Truth hurts part 5

##Joana##

Derin: No, Not exactly here, We met in school, She recently moved here from Miami

Derin Jr: Was it fun living there?

Derin: The violence moved your mom down to Broward

Joane: Oh okay.. Well me and Derin jr going to watch movies in the RV see you guys later. See you later Granpa

She said giving him a hug. The huge Smiles that crept on his face, I wonder if he even notice.

Jerry: So Floyd?

Derin: Oh no

Keisha: When you guys say built a boat you mean?

Joseph: We gone chop some wood down and built a fishing boat. You want to eat right?

Keisha: I went grocery shopping yesterday am good. The RV got stove and microwave

Brandy: To camp, you clearly don't understood how camping works honey?

Joseph: Let it go

Brandy: Okay

Haha I could tell Keisha waiting for her to say something stupid to give her a respond. The bonfire felt so warm, They brought the marshmallows out.

Derin: All hands on deck tomorow?

Tommy: Yup

Brandy: So nephew tell me about your wife.

Joseph: Always noisy

Brandy: Haha yup.

She smilled

Derin: Like what?

He said eating his roasted marshmallows.

Brandy: Joana, Do you want more kids?

She's speaking to me? She kept looking at me while her husband wrapped his hands around her chugging down beer.

Joana: Yeah I would love to have more kids.

Brandy: How many more?

Joana: 2 or 3

Brandy: I have 7 kids

Tommy: Still counting

Brandy: What are you talking about? I pass menaupause already

Tommy: So, Sarah Abraham wife was expired too

Brandy: You sound like a jerk. Shut up and get drunk so I could take advantage of you later.

Hearing her tell her husband she will take advantage of him Had my mind going crazy with ideas hahah.

Derin: Yall still so nasty?

Tommy: Litsend here Nephew! Unless you agree to be what she needs and want in and out the bedroom, You and her aint gone make it far

That comment snap me back into my dark reality, We weren't together anymore. I could feel tears filling the rim of my eyes.

Joana: Good night.

I said getting up.

Joseph: Your tent is over there if you choose to use it?

Joana: Thank you so much.

I didn't even notice when he built it But than again I was asleep the whole day. The pain kicking back up. I didn't bring the pain medicine, My body kept shutting down, causing me to sleep. I got up heading to the direction of the red tent, queen size bed, trim grass with mosquito nets to prevent getting bite. He must of thought Derin going to sleep with me. I doubt it. Not after I ask him for a divorce. There was buckets of water in the back of my tent guess to clean myself. I went to the RV to get my toothbrush and essentials, scrubing my body felt like my skin pealing off. Guess I scrub too hard. I decided to not sleep with anything on I was too sensitive.

##Derin##

Brandy: Yup let's go

Tommy: Babe I have 4 more beers left.

Brandy: Tomorow

She got his hands heading to their tent. She was always the type to tell him enough is enough. Uncle Floyd won't speak about anything but business, he was such a light weight. He kept looking at Joana guess he thought she was pretty. Keisha fell asleep on Jerry who bought her inside the RV. One by one they left leaving me and my dad

Joseph: Son?

Derin: Yes

Caring very little for his opinion

Joseph: I know it's my fault that you have such a hard time with females

Derin: Is it?

Joseph: Ever since you were a child you always pass the good authentic real deal woman for a Barbie doll, I've watch them hurt you over and over again.

Derin: Is that right?

Joseph: The ones that love you, I've watch you hurt them over and over. When you introduce Joana as your girlfriend back then. I never gave her any problems because I seen how much of a good woman she can be to you son

Derin: Yeah, well Barbie dolls get in the way

Joseph: No, You get in your way. I should of been the father that teach you lesson about life choice and consequences.

Derin: Well Joana is teaching me that dad

I said in a snarky tone hoping he leaves it alone.

Joseph: It feels like you got the wind knock out of you huh?

Derin: Yeah

Joseph: She's something special.

Derin: I know that.

