Hearts

##Derin##

It was a tough judge today. He wanted to convict me soo bad. But thank God the jury didn't agree. Joanas mom have come to every court date. I was greateful for her presence. She would pray with me during recess haha she was truly a woman of faith. Today is my last court appearance they close that chapter between me and Amber. She would often threatened saying "She could make all this stop If I agree to marry her" She was delusional. Joana was back from college. She still look beautiful even being so huge. I couldn't ask her to marry me now look what I've done? she is probably done with me after Amber display. I walked out of the courtroom eager to go home. I thank joana, her mom, Keisha and Jerry for sticking with me through all this. I got in my car and drove home. I wanted to spend a quiet afternoon by myself.

##Joana##

Keisha: I know his relieved.

She said getting inside my house. I couldn't understand did he still want to marry me or not?

Keisha: Let go ask him. Jerry is eating downstairs. I swear all he wants to do is eat haitian food.

Joana: Do you think we should go? am due any day now. I would like to know if he would be there.

Keisha: Shut up you just want to talk to him.

Joana: Is that wrong?

Keisha: Lets go find out.

We all drove to his house. We seen him sitting on his all white table looking outside through his glass house. My baby was sad. Keisha knocked, He opened inviting us in. He looked so sad. We all sat down on his white table, Noone had any thing to say.

Keisha: Lets play truth or dare?

Joana: What haha

Keisha: You got some alcohol?

Derin: Yeah

Joana: I can't drink you guys.

Derin: You could drink water.

Joana: Okay

Why did I keep smilling?

Keisha: Jerry

Jerry: Lets go baby!

Keisha: When you fucked Amber was she good?

Why I agreed to this game? she soo unapropriate.

Jerry: Ima drink! haha

Jerry: Derin!

Derin: Here we go!

That made him smile I was glad.

Jerry: Who gave you the most explosive sex everytime?

Derin: Haha you stupid!

He looked at me then drank

Keisha: Joanna!

Joana: Haha no don't pick me?

Keisha: Hahah have you ever touch yourself for pleasure. You gotta tell us who you thought of

Joana: Hahah you stupid! Um no I've never touch myself you perve

Jerry: Joana!

Joana: No! Why everybody picking me hahaha

Jerry: I have this strong insight that when you pleasuring another you twerk on it!

I can't believe he would tell our friends that I slap his chest laughing. He was laughing too saying "I don't know why you hitting me he ask you a question!"

Joana: Um I'll drink! Keisha

Keisha: I know what you gone ask too. You stupid; okay, am ready!

Keisha: Have you ever wanted to change body type with me?

Keisha: Oh I thought your question was serious. Hell yeah!

Derin: Joana

I got frighten immediately

Joana: Um Yeah?

Derin: You slept with anyone in college

Joana: No

Jerry: Keisha!

Keisha: Yeah

Jerry: Do You fake your orgasm?

Keisha: Ask another question

Jerry: No, that's my question!

Me and derin was laughing telling her to answer.

Keisha: Sometimes not all the time.

Jerry: Wow

Joana: Derin

Derin: Shoot

Joana: Did you have more fun with Amber than any of your exes?

Jerry: Young mind wants to know!

Derin: No!

Keisha: Why you stayed with her that long?

Derin: Um. She had alot of my trait I thought if I couldn't love her than I didn't deserve love either.

Derin: Jerry!

Jerry: Bring it on Bro!

Derin: "When you pleasuring another?" haha is that how he said it?

Joana: Yeah hahaha

Derin: Do you imagine yourself black when you in it! haha

Jerry: Ima drank!

It was good to see him again. I love him so much. I hope he didn't change his mind again.

Keisha said good night but I wanted to stay, I didn't want to leave him

Joana: Um can I stay? Your house is closer to the hospital, am due any day now

Derin: Um Yeah sure.

Joana: Okay can I have one of your t-shirt I'll get my clothes tomorrow

He smiled and agreed. He makes my heart smile soo much. I went to the guess room. I kept tossing and turning. He was right in the next room. It's been a few months I've missed him, Being pregnant got me soo horny but he wasn't in the mood I could tell. What conversation can I start with him? Let me just woble over there am sure I'll come up with something. I knock on his door he opens. "Shoot say something" I thought

Joana: Am cramping, My mom usually gives me a message can you um

Derin: Oh yeah come in

That was the dumbest lie. He laid me on the bed I had one of his big shirt on, nothing under.

Derin: Is that how she does it

Joana: Yeah

Stop blushing God this is soo embarrassing

Derin: You should really shave

Joana: I can't see my virgina

Derin: Hahah

Joana: Do it for me?

Derin: I could do it.

He bought me to his bathroom in his room. He use the same tool he shave with, but Clean it with alcohol first. He bend down, And started to shave me. The vibration really was something. Am pretty sure I was wet. He was smilling too this is soo

embarrassing. When he got done He wash me after, dried me off and brought me back to his bed.

Derin: Anything else?

Yes!

Joana: No, that is all thank you?

I walk back to my room. It felt breezy under there. I fell asleep.

The next morning my mother brought everything over. I don't know why? Derin just kept receiving them. All my baby stuff, am not living here, we haven't talked about that yet?

Mom: Alright. Take care'l pou mwen tande, Pa fel Kriye. (take care of her for me, Don't make her cry)

Derin: Yes ma

I rushed back in my room. Why are they embarrassing me like this?

Derin: So I think your parents just hand you over to me.

He said coming into my room.

Joana: Yeah I'll talk to them.

Derin: It's fine I want my babies here with me.

Joana: Okay. I wanted to ask you

Derin: Yeah

He said arranging my stuff in the room

Joana: Are we? I mean like?

Derin: We are two adult having a child haha.

Joana: And that's it or?

Derin: Sigh Nana say what you mean. I can't understand you when you talk like that.

Joana: Right, Forget it

He could tell I was already embarrassed.

Derin: Did you come to my room last night for a massage?

Joana: Sigh just forget it. Hand me my clothes.

He came and sit by me touching my cheeks

Derin: I wanted to ask you to marry me. But going to all that with Amber..

Joana: You change your mind?

Derin: Ha, no don't put words in my mouth you was always horrible with that.

Joana: Haha okay

He lean in and kiss me.

Derin: Do you want to marry me Joana?

Joana: Yeah.

He got up and left. I didn't know why? After a while he came back with a diamond ring. I was soo happy. He placed it on my ring finger. I couldn't believe He still able to make me cry tears of joy.

Derin: Do you want this room to be the twin room?

Joana: Sure

Derin: Okay Mrs. phanor!