Chapter 3: Doubt

*Third Person's POV*

It was Tuesday in the morning.

Only the chirping of the birds and the loud wind all around of his room you could only hear.

After an hour.

He woke up because of the dazzling sunlight that hit his face.

"Oh-crap!" He said angrily while covering his eyes with his right hand.

"What was that? Why there's already sunlight outside? My alarm Clock didn't ring yet!" he lazily and drowsy said.

After a couple of minutes.

He got up quickly when he realizes something.

"Sh*t!!!!! Did I turned off the alarm clock the other night?!" He shockly react after seeing that it's 7:28 am already.

Instead of taking a bath, he just washed his face and dressed up quickly and immediately slung the strap of his backpack over his right shoulder and

ran as fast as he could to the stairs.

But before he could start stepping on the stairs. He stopped when he saw his Mommy and Daddy sitting while talking on the couch downstairs.

He was surprised because at this time they should already be at work.

Even though he was still a little sullen with them, he slowly came down and greeted his Mom and Dad.

"Good morning Mom and Dad" and bow down his head together with his hands in a prayer position.

Even when they are already in America, he still carries his usual Thai tradition.

Although his Mom and Dad were obviously surprised by him who suddenly appeared, they still tried to hide it.

"Ow. Y-You're here. Good morning too son." his father said and force a smile.

"Ah, L-let's eat" said his mom and wiped the teardrops in her eyes.

Although Fah is worried for his mom at that time. He still manage to show his cold side aura.

Back then, he was very happy every time when his parents ate with him but this time he just remained cold with his parents and they were even more surprised when Fah refuse to eat with them.

"No, I'm good mom, dad. I'm late already. I have to go now." he coldly said and went directly to his Yaya Beth's room.

But he was surprised after he opened the door. His Yaya Beth wasn't there.

So he continued to walk inside and opened his Yaya Beth's cabinets. But he was more surprised when he saw nothing inside there. This time, only the fast beating of his heart he could only hear. He started to feel nervous and his hand began shaking.

He ran fas to the living room and found his mom and dad still standing there as if they knew that he was coming back.

"Mom, Dad where's yaya Beth?" he asked in the middle of his breathing.

He was still shaking and feeling nervous right now.

But, it felt much worse when his mom and dad didn't answered him. Both of his parents just exchange their thoughts with staring each others eyes.

"Mom! Dad!" he shouted.

This time, he can't control his emotions already.

His dad tried to calm him down by holding his both shoulders.

"Chao Fah, listen. You knew that you're in danger, right?" His father asked.

"So what!? I knew already that I have to die sooner or later Dad!!! He shouted all of his strength.

His mother begans to cry as she realized that his one and only son just shouted at his father. At them.

Fah suddenly calmed down when he noticed that his mother is crying already.

" M-mom, I'm sorry." He apologize sincerely. He just can't really want to see his mom crying, specially when it's because of him.

His mother nod repeatedly and wipe her tears from her eyes.

"It's okay son. I understand why you're being like this. You probably much more closer to your Yaya Beth than us.

I'm sorry if we're always working and don't have time for you. I'm sorry if your Yaya Beth is the only one who's always there beside you instead of us but trust me, I love you very much son. I and your dad really loves you so much. We're just doing all of this for your own's sake. You may not understand it now but I know you will understand everything when the right time com---" her mom didn't finish his sentence when his son hug him tightly.

"Enough, mom. Enough. I don't want to see you cry just because of me."

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FAH's POV

Because of the dramatic scene earlier I'm more late than later of latest. Argh!!!

Why did I act like that earlier?

I should've not. Yeah, I admit it. I'm still a little bit confuse why they didn't go to work earlier. But whatever reason or excuses that I have in my mind it isn't still enough to shout and to argue with them. They're still my parents after all and I should've act like their one and only son too.

Anyways, after that dramatic scene earlier I already apologized to them and luckily they admit it that they aren't mad at all. They'll just tell me that they understand me and it's their fault also.

After hearing that to them earlier I felt guilty right now. Gosh self! You're a man, why you're being like this!

Anyways, Eventhough they already forgive me I still just can't forget about Yaya Beth. Why isn't she at home?

Where is she? Honestly, Earlier when I'm on the stairs yet and saw them talking about something, my guts were telling me that it was about me.

Also, the time when I entered Yaya Beth's room and when I ran back to the living room they're still standing there as if they knew that I would come back and asked them where Yaya Beth is.

Random emotions that I'm feeling right now. I'm a little bit confused, a little bit curious and too much doubt.

I don't know why but I really am feeling doubt to them right now cause it feels like they're hiding something from me.

First, is about Yaya Beth.

Second, Why am I still alive.

Third, The sadness of their eyes earlier.

Is there something that I don't know?

Well, I'll search it on my own.