As I looked over at her, it struck me how beautiful she was. Her hair was blowing carelessly in the wind, a halo on her head. I had the oddest impulse to reach out and touch. See if it was as soft as it looked. Her lips were curled into a soft smile that radiated warmth. I wondered who or what she was thinking of and my heart skipped a beat imagining her smiling for me. 

It's crazy how i never noticed how blue her eyes are. Or how her laughter sounds like summertime. It's strange how I never really looked at her. And suddenly i couldn't stop staring.

Chasing Sunshine

"LOOK SO GOOD, YEAH LOOK SO SWEET BABY YOU DESERVE A TREAT" I screamed loudly, turning the volume up. The man in the car next to me stared at me. I kept singing "DIAMONDS ON MY WRIST SO HE CALL ME ICE CREAM, YOU CAN DOUBLE DIP CAUSE I KNOW YOU LIKE ME" this cause the man in the car to burst into loud laughter. 


You must be thinking, she's scream singing Selena Gomez and Blackpink, she's doing okay now. Hell no. My chill is fake. On the inside I am screaming, crying and pulling my hair out. On the outside, I scream sing Ice Cream. It's all about balance. 


I park the car in the complex and just sit there. I bite my nails and yank my hands through my hair so many times I'm sure it looks like an abomination. 


I sit there for almost an hour before I decide to stop being a little bitch and get out of the car. 


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