Heart battle

After Lovet's narration, Cavo remained dumb, he said nothing, he was scared,his heart skipped. He looked at himself,could he fit in Lovet's heart?, The society judged her, she was believed to be a bad girl, many girls had suffered like her before,others were forced to enter early marriages, some were sent homeless and many of them ended up committing suicide. On the other hand boys remains innocent, they continue with their normal lives and education. Many girls in the societies disappearing to the cities to do odd jobs, so as to sustain the lives of the infants,they end up living single lives to their death. Society lacks understanding, there is no room for explanations at all,life becomes unbearable to girls,they loose hope in life they become useless to the economy, their dreams die and that eat on their hands,they become scavengers in towns. Worst part of such disadvantaged girls is when they decide to be prostitutes,selling their bodies in exchange of money so that they can fit the competitive society in basic needs,others start using drugs, many of them had died due to excessive use of drugs. Some are called rebellious girls,they find life unfair. Minority of them are able to be resilient. To avoid this,many teenagers, girls,have resorted to family planning,using drugs so as not to conceive because of fear of the wrath of the society, these drugs kills there 'potentials' of giving birth hence they become barren.

Cavo wanted all this do be a dream, he never expected it was that serious! Some wrinkles were vivid in his fate,there was a great battle within his heart, he asked himself several questions without clear answers, why him? why did he feel do much for this Lady?, their relationship was mutual and he had liked everything in this Lady , he had self conflict in his heart. To him, he wanted Lovet. He wanted a wife,a life partner, a beautiful wife,educated wife,a pure lady from a Christian background and his heart landed to Lovet, a mother already,a lady who had gone through pain,a reject in the society. His ego denied him from making step a head. But his heart? no, his heart had build a home in Lovet's Love. He wanted to forget about the society. He longed to correct the world and to show the real Love to this Lady. That's what his heart wanted,nothing more, he looked confused. Lovet became curious,she believed their friendship was over,she just explained herself to Cavo., a friend she knew,a friend who was there for her. " Hello, are you okay? , you must hate me now, I am not surprised, you are just the same as them,all of you the same,mmmh same judgments, you have regretted meeting me,I see. " Lovet enquired.

" I don't see the reason why I have to hate you" Cavo was not sure of his statement, he looked back and show Pessy, Pessy was as beautiful as roseflower,her life style was different from all ladies within the college ,she lived in Nairobi ever since, she was known as The college queen, her dressings, her exposure and generally how she took life was much different from local village girls who never visited any city, many of the men were eyeing her,she was nice to everyone and ever jovial, Cavo was in confusion, he looked sad. they sat silently. "Let's change the topic" Lovet said,and she continued, " My girl is my life, she is the reason why I am here, I want the best out of her, I love her so much she always makes me to out big smiles on my face instead of wrinkles, I see a bright future in her, she is extrovert, she is supper ordinary very proactive." she stopped, Cavo was lost in thoughts. He realized Lovet was staring at him,he broke the silence, " What about your daughters father? " " We are not seeing each other, I saw him lastly that very day I conceived " " You are still dating " " No, I stopped him" "Are you dating someone else?" " No, its me and my daughter " The two talked with a lot of difficulty, they both looked down, were they embarrassed? They finally decided to let the past rest in peace. Cavo was now fully aware of Lovet's status, what was he going to do? To stay away? To ignore her or to proceed. In his heart, he never wanted to dissapoint her, he just wanted to be a friend, yes just to be a friend, a desk mate. Was he going to ignore his true feelings too? No,his feelings were stronger than any obstacle, he wanted her more. "Look at my eyes" He said, They looked at each other directly. " I am seeing myself inside your eyes" he said whike smiling, Lovet was sure this man is different, he had accepted her history. They laughed uncontrollably, the super bell rang, they walked through the path leading to the dining hall, people looked at them,admired them and concluded that they were the best couples! But in real sense they have not talked about themselves. They served and ate together. looking at each other suggestively. " I want to tell you something.... "

to be continued.....