lost_inrealworld11

hey you yeah you try this story. 

this will be short story most probably of 20 chapters. about A girl ,who only have 15 days to live die to cancer writes her diary for last 15days how she is spending them what are her feelings.

and if you fear death or something like that then please don't read and I don't wanna hurt someone feeling by writing this story. this is a just a FICTION. OKAY

LAST 15 DAYS

hey there again, I am getting weak Day by day. so it's hard to write this dairy but still I will try my level best. 


so you know sometimes beside i love you the Three golden words for someone or sometime is how are you? 


Have you felt this pain when someone asked you how are you ,this unknown pain you share with the moment, your eyes your whole existence is screaming things you have been too and you just effortlesly say I am fine. 


I wonder why people go with I am fine when they have option to share it  and then I looked at myself ,I have did it too many times.


I wonder is there a specified time decided for everyone to go in through that stage, Or either ways I am not aware of.


you know I use to wonder she is so lucky (the queen of our school ) she is beautiful, talented in dance and really good at fashion. 


she was a Idol girl who everyone wanted to be, I was in a queue too .


and because of that I use to feel so low that I developed myself a chain, I made ,drawed  ,formared  ,tied any word that can describe hold. 


I was so into the feel that I couldn't even realize the low I am looking on me I will take me low. 


but you never what person is going through  the girl in our school with all beauty was just a sad girl she dies leaving everyone qestioning How a such happy girl can do something like this ,until her lost unspoken diary said it everything, that silent book became the biggest statement for her commitment to give life. 


Book had confessed about all perfect she was she was just a doll to hand she wanted to be free, but the string where enough to tie her to choke she was suffocated infront of everyone but no one I guess no one payed attention to it. 


she said , this perfection is burden for me let me feel free, let me accpect ME. 


and she was gone making people only to regret the fact they could have changed but never really wanted to change. 


This story was just a past Now, about me I always mentioned about I am Dieing and I am Happy 


though I always said to myself I am Happy to die why today I feel I was lying. 


today I want to live for some more moments after been so weak in front of destiny and fate my eyes fell on the beautiful moment I had everyday. 


Maybe I always focused on some harsh words I was said, and now look at poor me realizing those harsh words are really little infront of love I am still getting .


I wish I had this fairy to change my tale for a day. 


DAY 8