Joseph: Brazil son, Them snakes, all for a Barbie doll?

Derin: I wasn't thinking, Plus Joana looks happy

Joseph: Is that what you call happiness?

He didn't wait for me to respond he threw some water on the fire and left. What was he saying? I should sleep in the RV tonight me and joana wasn't sharing a bed. I quietly made my way to the cool RV. Jerry brought gallons of Gas so we can turn on the AC at night. The sweet smell of nature accompanied with gentle breeze from the air vent drift me to sleep instantly.

##Joana##

The heat helped surprisingly, I slept on my stomach because of the sensitivity of my back. When I turned around Keisha's next to me crying

Keisha: Am going to kill Andrew

Joana: Keisha

Keisha: Don't Keisha me? No dick is worth this Joana

Joana: His taking therapy we are fine.

Keisha: Tell me everything, Or God is my witness I will buy a ticket to go kick his ass.

She wasn't loud, I knew she was serious, How long was she in my tent? I don't even have a brah on. I sat up covering my expose breast to explain.

Joana: He um.

Keisha: Alright

She said getting up

Joana: Wait, I'll explain, Please don't do anything you'll regret.

There was so much revenge in her eyes. I should explain

Joana: I um... I mean we... So..

Keisha: I will call everyone if you don't start talking.

Joana: He don't like me hanging out with Derin like that,

Keisha: Okay Joana am going to loose my shit real soon if you don't make it make sense. When was the first time he hit you?

Joana: Oh we were having a nice dinner at his place. He was telling me about his ex wife who died in a accident with his three boys while picking the boys up from school

Keisha: Okay

Joana: He wanted to know about my first time

Keisha: Okay

Joana: I told him Derin was the one who took my virginity. Guess I smiled or something.

Keisha: Okay

Joana: He ask me "if I still Love Derin?" I responded "of course, You don't love someone for so many years than wake up not loving them silly."

Keisha: Okay

Joana: I didn't mean to offend him but I felt stings on my face

Keisha: That piece of shit

Joana: I um...

Keisha: You react

Joana: I remember leapping on him Punching him repeatedly. I locked him with my feet and kept hitting. He of course apologized, I was too far gone to hear anything he had to say; To get me off him he had to slam me to the ground, Against the wall, he tried to push me to knock me out but I would never expose my weak point in a fight. Soo...

Keisha: Joana?

Joana: Then we had sex,

Keisha: Rough sex?

Joana: Sex, let's just leave it like that. He doesn't want guys complimenting me, Its been a could of rough months.

Keisha: What the fuck Months Joana?

Joana: Yeah

Keisha: You good now?

Joana: I stand my ground

Keisha: You shouldn't be standing your ground in a partnership. Thank God your a strong woman, this guy is dangerous.

Joana: His taking therapy, we are working it out.

Keisha: Well I don't forgive him. Everytime I see him it's going to be a problem

Joana: Keisha..

I said trying to calm her down but she just push my hands away getting up walking out of my tent. The rest of the day I watch the mans gather woods to make an boat. My son was the most dedicated. Since he was only nine His grandfather gave him a supervising job. Me and the girls relaxed by the tents.

##Derin##

Joana didn't wake up with a attitude guess she wasn't expecting me in her tent.

Jerry: I think we can find some woods for the fire down there.

Looking At the endless forest I notice the stack of woods, It was too neat for it to be nature's doing, Someone put it there.

Jerry: Look at God

Derin: Wait, I think this belongs to someone.

Rachel: Sure does sweet lips.

She said walking behind me. Jerry turned around looking confuse

Derin: Hi Rachel

Jerry: Hey

Rachel: Hi white boy

She said dismissing any further introduction. I don't remember her being this rude before?

Rachel: Your here with your dad?

Derin: Yeah

Rachel: You gone come to My party tonight?

Derin: Hah Larose parties are the greatness.

Rachel: Brother pass it to me.

Derin: Am sorry for your brother's passing. He was a good friend of mine.

