Chapter 10

—And good?

Well, he could not deny that in the omega's mind was a horrible dilemma, with chest pain that did not let him think clearly, with the suffocating heat he felt, he had never felt like this before, he had gotten used to being hot for that garment that adorned her neck but since the alpha in front of her appeared, she wanted to take it off and no, she couldn't, she wasn't going to let her see it that way.

—I came to apologize, I shouldn't have treated you like that but you're also to blame.

Anthony is a reasonable and quite empathetic person, but he did not know what was wrong with him, he was in a complete debate on whether to go and hug his precious omega telling him that everything will be fine, to forgive him, that he loved him.

And the other part of him just that he wanted to go from there, leave only the omega there because he was not going to tolerate another rejection, without a doubt it was a complete debate, the second option was surprisingly high.

—Why?

—You, you, you went to my house and, and, and I don't like being touched.

James internally cursed himself for having stuttered, What was he now? A retard? He bit his lip trying to calm his nervousness, he did not know, he did not understand what was happening to him and he hated himself more for not knowing it, he was starting to curse the day that alpha came into his life.

That he turned his world upside down and couldn't control it, came with his perfect smile, his squeezable dimples, his, his manly body, not to mention his tender gestures and ...

Come on Velmond react!

You can't fall for an alpha, you can't, you just can't, even though he's the only alpha who treats him like a human being, that's why he was so important to him, that's why he was standing in front of it, with nerves spike and unexplained chest pain.

—Okay, excuse me for worrying about you and I'm sorry if I dared to touch you.

—What?

Worrying? Had you heard right? I notice how Anthony crossed his arms releasing a tired and angry sigh, was he? Had he made him angry? He didn't know but if he cared, he didn't want to see it wrong Much less his fault, he cared about the alpha despite not showing it.

—You didn't show up for a whole week, what did you want me to do? Wait for you?

—It wasn't your business.

He bit his lip trying to silence a sob, remembering why he had not appeared that day, taking pills for muscle pain, trying to heal the wounds that were still present on his body but not so strong anymore, he had still loved to see the alpha on his doorstep caring for someone as miserable as him.

Anthony to tell the truth he felt pissed off by the attitude of the omega, he felt tired of his rejection, he had tried everything, the longer he felt that he was getting further away from James, he just wanted him to get closer, to trust him, he had him patience, too much, but it also hurt, he also felt the rejection of the omega, he did not know if he was going to endure so much.

—No, it wasn't, I looked for you anyway, I went anyway, I wanted to take care of you anyway but ..... if you don't want it, I shouldn't keep trying.

He clenched his fists feeling helpless of not being able to do anything, maybe there will be another opportunity but this was not it, turning around starting to walk towards his classroom, he had a pending class and he was just wasting time in that hall.

—Anthony.

He heard his call but he ignored increasing the pace of his walk feeling heavy with each step he took, he must have listened to Marcos and left, he must have listened to him from the first day but his wolf was stubborn, love cannot be denied, he can't, he couldn't.

—Anthony!

While James wondered, Why did everything go wrong for him? He always got disgusted, many good people wanted to get close to him, help him, support him at least but he always ended up pushing them away, driving them away, thus he ended up isolated from everyone and he didn't care if he did.

But.

Why does it hurt so much? What does that alpha have that can't leave him alone? He wanted so much for someone to explain, he wanted to have the alpha looking at him with those sweet eyes telling him that everything would be fine.

Now nothing was right.

Nothing.