Avante vs Avante

Breaking my arm was one of the worst things that ever happened to me, the girl that I loved helped me out so much while I was stuck in bed helpless to do anything for myself, everything went out the window when she left to better her and her daughters life, I lost every emotion and couldn't feel anything, I was truly at my lowest, I couldn't work, I could barely wash or move from my bed, I couldn't cook for myself and the pain was intolerable, I would take pain medication as often as I could just to escape the hurt that I felt physically and mentally, I didn't think I could win this fight, I didn't want to, I lost my will to fight and for the first time I was really broken.

Ptsd and depression: prepare for trouble and make it double

Bipolar disorder: i know I'm an intern here but trust me I'm qualified for the position.

I heard you have extraordinary control of your emotions, well that's about to change

Dependence: I'm just here to uno reverse your self love card tbh

The other 4: do we really need to introduce ourselves again? it's not like we really left in the first place

Avante: please I can't take it anymore just leave me alone I'm tired of fighting.

My mind(all illnesses): that's exactly why I'm here, you're too weak to fight against me.

Individually we wouldn't stand a chance but you're fighting all of us while your heart and your arm is broken.

Avante: idc idc idc I just miss her so much I'd do anything to get her back

Dependence: see look I just used full counter against his self love.

My mind: you and I both know there's nothing you can do to get her back, and that's your fault, if only you were better she wouldn't have left you.

Avante: you're wrong

My mind: you know you're talking to yourself right? Who's wrong?

Avante: please I can't do this right now I don't want to live without her

I spent days and nights crying to myself, questioning everything, and even though I wasn't alone because my family really cared for me and kept me going but I really felt alone and empty and one day everything hit me. All my emotions came back and the ones that were with me subconsciously became more apparent. All those tears made the ocean of my breakthrough. They gave me clarity, and sometimes that's what we need most. That's when I found my true self.

Self love: what did I tell you, only you can love yourself.

Avante: you're back? I can't believe it I thought you were gone

Independence: yeah I'm just basically here to uno reverse the uno reverse card

Self love: I'll never disappear and neither will they

Determination: you've been fighting this hard for this long, you can't stop here

Confidence: you're pretty badass you know, trust me you're stronger than you think

Intelligence: you've experienced this all before, you're not 4 anymore, you're just being dramatic right now but you know you'll get over it in time

Optimism: and you have plenty of time, even the sun has to shine alone for the sake of others, you're the biggest ball of sunshine anyone can experience.

Sense of humor: yeah so if you can stop crying more than midoriya that would be great.

Self love: now it's time to fight your worst enemy... it's been you the whole time.

Resolve: right here and right now you will surpass your limits

My mind: it's too late, I'm apart of you, you can never beat me

Avante: I knew that from the start

My mind: so why are you still fighting me

Avante: I'm not the same person I was when I got shot. You don't realize it but I've been learning to live with you since the start

My mind: and how's that been working out for you? Life's been hell hasn't it?

Avante: yeah that's right it has but it's because of that hell that I've learned to create my own heaven. My goal isn't to beat you, it's to stop you from beating me.

My mind: that's a lot of resolve you got there, but you know this fight will never end, I'll always be back.

Avante: I know but the difference is, now I'll always be ready.