Rachel: I know

Derin: If It's for Marlon I'll be there.

Rachel: You gone spend some time with me?

Derin: Um Rachel, I promise your brother I wouldn't do anything with his little sister unless I was serious.

Rachel: Why wouldn't you be serious about me?

Derin: Rachel, Back in high school we know I made bad decisions

Rachel: But you know I was always into you, Now that we are 30 why not do something serious?

Jerry: His married

He quickly interject, She scoft replying while folding her hands

Rachel: Who?

Derin: That woman at the store

Rachel: Wow, Even in high school we always smiled and flirted with eachother I just thought.

Derin: I know, I um give alot of false hope.

Rachel: Thats the woman you want as your wife?

Derin: Rachel.. Sigh I should head back we will talk later.

Man I didn't even know how much I keep hurting people. Sigh dam it. Me and Joana didn't work out but maybe me and her can, She's a good girl. Pretty, Sexy eyes. If I start it I can't play games with her. Marlon her brother made all his friends took an oath, we don't Date his sister unless it's love. She had a soft spot for me. Wait, why was it so quiet? Jerry didn't have anything to say?

Derin: You good.

Jerry: Your stupid.

He said carry our twigs back to the camp. Why was he so mad? The day went pretty quick. I haven't seen Joana all day. I decided to get ready for the event tonight.

##Joana##

I think it's dark enough. I put on some short and a tank top. I joined every one by the campfire. My kids had already went inside the RV to watch movies.

Tommy: You sleep the whole day?

Joana: Seems like it.

Keisha haven't checked on me the whole day after I told her about Andrew she looks so mad. Everyone seem to be counted for except for Derin.

Keisha: Where is Derin?

Jerry: At the party

Joana: What party?

Brandy: Around this time Larose party is lively.

Joana: Oh

Brandy: Rachel Larose is responsible for it now.

Joana: Am sorry did you say Rachel?

Brandy: Yeah, She gets involve with the wrong crowed.

Tommy: I got some joint from them

Brandy: Why?

Tommy: They have all kinds of Drugs over there, He shouldn't be there by himself.

Joseph: Sigh

Joana: Obviously he wants to be around her.

Keisha: We ain't rolling up Joana?

Joana: No need.

Keisha: Joana?

She was upsetting me.

Joana: Keisha am not fighting you. Not you!

Keisha: We gone let him..

Joana: Yes! Yes dam it. That's where he wants to be. Keisha I can't keep holding on to a man that don't want my company. He don't want me. What can I do? What can you do when they don't want to be with you. You want me to go over there fight just for him to still choose her!

I didn't realize how loud I was until my kids came out asking "am I okay?"

Derin Jr: Your crying mom.

Keisha: Am sorry I didn't mean to upset you

My thin shirt covered in tears. Dam It! Now his family going to think am a loose cannon

Brandy: 30 years ago

Tommy: Let it go

She said calming the mood. I figured I should shut up, eat, and than bed.

Brandy: Tommy found this young Thang that recently move in the neighborhood

Floyd: Such a cheater..

Tommy: What ever?

Brandy: Girl, my girlfriend came telling me his over her house right now getting ready to put it down.

Tommy: Haha woman let it go.

Brandy: I was making Lunch. I walked over there. I knock politely of course. She came out in lingerie,

Keisha: You beat her ass?

Brandy: No, I called his trifling ass downstairs.

Keisha: Haha

Tommy: This woman couldn't let me put my clothes on back on.

Brandy: Nope. He walked back to the house in boxers. Sometimes you got to help them do better.

Keisha: You beat his ass?

Brandy: No, I know he was going to give her what 2 hours. He had to stay in that boxer for those two hours. Then I ask him would it be worth it?

Tommy: We had a nice dinner, It wouldn't be worth it. Breaking up my beautiful family. She helped me see that. I suggest you go get that Stupid boy. Haha they will drug him.

Joana: Thank you for the meal

Keisha: Let me go get ready.

Jerry: To go where?

Keisha: If she don't do something, we will.

