. It's quiet odd but I never let that sink into my waste bin of memories.

Kill me now

My love

My touch

Up above

Played with the warmth of my

Heart

Stay close to me

Baby

Ohh this is going to hurt me

We got assigned to different points and different empires or commander's. Where I had to scream out or sing out "Sammy you so fine, you so fine ,you so fine "  and I preferred screaming it irritated him him and he didn't let it show so like a motherfucker which I was I did it happily. She only had to hold his umbrella . Unbelievable isn't it.

I couldn't believe my misfortune. But it was about looks in high school and unfortunately I didn't have it

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