Is She My Cure?

Back at the hospital where I've never felt more comfortable. Laid on my bed with Penny cuddled up to me watching a movie. I feel like me; I feel there's nothing wrong with me anymore. Having the perfect girl with me is my medicine.

"Why did you not say anything about how you feel towards me?" Penny asks with a smile.

"Same as you, a bag of nerves," I laugh.

"Shut up! I'm not a bag of nerves," she says.

I just lay back and smile, Penny holds my hand whilst still cuddling me.

"I'm glad we told each other. This feels right," she says.

"You're not wrong," I say.

We continue to watch the movie together. It is another hour until we are being picked up by Wade.

"Have you ever been with someone before?" she asks.

"No, I've had a crush on girls but never gone through with it," I reply.

She goes quiet. Then I feel her hand let go of mine and slid her hand from my stomach to my chest. I glance down at her and she look up at me with a smile. She slowly puts her hand on my thigh and starts stroking inwards towards my groin. She obviously wants sex, but I feel I can't do it here. It's not the right place.

"Someone is being sneaky," I say with a grin.

She pauses, looked up and pulls herself upon me.

"Is it an unpleasant thing? We have an hour to kill," she says with a smile.

She leans in and starts kissing me; I follow the lead. It becomes more and more passionate I could feel my blood rushing through my body. I change my mind on not wanting to do it. I pause a moment.

"Door..." I whisper.

"I've got it" she whispers.

She jumps off me and hurries to the door and locks it. Then comes back over and climbs back on top.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I ask.

She nods and took her top off over her head. It amazes me how perfect she is all over, inside and out.

I lean in and start kissing her chest; she grabs my shirt and pulls it off over my head. We kiss again. She stops and unfastens my jeans I help her to get into it quicker. I then help pull her leggings down. Before I knew it, we were in the moment. I can't get over how amazing the feeling was as she did her thing on top. I pull her forward to me and kiss again.

We were almost done when suddenly.

BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP

My watch beeped! We finished and I quickly jump up. I put my hand on my chest and feel my heart is racing.

"Kil, come here" Penny whispers.

She crawls over to me on the bed and helps me sit down and cuddles me; I wrap my arms around her and cuddle her. I watch my watch and slowly my heart rate starts slowing. That's amazing!

"Wow, you are truly my medicine," I say to her.

She smiles.

"Come on, let's get dressed and ready for Wade," she says whilst gathering her clothes.

She sits in front of the mirror fixing her hair. I can't help but stare.

"You're so beautiful," I say.

She turns around and smiles.

"You really think?" she asks.

"I don't think I can see it." I say.

Before we can say anything else...

Knock, knock

"One minute!" I shouted as I stand up from my bed.

I walk over to my door, unlock it and open it. It is my doctor.

"Just doing a routine check in," he says with a smile.

I look over at Penny then back to the doctor. I don't really want Penny finding out anything worse than she already knows.

"Do what you need to do," I huff.

The doctor let his goons in to search my room for anything that I can use to bring harm to myself. The doctor stands and waits, Penny sits silently.

"No incidents since school?" he asks.

"Nope, I've been fine," I reply.

Before I know it, the goons are finished, and they leave the room.

"Good, remember I'm not far away if you need me," he reminds me.

I nod, then he leaves.

"What was that about?" Penny asks.

"They need to do routine check in and searches to make sure I'm not a danger to myself or others," I reply.

"Oh..." she says.

"Not like that! I'm not a threat! They do it for everyone here," I quickly added.

She smiles, which shows that she already knows that.

"I'm going to go to the toilet, Wade will be here soon," I say.

Penny nod and continues to get ready. I open the door and went to the toilet.

I shut the door behind me and make sure it's locked. I reach into my pocket and grab my phone. I take my phone out of its case. In the case is a razor blade. I stare at it for a few seconds. Then I quickly put my phone back over it.

I take a deep breath and unlock the door and go back to my room to meet Penny.