Chapter 6

-Part 17

Maybe 1 day ...

-And so thinking all of a sudden I look at Gene across the street, the stress has taken my body directly.

I started wandering around the store because I didn't know what to do as soon as I came across the door.

• Hi Clara, I don't want to bother you but I wanted to see that you are okay ..- she said to me, and her embarrassment was noticed.

• Welcome, come in, thank you for your interest, very kind ..- I replied, and lowered my head, those butterflies in my stomach had just started again.

He came and sat at the table next to the cash register, inviting me to sit across from him and talk.

• Are you really okay? How are they from command? I didn't come because I was busy with work, I didn't even meet Andin ..

• They ... are fine ..- I stammered and put my hands tightly together, my whole body was sweating.

• Will you continue school, what are your goals? ..- continued to ask me various questions about the school.

Somewhere I was stuck, and somewhere I answered as in a low voice, I didn't know what to say because I myself wasn't aware of how I was going to create my future.

Just speaking, he stopped for a moment and looked at me strangely, his gaze widened.

• What are those marks on the arms and neck ??? Who did you do ??? ..- he asked indignantly.

• These .. these are nothing, I was just killed .. - while I was trying to hide, from the great emotions I had with his arrival, I had completely forgotten them.

He got up and walked over to me, grabbed my arms and pulled up the sleeves of my blouse.

• Please, I have nothing ..- I told him trying to get rid of it, but it was useless.

• Who did you tell me? Are these signs of violence? ..- continued to insist.

And I was determined not to tell him, but he didn't stop asking, I couldn't take his pressure anymore, even though for my sake I pushed him away with both hands and sat down, closed my eyes and started to to cry. Den.

I didn't want to feel guilty but I couldn't control myself, I was emotionally overwhelmed.

He approached and sat down, wrapping me in his arms, crouching like a snail in his shell, and caressing my hair he said to me;

• Now you have me, don't worry, it will pass ..

He was a stranger to me, but I felt very close to him, his words warmed my paralyzed soul that was looking for love, I also wanted to be important to someone, I also wanted to feel appreciated by someone.

After calming down a bit, I apologized, I didn't want to put him in a difficult position at all, but each of us goes through a crisis at times, especially after the trauma I have experienced.

• Please tell me, you also need to express yourself, I will listen to you, I will bring out what kills you so much inside ..- he said further him.

I didn't know where to start, I didn't know if I was doing right to open up to him, the only thing I knew was that strong feeling he made me feel, which was incredibly beautiful but inexplicable.

• Since my father died, the situation at home is very confused, almost every day we have quarrels and inconsistencies of ideas ..- I started to say.

• And the signals?

• Andi..Andi wanted to abuse me ..- and I lowered my head again, I was already ashamed of him.

• Jooo, I knew families with values, I thought they were people but .. I'll tell him ..- he started screaming pushing chairs.

• Please don't do it, I didn't tell you because I want something from you, maybe I didn't do well to say it but that ..- and before it ended I interrupted myself;

• I am here with you, from the first time I saw you I liked you, you had something different from the other girls I know .. Maybe life sacrifices made you like this, but I see that you are unique, strong, in the eyes I see yours sadness but also your courage to go on.

• I don't know what to say ..- I was totally confused.

• You are not guilty, do not blame yourself, for everything you need tell me, I will always be there if you ask me ..- and he kissed me on the cheek drying my tears.

My heart was about to burst from moment to moment, mixed feelings and many thoughts were confusing my mind, was it really Geni as he described himself in the words he said, or did he also want to take advantage of me and take off just as well?

I had to leave for work and I would have continued with that topic.

• I'll write to you at dinner, take care of yourself ..- he told me as he left.

The whole day went by like this, I couldn't wait to go to Mama Hamide and get her advice.

She had cooked me a delicious dinner, the smell of the dish could be felt from the outside, I remembered my childhood once again, my mom at hand.

• Are you tired today? How do you feel? ..- she asked me as soon as she opened the door and took my jacket and my bag.

• I'm very well, thanks for existing ..- I said to her and jumped into her arms.

We both sat down and started eating, while I was also telling him what had happened to me during the day.

• Your face is shining tonight, I like that guy too, he seemed sober and logical, it seems clear that he has an interest in you ..- she started talking to me about her opinion of her about him.

Just like she thought, but as afraid as I was, I couldn't believe it so much at once, time would be what would prove any doubts on the subject.

After I finished with the bread, I got up and did the cleaning, I had bothered my mother Hamide a lot.

She was sitting and watching TV, while I wanted to take a shower and lie down, I didn't have the strength to stand up.

While I was combing my wet hair in the room, the phone rang, it was Mrs. Tefta, my hands were shaking.

• hallo Klara, how are you, soul? Where are you, why doesn't he come? I know what happened but don't forget we're a family, Andi doesn't look when he's drunk, forgive me and come back here it's your nest ..- she was telling me

I didn't say a word, I heard her to some extent and I hung up, she wasn't curious about my health, but she needed the money and services, how useless I was in that family.

I sat on the bed and with my eyes from heaven was dreaming, I wanted to change everything, I would no longer be that wise and conscientious girl that everyone trampled on.

1 star fell immediately and I made 1 wish, I did the same as a kid ..

"Maybe one day I too would be surrounded by people who would love me for the good, so that happiness would come into my life." - Part 18

-And while I was dreaming of a better tomorrow, I fell asleep.

It was 1pm when the phone rang and woke me up.

• hello Klara, I know you're sleeping but I didn't want to sleep to hear the voice, it's late but now I'm done working ..- it was Geni, and so I replied sleepily;

• No problem, are you tired ?!

• A little bit yes, but now that I feel you I feel relaxed .. Are you really okay or are you lying to me? ..- she continued.

• I'm very good, believe me, except please don't do or say anything against Andy, I don't want to get you in trouble.

• Klara, I want to be together, I want to be a protective shoulder for you. If you also want to go out tomorrow, have a coffee and talk in more detail ..

• But I, I don't know what to say, I want some time ..- I didn't wait for his proposal, even though I knew he had the consent to me again, I was shocked when he told me.

• No, do not answer now, I understand very well the situation you are in right now, but do not rush at all, think now and when you are ready tell me ...- he continued.

• So see you tomorrow, good night and sweet sleep Gen.

• Goodnight Klara, I'll wait for you tomorrow after work at the center ...- and he hangs up the phone.

From the great joy that I had, I wanted to get up and dance, put the phone on my chest, close my eyes and smile to myself, it reminded me of his face, how very happy I felt in those moments.

The morning of that day seemed more beautiful to me, the sun seemed to shine more than usual, I had 1 energy as rarely, I felt more alive.

After cleaning I went to the kitchen, there was mama Hamide preparing breakfast, I greeted her and kissed her on the cheek, she had already taken a very special place in my heart, I considered her a grandmother.

• How are you today honey? ..- she asked me offering me the glass of hot milk.

• I feel like I was reborn, last night Geni picked me up and invited me out for a coffee, he even offered me to be together.

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