confession

Raj pov

its Monday new day started, i am going to college, this weekend is coolest. i spend so much time with my girl and i love everything about her, i found out how funny she is, how nice she is, and also how intelligent she is, her messesy apperance, her awwbard apperance and her cute and naughty apperance everything makes her more beautfull then she already has.

every moment with her is special for me, and ..... she like my company, i also get to know my girl dint like cooking or doing house hold things, she love reading, chocolates, fighting. yes she really like to fight with me, we argue in so many thing, fighting with her also my favorite thing, i like to irritate her, when she fight her nose became red and she looks very cute.

I like her every face, specially her smiling face, she like watching cricket even she knows many players name in the cricket.

yesterday night when we are watching cricket its her favorite team match she literally didn't move from her place.

flashback

" hey baby not again " Raj said, he just went to office for some work before some hour, they almost completed their assagnment. she dint let him move until he completed his work, she is strict about study. and sometime she is so bossy, so sometime he call her baby to irritate her, but now she dint get irritate. she just roll her eye.

" shh... " Sanjana shh him by putting fingger on her lips, I go and sit with her.

" I brought pizza " he said the she look at me and give me smile sweet one, ya she have differnt type of smile.

" where you went " she ask.

" are you missing me " he said in a teasing tone.

she rolled her eye and took pizza box from him and open it and took a bite from it, a chess drop on her chin, he knew she didn't do it intensely but she is looking very tempting but her this antics are making very difficult for me to concentrate in any thing else, i just want to lick her ahh what i am thinking control. Raj thought to him self.

" so what are you doing " he ask, trying to distract him self.

" watching cricket " she said. enjoying her pizza and making him jealous of that pizza he maid a sad pout, looking at her like that.

" do you even understand " he ask.and then she made a irritating face.

" why all boys things girl can only understand daily shop " she said cleaning her face with tissue.

" isn't it right, that girls likes drama and wait for there price charming " he said.

" neither i like drama nor waiting for any prince charming " she said with full confidence.

" so you mean you don't want a prince " he ask, he want to know which kind of person she want, so he start the conversation.

" nop i am not waiting for any prince " she said but that make an unhappy.

" so which kind of partner you want " he ask.

" I never made any list or any think specific " she said offering me pizza bit and also make him happy that at least, he don't have follow any list.

" so which kind of girl you want, what quality you want in your partner" she ask getting into the conversation.

" i like everything about her " he said her eye widen.

" you have a girlfriend " she ask.

" not yet " he said shipping his bear. she still looking at him ohh she want to know more about my choice he thought.

" what " he said.

" …. " she dint said anything.

" i mean i will like everything about her whom ever she is " he said.

" if you don't want to talk about her its okay " she said, how can explain he that your the girl i love.

" its not like that... actually i didn't tell her that i love her... " he said..

" so what are you waiting for " she ask.

" i think she like anyone else " he said. she made a sad face.

" its okay we find a girl for you who only love you okay " she said more like consoling me.

" i dint give up on her and i never will, i dint see anyone except her she is my first and last love" i said looking into her eye.

its my confession to her for my love and this is my truth, before her i never feel anything for anyone she is the only one whom i want to spend my life, she is the only one i see my future if she say yes i will give her the world.

" and what if really love some buddy else " she ask me, for some moment we both look into each other eye for some Ans may be.

" if she is happy with some one else and also someone love her equally i never try to came between them i just want her happy, off course i want her but i will never force her for anything " i said the truth.

" you mean you will not fight for your love " she ask. a smile came on my lips a sad one.

" what do you think i should do, make rift for her happiness just because i want her " i said taking another ship of bear.

" i don't know maybe if i am on your place i will never leave my love, i will make her realize that i will love her more than anything " she said making a pout.

" so you mean i should try " i said

" of course yes, you should never let her go to anyone else and if you i will help you " she said.

" really " i ask in doubt.

" yes you are my friend and i will help you " she said.

" okay " i said.

" okay ".