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Chapter 6

"Why are you afraid of me, Vianne?"

Because of his question, I became even weaker.

My body slipped from his grip, but he immediately touched my body, so I didn't fall to the floor.

I was out of breath, so I moved my hand on his chest to push him but before that happened, he let me go, so I knelt on the floor and chased my breath. This time he didn't help me anymore. He just looked at me while I was on the floor.

Crying and trembling, I reached for the water, but before I could get it someone had already reached it there.

He handed it to me, so I give him my deadly stare. I'm having trouble breathing, so I can't do anything if I don't accept it.

I immediately drank the water, the water glass was empty already because of my thirst.

"F-fuck y-you Logan" Even with difficulty breathing, I said that to him.

I looked up at him and looked at him wickedly. He also looked at me with no expression on his face, but you could see the concern in his eyes.

I guess, I just made a mistake because why he's worried about me if he's the one who did why I'm having trouble breathing now.

"I want to know why you're afraid of me," he said, ignoring what I said.

I want to stab him with a knife because of what he did to me.

"So, that's the reason why you did that to me, huh?" I asked angrily. "You're a doctor but why are you stupid?"

I thought he would be angry with what I said, but he still looked at me seriously.

"I'm not Stupid. I just did the right thing--"

"So you want to kill me in fear, huh?" I shouted at him. I was still trembling with fear and having difficulty breathing.

"That's my question. Why you're afraid of me Vianne?. I just approached you and you're having trouble Breathing"

I avoided my eyes in him because I already knew where the conversation was going.

'He wants to know why I'm afraid of men'

I'm afraid he'll find out because I'm not ready yet.

I forced myself to stand up while holding the chair, but I have not yet stood up when suddenly lightning struck loudly.

"AHHHHH" I shout in fear. I immediately covered my ears in fear.

I became afraid of lightning because of what happened when I was a child.

It was only 11:00 am and it was dark inside the house because it was a brownout and because of the heavy rain.

Lightning struck again so I shouted out loud. When I become like this, Hilda injects me with sleeping pills but now she's not here, so no one will do anything to me then.

"Vianne, calm down what are you--"

I shouted louder and louder. Logan approached me to calm me down, but I couldn't calm down when he approached.

He didn't get close to me so, I looked up at him, but when I looked at him lightning struck was immediately show again but my eyes remained on him even though I was screaming in fear.

Some memories come back to me suddenly.

"Ahhhh! Help!" a woman cries out for help

"D-don't"

"D-Don't k-kill m-me," the woman said scared, as the man approached her.

"P-please L-let me go," the woman said weakly as the man kissed her on her neck.

And the woman who I remember was "me"

"AHHHHHH"

Her memories stopped coming back when he felt something in her arm. She looked at it and saw that someone had injected into her. She slowly looked up to see who had done it, but the man's eyes were the ones she met. I can't understand why his eyes feel so familiar.

I kept looking into his eyes, and he did the same to me until I lost consciousness.

LOGAN'S POV.

I immediately touched her head, so that it would not fall to the floor. I let go of the injection that I was holding and lifted her onto the sofa.

I just looked at her face and wiped the tears on her cheeks. I already know that her reaction will be like this, it's a good thing that I heard from Hilda about this injection. The one I injected earlier.

FLASHBACK

I was in the kitchen reading a book, when Joselyn, who was one of the maids came in.

"What is that?" I asked, pointing at the thing she was holding.

"Ah, this? This is the one injected into ---"

Her words were cut short when Hilda called her sister.

"Joselyn!" Hilda called and looked at me.

"I'll take it upstairs. You'll be there in the living room, clean up the sofa first."

Her sister nodded, so Hilda took what she was carrying and climbed to the stair. He ignored it and went to the living room, but he walked slowly because he heard something the maids were talking about.

"What that? Why Hilda Brought it upstairs?" asked the maid.

"That's the injection we use when Madame is scared and remembers what happened to her" Joselyn replied

I was bothered and wondered why my fiance needed that.

END OF FLASHBACK.

I plan to do this to her because I want to know her better. I want to help her.

Now, I know what she is afraid of.

'Trauma'

"She has a trauma" I whisper

'But what happened to her why is she afraid of the man?'

I want to know what happened to her, so I can help her.

I looked at her face and wiped her sweat.

"I'm sorry if I touch you again," I said while caressing her hair.

I remember what happened earlier.

"You are afraid of lightning and dark places" I was still looking at her face.

"Noted baby"

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When I opened my eyes, I saw a yellow light. I face too many candles and have 3 lamps and 5 flashlights.

My forehead furrowed, when I realized that there was still no electricity.

I was about to get up when someone asked me.

"Are you okay now?" out of the dark place the man came out who I want to be killed right now.

"Don't come near me, you fucking bastard"

"You're looking fine," He said "It's good that the rain has stopped. You might shout again when lightning strikes."

I want to burn his face using these candles.

Speaking of candles...

"Why are there so many candles here, huh?"

"I know you're afraid of the dark, so I did it because the electricity hasn't come back on yet"

I looked at him

"You know, I don't understand you. You do bad things and then you will be kind to me. And why did you find out that I am afraid of darkness and lightning, huh? What are you up to me, huh? "

"I just want to know why you're scared when men approach you."

"For what? Why do you need to know?"

"Because I'm worried about you" I looked at him in shock. He looked at me too. "I want you to be healed. Based on what you showed earlier, I know you have Trauma but I want to know what happened to you and why you became like this "

"This is out of the Barrier Logan. Not because we'll interview next time you need to know everything that happened to me. You already cross the limits, you fucking jerk "I said angrily

I heard his deep sigh.

"I think you're not ready yet," he said, so I looked away from him.

"I'm doing this to you, so I know what medicine I need to give you"

"No need. I already have a Doctor"

Logan look he's giving up, so he stood up to walk away when I let out words.

"Soon," I said as I bowed my head. He stops and looks at me.

"I'll tell you soon, Logan. Just don't do it now. I'm not ready"

He nodded.

"Stay here, I'll just take the food. I know you're hungry" he walked to go to the kitchen.

Logan returned with food and utensils. Logan laid the food on the table where there were candles.

Vianne was about to get food when Logan preceded her and put food on her plate.

She looked at the man who was busy putting food on her.

"You don't have to do this, I have a hand"

"Just let me"

I just follow what he said. I just let him. When he finished, we started eating.

We just kept quiet. I don't know but I want to speak, so my mouth opens spontaneously.

"Why the maids haven't come home yet?"

"Because it's been raining earlier. They can't cross the sea"

"Where did you take them on vacation?"

"I rented resorts just near here, so they can relax. If you're asking why I do that, I answered that earlier"

I nodded at what he said. I looked at the candles and words came out of my mouth that should not have come out.

"It's like we're dating at the restaurant"

When I heard his weak laugh I was brought back to reality.

'You are embarrassing Vianne! Why did you say that?'

"Haven't you dated yet?" a playful smile was etched on his face when he asked me.

"Don't mind what I said"

"Hmm? That's not the answer to my questions"

I close my eyes because of Annoyance.

"I haven't dated a man yet"

"Woah, your dating only a girl?" he said and whistled

I glared at him so he chuckles

"You? Have you dated yet?" I ask.

"Yes, but just a blind date. I haven't dated the woman I want"

We continued eating and we fell silent again.

"You want to go on a date?"

I nodded while eating. My attention is still on the food.

"Then, Let's date"

I looked at him in shock, and he looked at me seriously.

"Let's date ... Soon"