Nothing more than a dream

*Saphira's POV*

Benjamin caressed my cheek and I closed my eyes. Maybe people saw me as a homewrecker, but I did not care. When I fell in love with him, I did no wrong. Our break-up was not my fault either. 

  "I am mostly mad because our break-up was unnecessary and stupid." I had a hard time getting this through my lips. 

His cologne smelled so intense. It smelt like winter spices and white musk. He smelled like home. 

"You are right a lot today," he said sheepishly. "But never the less…" he started to say. "You are married, I know," I breathed. Tears welled up and I fought them back. His hazel eyes seemed like lava today. 

"I just wished that… we could of shared a kiss… even if it just had been once," I said husky. "When you were mine…all I longed for, was to be kissed by you… it was like a yearning that did not go to rest," I rushed through the words.