"Ocean is strong power
 Ocean is our life
If you won't be able to
Survive against its wave
You die"
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Throughout my entire existence, I have wept incessantly due to my shattered heart and ruined life. The pain and suffering I endured, the loss of loved ones, the abandonment by those I held dear, the constant reminders of my worthlessness from everyone around me, and the relentless abuse I endured - all of it left me yearning for love that was never bestowed upon me.

It was my own family who betrayed my trust, repeatedly, until I became nothing more than an empty shell, devoid of any warmth or compassion.

I made a solemn vow to myself that I would never allow my family to hurt me again. I promised to stand up for myself, to become someone who would make those who deemed me insignificant bow down before me.

I made a resolution to persevere and make the most out of my circumstances.

But amidst the deceit and pain inflicted upon me by my own kin, did I ever stumble upon love and happiness?

Let us delve into this matter, shall we?

Survival Journey

Someone if you only love them when you want to. Love isn't 


Love doesn't wait until you're on break, you can't love someone only when it's convenient for you. Real unconditional love is going through the good & bad.¶ 


His kiss...oh how much I have been craving for his kiss. 


How much I have been wanting to feel his sweet and soft lips on mine..finally I'm breathing again..finally I got what I had been craving.his. kiss. 


So sweet, so addictive and I'm drowning on it. This is what I have been missing since last eight years. 


"Someone please pinch me to make me realize it's not a dream" he is here..really here with me at this moment kissing me. 


His kiss held so much of promise...saying not be scared anymore I'm here..here for you to protect you, to hold you and to love you and I'm just falling deeper into the abyss of this euphoria. 


MeEtInG RoNiN