Chapter 3

- Part 6

-To move to our new apartment in the city.

As soon as they had decided everything, they had organized everything in record time.

In such a short time Ms. Tefta had done so much for my father that he was already thinking in her mind.

As sleepy as I was, I went to the first floor in the living room, Dad was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper drinking coffee.

I went up to you and asked him;

• Dad, why did you make such an unexpected decision, we have many memories in this house, we love village life ...?!

But still without finishing well what I wanted to express. The loud crackle was heard from the wooden stairs, Mrs. Tefta was coming down hard rushing towards us.

She sat down next to her father, grabbing his hand and with an ironic look she said;

• Klara, you are now a big and smart girl, you have to understand your father, the city will do you good, you will be able to expand your knowledge about life, you are used to the village and you are to blame.

I held back and did not speak, I looked at my father for a few seconds and my eyes filled with tears, I thought he was saying something but the silence prevailed.

I went back to my room and slammed the door as hard as I could.

• Do not do kshu, now we go out at night, we will have friends, we will not be farmers ..- Alba told me, laughing as if implicitly. Always when she and her mother harassed me, the choice not to oppose you was ultimately not worth it.

I took the suitcase out of the closet, and so amidst the tears that never ceased I gathered my things.

From the bedside table I took the frame with the photo of my mother, I kissed her and apologized on behalf of dad, because leaving the house it seemed to me as if we were leaving her too.

I got ready and got out of the car, others' voices humming with joy as I was pulling 1 piece of my soul out of place.

• Where's the ball ??? ..- I asked so suddenly.

• We sold all the livestock and donated the dog ..- replied Mrs. Tefta.

My pain doubled, I understood the disinterest of others, after all they had nothing but me living together on the same roof, but what was happening to my father?

How could he separate me from everything I loved? Didn't he see that I was about to be destroyed?

The car started, and from behind I looked at our house as we left, it seemed to say "I will miss you".

I leaned my head against the window pane and in a trembling voice I said;

• Dad remember, I was once your mountain fairy, now I will be left alone on the mountain because the fairy killed him ..

She turned her head, saw me and resumed her way.

All the while everyone was raving about the city, even before they arrived they were still making different plans, and I ... ahhh I didn't exist, I was just a living body breathing.

We arrived in the city and stopped in front of the 1st building, it was very tall, my father immediately told us that our apartment was on the 5th floor.

It was a beautiful place, very different from the village but it looked beautiful, I didn't see the green anywhere, it didn't make a big impression on me.

The whole day was spent organizing, from time to time I looked outside, there were lots of colored lights everywhere when it got dark but none could compare to the starlight in the open sky when I went out into the backyard of the village.

The next day it would be torture by itself, I would go to the new school ..

-Parte 7

.The legs were not at all pushed to go, the desire to become an educator had completely vanished.

If you do not feel the needle of my friend, I will not use my whole name in the cortex on the retro, I will feel only the rumen of the machine for the road.

I went to school with Alba, because it always had to be a stately and Ragazzi, not living in the city and other nonsense that did not attract me.

I also used my password, my vagina I wander elsewhere, to my father.

No as soon as we arrived in front of the school, it was a very large building, it seemed the end of it.

Hundreds of students rushed towards the path of knowledge, some embraced, some spoke, others laughed, but for me winda situa sadhe, I was complete alone, it seemed to me an unknown world.

I went to the class where I was assigned after asking the management, as soon as I opened the door the teacher introduced me, no one greeted me, everyone said something between his teeth, I lowered my head and went to the last bench, but there was an empty space, everyone was sitting in pairs except me alone

For all the pace at which the student and the student are supported by various arguments, they reserve the right and at the moment do not see the time when the bell rings for turning the house.

Do not use the Alba cortex and screw with glass eyas, without guarding any of the parts, so that the quality of the mince is reduced to a large amount of water but not applied.

Tornai a sola casa, e entered la signora Tefta me lo ask;

•where is Alba, whyyou not came back both ?!

• If you do not have enough, you will not be able to ... ...

• you don't have your brain in your head, .

I was scooping up in tears and my course was in my camera, I did not put all the pressure on it, I did not have to support the fact that all of it went through all of it, I did not import as many mature fossae as I did, but only 1 kids.

With the cornice of my mother on the brachia, and it is piano next to it is modified.

was le 18:00 when daddy is came back and he wake me up for diner, i have forget about the hungry I have.

For all this reason, the table and the continuum are transiently consuming the diner.

Improvisation of these pads;

1924 / 5000

Translation results

• You know that our economy is falling more and more, I have to leave for Greece as soon as possible, if I take a bus ticket tomorrow I will leave immediately.

Others rejoiced at this news, Alba and Ms. Tefta also started asking you about different articles she sent you in the mail, but I, I just stayed there looking at all the love.

• Dad, how can I stay away from you, I will miss you ..- I turned to you, and before finishing the sentence Mrs. Tefta was thrown;

• Klara darling, we are your family too, I love you as much as my daughter ...- Meanwhile she was smiling so sweetly that for a moment I thought that she really loved me.

• You are no longer young, you have to understand the situation ..- replied the father.

