I felt like shit
Literally I mean
But do you wanna know what was even more fucked up?
John
Fuckin John
I mean how dare he? Nah man, someone could only take so much
He'd showed up at the hospital like it was ok. Ok?
None of this was ok.
He's the pure definition of not being ok
Twisted motherfucker
Serves him right, I gave him the Punch of his life and ouch I think I broke a vein in the process too
God damnit
Fuckin John
Ok, ok let's get back to Claire
She'd fainted
Oh my God, poor child
The burden she must bare right now, I mean first her best friend and her mother got sick and then she tries to kill herself
Yikes
I don't blame Celine though, I mean I've thought about offing myself too ever since I found out about my diagnosis
And to make matters worse my parents had taken off on me, lol.
Claiming they were leaving for Grandma's
I called grandma and they definitely weren't there, talk about fuck ups
Oh I think Claire's waking up
Mai: Hey faint-y
Claire: huh? What? Ummmm..am I home?
Mai: Yeaaaaah...hehe
You gave us a fright B
How are you feeling?
Claire: like shit...pfff
Mai: Aren't we all?
Yes but really? Physically? How do you feel?
Claire: Well Ummm my butt hurt.....
Shoulders too...like was in a fight or sum?
Cause....ouch?
Mai: fight? You kidding me? The only thing you were fighting was the floor
Bitch you fuckin fainted
Claire: so why do I feel like I fell down a hill
Mai: that's because you did. Kind of!
The hospital stairs
Claire: that about sounds right
So....how's my mum doing?
Mai: Doctor HOT called this morning and said she was making progress....and also he asked if maybe later you'd wanna Ummm go see her .... Or....
Claire: Isn't It Zoe's birthday today?
Mai: Yes it is and they send all their love but they had to rush home cause they wanna cancel the party for tonight so....
Claire: Hell Nah
You joking me? No!
We're having that party
Hey know what? What about you pass me my phone, I have an idea
Mai: Yeaaaaah...... nooooo
You've got the worst ideas in the history of world's
Claire: oh come on....they always turn out to be ....
Mai: Dangerous?
Yeah? Remember that one time we were 15?
Claire: hahahaha yeah good times weren't they?
Mai: An animal chewed a kids face off!!!
Claire: that was so not my idea
Mai: yes it was, you just don't remember cause you were fucked up, listen to me B
Just let them cancel the party and we'll all hang here? At your place, together?
Claire: ok!! Ok geez, buzzkill... uggggggg
Who made you?
Mai: Good question
Claire: oh I am so sorry Mai I didn't mean that....
Shit
Mai: it's all good
At least I've got you
I know I don't show you often B but I do love you ok?
Claire: of course you big baby...I know you looooove me.
Can't stop thinkinnnng about me
Wanna smmaaaaash this...huh maybe even marry me?
Mai: you're disgusting
Claire: Yes I am and definitely your type
Mai: uggggggg stop
I sometimes wondered if Claire felt stuff you know
Lord knows if my parent was sicked I'd be on my knees right now
Begging the man upstairs for a miracle but they way she handled this, I mean the way she handles everything man Sheesh, I fuckin STAN
My phone rang
Thinking of the devils
It was my dad
Oh wow
Did they get actually get sober from wherever they were and remembered they had a kid?
Mai: Hey
Dominic : Hey kid, how are you doing?
Mai: I'm good...how's grandma?
Dominic: listen kid we Ummm...we lied about going to Grandma's
Mai: No shit
Dominic: language....we needed some time to ourselves you see
We needed help understanding what was going on with you and learn how to deal with it
Mai: ok
Dominic: your mom's out rn and we'll both call when she gets back ok
Mai: sure, just one question
Dominic: of course
Mai: Did you tell mom about your affair with my couch? Who's also a man?
That's when I heard the this from behind him
Shit
My mom had just walked in an I'm sure without doubt she had heard the part where I accused my dad of being gay and a cheater
Shit
Shit
Shit
Mai: Is that mom?
Dominic: yes Ummm...I'll call you later ok
Honey it's not what you think...
He'd disconnected the call before I could tell him how sorry I was
What was wrong with me
I should've just kept my mouth shut
Honestly I didn't mind that my dad was or is gay, I just wanted to hurt them just as badly as they were hurting me
Claire: You love me huh?
I find that hard to believe these days Mai
I mean first it was John, then being pregnant, and then you found out your Dad is gay and you just what? Forgot to tell me! Your FUCKIN best friend in the FUCKIN world?
Mai: Listen B I...
Claire: save it
I don't need an excuse Mai
I need the truth
Don: Yeah Mai....just stop lying to man
Zoe: We deserve the truth now
So I'm guessing Claire called them after all
Sweet
I don't think I've got a choice now and plus they're right
I'll just be honest then
Mai: what do you wanna know
Claire, Don, Zoe: Everything
Here we go
Author's Note
*So loves I've been AWOL for a minute dealing with actual life and I've just about had it with 2020 like "FUCK could you like maybe leave us alone"*
Anyway
More updates coming soon I promise
I love y'all