Jerry: I'll come along.

Keisha: Okay.

I went to my tent. I hate how he keep putting me in this situations. I took of the shirt that was wet from the tears I shed leaving an sport brah on with some short.

Keisha: I am mostly going to fight some rachet over there, You got me?

She said walking to my tent.. In high school when there was issues she felt like she had to handle she would let me know, for me to come along just in case they plan on jumping her.

Joana: Yeah come on.

Jerry led the way. Music boosted to the max. There was food table, Drug table. What type of party was this. Nice colorful light

Keisha: Alright, Let's find Rachel ass

Jerry: She wanted to be alone with him, so they will most likely be in the rooms.

Keisha: Alright.

I had nothing to say am just back up to Keisha. The place seems to be packed with different age group. Did they know they are no longer in high school? Keisha kept opening rooms No warning. We seen too much people doing weird things in those rooms. Some people were licking armpits; how hard was these drugs?

I was standing infront of this door coincidentally.

Derin: Rachel I came to pay tribute to my dear friend Marlon. Not all this.

Rachel: You know deep down am a better choice

Derin: I should go.

Rachel: Before you go, Let's toast.

Derin: Alright.

I litsend closely to their interaction I didn't want to interupt, Keisha kept opening door after door.

Derin: What was that? It's really strong

Rachel: Even if it's for tonight, I want you to fuck me

Derin: Haha yeah alright

Rachel: It'll kick in

Derin: What will kick in? Is it me or Is the room spinning?

Rachel: It's us.

I heard alot of kissing noise.

Keisha: Joana Let's check upstairs.

Joana: You go head, I'll keep watch here..

Rachel: God your so sexy

Derin: Ah wait, I can't, I gotta go. My legs won't move.. Rachel what did you do?

Rachel: I've always loved your long yet chuby fingers.

Derin: Rachel you shouldn't be getting undress here

Rachel: Touch it. It's always been yours.

Derin: It's very pretty. Rachel let me go home please I can't move.

I open the door to see her putting his finger inside her. Sigh

Joana: Derin let's go

Rachel: I'll bring him home when am done

Joana: Can you move?

Derin: Why does everything feels so good?

Rachel: You should let me relieve him.

Before I could respond Keisha came in.

Keisha: You desperate hoe.

Jerry: Babe you can't attack a naked woman haha it just look wrong.

Derin seems to be so out it, He kept looking around the room like his seing nightmares

Joana: Jerry carry him for me?

Jerry: Sure

He went to pick up Derin to carry him over his shoulders.

Rachel: No!

She said running attacking Keisha.

Keisha grab her by the hair flipping her over. Sigh why don't Rachel just chill? Am too sore to fight right now.

We are too grown to be fighting like little kids. I followed Jerry outside. There was three girls waiting for us.

One big girl she looks buff and manly, two skiny girls with bats.

Jerry: Excuse me ladies, am trying to get my friend home, He had too much tonight

Buff manly: Sorry but our girl Rachel been waiting for that sack of sperm to come back around. He can't leave.

I looked at this Buff ass girl, Why can't things be easy for me.

Joana: Please move am not in the mood.

Buff manly: Joana Jean?

Joana: What's it to you.

I said staring at this 40 year old lady thinking she's still in high school.

Buff Manly: I remember you, I know you got them hands.

Joana: Glad you remember now let me go

Buff manly: No, Looking at those bruises on your back I'll say your half way finish.

Joana: Should of seen the other guy

Buff manly: I have no issues with you but when our boss tell us to handle something we do.

Joana: Boss huh?

Buff manly: Yeah, She's a sale woman

Joana: Make sense of all those drugs.

I heard foot step coming from behind

Keisha: Who the fuck are you guys?

Joana: Apearantly Rachel body guard

Rachel: These sorry ass girls thinks there going to take Derin from me again. Naw we making a baby tonight. He came right when am ovulating, its faith

How many point of entry did this place have? She Apperead with brah and panties. Skiny with breast and butt that fits her small body.