I said no more, after all who cared how I felt or what I thought.

Everyone went into the living room to watch TV, while I was busy cleaning and tidying up the kitchen, I wanted to help a little.

After I finished it all, I sat on the sofa next to my dad, who was explaining a few things to us about how they should work after he left.

As different as it might seem, he had turned out to be a stranger.

The hour passed in the blink of an eye, the next day when I came home from school I couldn't find him at home, so before going to sleep I kissed him and hugged him very tightly.

• I'll be back soon, so fast that you won't notice my absence ..- he told me, holding me in his arms with tears in his eyes.

I didn't sleep all night, my father even now that he was there I missed him because he wasn't the same, but when he wasn't there at all what would have happened ?!

She arrived in the morning and I left with Alba to go to school.

I'd rather die than experience the bullying there that day.

I didn't know that life would now face me with new challenges, my story entitled "loneliness" started from there ..

- Part 8

-As soon as I was in the schoolyard, everyone was looking at me in a strange way, I didn't understand why, I just felt very bad and so I headed to my class.

I opened the door, and the 2 boys on the first bench told me with a laugh;

• You have found the way to come orphaned peasants ..

It was the first time someone had called me that, my eyes watered and my heart hurt easily, but once again I didn't give up, I sat quietly and concentrated on the lesson, I wanted to forget about it.

All day I was confronted with the bad nicknames of my peers, I could not even answer them, I had lost strength and pride.

Now you too will think where they discovered my condition in such a short time or not?!

Well the day that passed, when Alba did not come back with me but was late, which brought me against Mrs. Tefta, she immediately made friends and instead of telling each other, she did nothing but make fun of me. to me, and one by one they had already spread throughout the school.

I sat on a bench in the courtyard and looked around, how evil the world is I thought, that in childhood we feel hatred and resentment for someone else, even if we are consciously talking about another's life.

The lesson ended and I went home alone, once again Alba continued with her stubbornness.

As soon as I got home, I called Ms. Tefta directly.

• I'm not responsible for your daughter, we don't have a big age difference, but even if I wanted to learn she doesn't listen to me ...- I turned to you, I preceded her criticism because in the end I was not her fault .

• I do not prevent him from going out, we are not here in the village, now let's forget about the words and do the chores and dinner, today I'm not well ..- she replied.

I asked him what she had about her but I shook my head, I didn't want to disturb him anymore and I got busy.

It was already dark and I still hadn't finished my homework and hadn't done my homework.

I set the table and we began to eat, looking from time to time at the chair where Dad was sitting, how everything seemed empty without him.

While Alba and Ms. Tefta were talking, I felt a little embarrassed, Andy was staring at me and for a few minutes he was just looking at me, I asked him if he wanted something from the kitchen but he shook his head in denial.

When I was in bed I could not feel my body, I fell asleep immediately due to fatigue.

I went to school to read and take lessons, while there I experienced the bullying that came and went.

I could not wait to leave, that building was holding my breath, every time someone made fun of me I felt that I was sticking a knife into my body.

When I got home, did my chores and cooked again, Ms. Tefta had done nothing.

This situation continued for a long time, at school she was treated as an orphan and miserable, while in the so-called family as a maid.

I fell considerably from classes, I had not yet made friends, I rarely spoke on the phone with my father, but every time he asked me how I was and I lied to him telling him that I was very happy.

It was Saturday, a day off, everyone had come to town except me, I was forced to take care of the house as usual, even since we moved the only places I visited were the school and the market.

While I was washing the dishes the doorbell rang, I washed my hands with a towel and went to open it, it was Andy.

• I came back because I have some bread to eat ..- he told me.

I filled the plate with the plate and left it on the table, but as I continued to wash the dishes, his gaze urged me.

After he finished the food, he took the plate to the sink, stood behind me and his hand touched my hand.

• Enough, get away from me, to be ashamed ..- I shouted turning towards him and pushing him with my hands.

• I like Klara, we are not really brothers and sisters so we can do something ..- he replied, shaking my arm and kissing me on his neck.

Only "arguing" with his ignorance of him, the keys were heard opening the door, he released me directly and spoke as if nothing had happened.

Talking to her as I was, I ran to Mrs Tefta and hugged her crying, my whole body trembled.

• What happened, why are you like that ?! ..- he asked.

I was trying to say it but the words didn't come to me, Andi went there and told him that he was going out with some friends, his acting left me speechless ..

After calming down a bit, I explained in detail to her and Alba what I had experienced shortly before their arrival, and after Mrs. Tefta listened carefully to me she got up and said;

• You will have massaged yourself because there is no possibility, that boy yes, if you provoked him he will give a sign ...- and he will go to his room.

The world turned me upside down, I had endured everything but it was superfluous.

I tore my jacket out of the closet and went out furiously.

I just wanted to leave that damn place, from that place where only death was salvation ..

I cried and screamed in the street, but there was no one to hear me, it was only the rain that wet my face.

I took the bus and went to the village, where I was once a mountain fairy, where I had all the love in the world, I wanted to go to my mother, cry and express my pain at her grave ...

Countinue ...