AreumBear141

Aria was reborn again and again after she died at 25 . Her purpose in life was only to yearn for love from her dad and brothers despite them mistreating her . 

Having a weird dream before got reborn again , she decide it was time to end her obsession for love . This time she will make sure she won't budge even if her family really love her !!!

In order to escape , I start my journey to orphanage ! Yes ! I don't need family this time ! Go away , love !!! Let's be an orphan instead ! 


But .....


Something has gone wrong in her journey of becoming an orphan . 


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This story is based of FL trying to learn what is real family and searching for her happiness ಥ‿ಥ 
Based on genre , yes , there won't be a romance (o´･_･)っ since it's a family themed .

If you want to find romance , you can find to out my other novels ＼(^o^)／

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I Won't Budge This Time

She though it was gonna be endless . Maybe this time she's gonna die again because she can't wake up no matter what . She heard everything around her but no matter how hard she tried , she can't move , she can't open her eyes . 


Then , the dream occurs again . There , she meets her past self . A young woman who's dying at the age of 25 years old . The ' her ' that died in the original novel . 


The woman smiled at her as if she's not aggrieved at all after what she's been through . She spoke up with a gentle voice .


" Aria ... you know this is not real , right .. ? "


Aria furrowed her brows and speak with her short tongue .


The woman patted her head and saw her eyes to eyes .


" It's not real , Aria .. No matter what happen to me , it's not gonna happen to you .. I am me and you are you . "


She was confused . Why is it not real . Of course everything was real . Her multiple lives . It's real . Everything is real .


" Lies ! I wemember evewything ! Father is cwuel ! Bwothers too ! They kill us ! " 


( Lies ! I remember everything ! Father is cruel ! Brothers too ! They kill us ! ) 


" No darling .. You deserve to be happy .. Just forget everything okay .. ? Treat it as a long nightmare . Everything is gonna be okay .. It will be fine .. "


Aria cried hearing the words . All her life , there's no one to comfort her . She had to endure it . Always endure everything . But even now she had to hear these comforting words from her own self . How laughable and sad . 


" Shhh .. It's okay .. It's not your fault . Just forget everything . Forget all of it . Lead a happy life and just .. don't ever go back to your family ... our family ... Trust me , you will be happy this time . If you don't believe me , open your eyes . "


She didn't know what happen but the moment other her said that , she gather her strength and her eyes moved . 


And ... That was the scene she saw . Strangers with a beautiful aunt she saw before she lost consciousness . They look so happy as if they had no trouble to think to . 


Her family was not like this . All she ever gets was insults and abuses . She was taught that happiness is to follow whatever her family told her to do . It doesn't matter what it is , even if she had to endure beatings , she was fine as long as she's got her family attention . 


This is not fair . She wanted to be in these people kind of family too . 


Happiness . Is this the kind of family with love .. Real kind of love .. ? 


She remember everything . Every kind of pain . Her past lives . Although it's blurry now , she felt the pain , the unfairness , her unfair life . 


So what's the point the her in dream told her to forget ? Forget ?! How ? Just how .. ?


She tears up again . It's already hard enough to run away from her home . Does she has to go back again .. ? What should she do now .. ? 


FORGET EVERYTHING .