Jerry: Maybe we should let Derin decide when his sober.

Rachel: I give him something that might explode his dick if he don't get an release. Unlike you wife am willing to do the job.

Joana: Jerry litsend to me. No matter what don't get in. Don't put Derin down either.

Jerry: Joana they have bats

Keisha: Bitches!

She said spitting on the floor infront of them

Manly Buff: Seems like you always like things hard.

Joana: Yeah sorry, Like you said I like Things hard.

The two girls with the bat came running up to Me first. Ugh..

"Swoosh, Swash" we heard the wind behind the bats swung. I didn't have time for this. I dodged, hitting one girl in the nose, Keisha hit the other in the neck for instant knock out. I couldn't move as freely as I wanted to. But nevertheless they won't take advantage of an men who clearly said "no."

Manly buff: Yup same Joana haha. I will taste you tonight.

Joana: I Still get you hot huh?

I said trying to sound like knocking out these girls didn't take everything out of me.

Rachel: Am happy for you two, Handle her. Why do I pay you for!

She rush slamming me to the ground. I swore my ribcage broke. I was greateful for Keisha pulling her off me. This chick definitly work out. When Keisha kept blocking her monstrous hits.

Jerry: Babe!

Keisha: Follow instruction Don't get in

He wanted to jump in so bad.

Rachel came Kicking me when am down. I taste the blood coming from my mouth. I grab her foot pulling it causing her to fall. I got on top. I was so mad that am back to this again because of a guy who might choose her. I wasn't paying attention to the manly buff chick behind me, When she hit me with the bat it caused me to fall over, Rolled on the ground to calm the pain Ugh!

Keisha: Fuck Joana!

Manly buff: Yeah slither for me, Does it hurt?

She lifts up her hands about to hit me again. I crawl behind her kicking the back of her knees causing her to fall. Keisha threw me the other bat. No hesitation, While she's on the ground on her knees I kept hitting her with the wooden bat! This was so much easier.

Jerry: Joana Stop! Your going to kill her.

Keisha: Babe it's done come on.

When I finally got out my mind I seen her face bloody, blocking every where she can. Blood in her nose, Eyes shut.

Joana: Ahhhhhh!!!

I roar out of aggrevation.

Jerry: Joana?

He walked over putting his hands on my shoulders

I took the bat with me. Am not stupid enough to leave evidence.

Rachel wasn't moving. If she dies here oh well. Jerry started walking back to the camp, we all did the same. When I got to the bond fire. Floyd, Joseph, Brandy, Tommy said nothing as we came with bloody faces. I threw the bat in the fire.

Keisha: Alright, Joana I'll take one for the team. Bae you might want to wait outside.

This girl ways trying to Sleep with Derin haha what is her problem?

Joana: Jerry put him in my tent, He should be able to sleep it off.

Keisha: Joana you heard that girl

Jerry: Should we call 911 for the girls?

Joana: No, I didn't kill anyone.

Jerry: Joana you almost did. You should see a therapist, that's alot of anger

Joana: Right, I'll keep that in mind. Good night everyone.

Jerry put Derin in my tent. I didn't realize how hard the drug made him. Sigh I sat on the bed looking out the little entrance.

Derin: Ow ow! Why does my Dick feels like it's on fire?

There were no hospital near by.

Derin: Ugh!

He was out of it yet he still could feel the pain. I went to the back to brush my teeth, Took a sponge bath. When I got back in. He kept Hunching over. I walked over to where he was, Pulled his pants down. I figured am going to be on my knees for a couple of hours No doubt. The whole night I kept releasing him. I was 4 hours in when his manhood went soft. I figured his good now. He seem more relax on the bed. My knees was killing me, My mouth felt like I had a jaw surgery. I went out to the back to brush my teeth again. I Didn't even bring my pain medicine. My ribs felt like I got run over by a tractor. Walking to the bond fire Everyone went to bed. I took a seat by the fire Contemplating my life.