ONE MORE DAY 5

Quotes:I WILL FACES ALL MY TODAY IN THE SAME WAY AS TOMORROW,WITH LOVE AND JOY IN MY HEART EVEN WHILE I ACHE IN SORROW.

DIDO: MY LOVER IS GONE

  I stayed in the hospital for another two days, after which I was discharged, my bills had already been settled by gwen, once again she had proven herself to be the nicest lady police officer I have ever met in this side of Chicago.

The insurance company had given me a new car since the other one was beyond repair .

      " so where are you heading to" Gwen asked, she had made it her duty to visit me daily.

        " I have no idea " I replied honestly

" but I will sure give you a call to let you know am fine" at least I owe her that.

   She hugged me and left she was late for her broader patrol.

I carefully placed my son in the back sit and went into the driver sit.

Where do I go from here, I held the wheel and my wedding ring came into view, I had put it back on that night after marco left the thought of marco and that night brought back tears to my eyes , this week has been filled with tears for me.

I picked up my cell phone and behold there was dozen of text message  and calls from aunty lucy and dad .

I took off my wedding ring and wore it in a necklace around my neck.

And over I drove  as payphone by maroon5 blast from the speakers.

   I found myself standing in front of the house I grew up in, I had no idea why I choose to come here.

              (Knock knock)

"Alice" aunty lucy said looking shocked to see me at the door

"Hi aunty lucy" I said as I hand my baby to her.

"Oh my God alice, darling , he is so cute" she said as she smiled from ear to ear

"Is he the reason you haven't been picking up or reply to our calls or text" she asked as we sat down, I just sat quietly without answering her questions. Daddy came just in time to hear us

  "Honey come see you have a grandson, we have a grandson" aunty lucy said smiling widely.

Dad sat next to her playing with my son as they both smiled wholeheartedly. Then the question I dread the most was asked.

   "Honey, why are you here alone, where is marco?"my dad asked

In respond I shook my head as I looked down at my feet as tears that I have been trying to hold since I came in began to flow.

"Oh my God, alice did he throw you out" I shook my head

If only they knew what I did

  " Did you leave him" my dad asked with an expression that says God please it shouldn't be true.

I looked up as my eyes meet their eager and worried face

      "Dead" was all I could say before I started crying heavily, if in the past my tears level 3 it increased to level 6, i felt so helpless before them,the two people i loved most in the world now that marco is gone,i know i should love my son too but how can i when i killed his dad.

Dad rushed over to my side and pulls me into a hugs.

After I cried for what seems like hours I finally summoned courage and I told them all that have happened without leaving any details.

   " its okay baby, it wasn't your fault " my dad said trying to comfort me. But that was all it took for my guilt to be filled up.

   " it is dad, if I had not said those hurtful words to him , he wouldn't have left that night, I pushed him  out , I killed him , oh God I killed him I killed my marco" I said as I gifted my chest

     "It okay alice, you shouldn't be crying you have a baby at hand " aunty lucy said I had no idea she had come to sit by me

  " No aunty, I don't even deserve to be called a mother"

   "No dear, at least you didn't leave your child and run away at the hospital " she said referring to my mom

   " yes aunty I am worst than her, she didn't kill anybody , I did ".

God please if my tell my marco to forgive me and come back I don't think I will survive without him, please God on chance to make everything right , one chance to tell my marco am sorry and I loved him and always will.

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